The following weeks were agonizing. Going to school smelling him, going to meetings…smelling him, going to conferences…Argh! I want to kill something to drive away from the building lust that grows with each passing day.
"Dean! That's enough!" Dad yells.
I look down at the Beta in my grasp and then look up around me. I was in a daze. The pool of blood brings me back to reality. The searing pain in my open skin makes me snap my head to the fist in the air, looking at the knuckles covered in his blood.
The firm hand that grabs my bicep pulls me up with force. I don't know what to say. I know that I'm sorry won't cut it this time. He's the second one this week that I've sent to the infirmary.
"Dean, I know that not finding your mate is really hard. But you might be like your brother and won't find yours until three or more years later." Papa says again.
They have been like this since the party. Everyone in the pack has been walking around on tiptoes around me. My outburst at training the following Monday sent everyone on high alert. So they all, while they are still as friendly as always, have created a little distance. It sucks, but Waylon keeps taking over and lets out his foul mood to the world. Going to the Conference meeting that Sunday sure as hell didn't help the situation. Xavier kept staring at me but didn't speak to me like always since I was in seventh grade and he was in ninth. Even after that kiss, I still don't know if he is going to reject me or not. He isn't giving me any hints. Chase went silent again. Which is another reason why Waylon is pissed. Damn this.
"Dean."
"What?!" I turn around after snapping at the fly buzzing around me.
"Just give him some more time." Wes says.
More time?! - Waylon snarls but I reign in him from trying to take control again.
I breathe in and out. Trying to calm both of us down.
"Time for what, Wes?"
"To mull over things. You have to understand. Both of you are supposed to become your pack's next Alpha. The two biggest packs in this region must always have strong leaders."
Oh my goddess! What's wrong with me? How could I forget that? Fuuccckkk….I smile warily at him and just nod my head.
I couldn't sleep that night. After twisting and turning for the first couple of hours I sprawl out on the plush mattress and stare at the ceiling. I sigh deeply and close my eyes thinking about what Wes told me.
Hmm? How did they get open? I open my eyes feeling the breeze across my face and the most mouthwatering smell that always riles me up.
His dark figure comes into view. The silver of his eyes sends shivers down body. I move to sit up but get pinned down by his hard form. Our haggard breathing fills the room. I part my lips but before I can say anything they are attacked. The warmth emanating from him overtakes me. He caresses the thin skin around my belly button, his hand moves slowly up my chest and around my back. I fall back on the pillow, the pads of his fingers rubbing my shoulder blades. We take turns biting and tugging each other's lips. He pulls and tugs my tongue between his lips. I groan when his mouth moves away. The feel of his nose softly grazing my cheek moving to my neck. His canines touch that spot where my scent is the strongest. The low growl makes my breath hitch. I tighten my hands on his shoulders. He starts to feather kisses down my neck. His teeth tug gently on my hard nub. I moan and close my eyes.
"Aah…Xavier…" I whisper.
He grunts and growls, slipping his right hand into my briefs. The graze of his thumb on my small opening makes me moan louder.
"Chase?" Now I'm conflicted. I don't know if I should let Waylon take over. If I do, I don't know what might happen.
"Mmn…" He sucks my nipple harder, twirling his tongue around it.
"Aaah…." I suck in my bottom lip as his hand gets faster, stopping to round and rub the leaking slit furiously.
"I can't…mmm…I'm…cumming…"
"Mmm…not yet."
"Ah! Chase!?" Before I could spill an ounce more he grips the base pulling up to look down at me.
I tilt my head looking at him like he's lost his mind I'm sure.
His lips curl up into a jerky smirk. He smooths his hair with the other hand, lifting his head and closing his eyes. He exhales.
"I would never reject you, Mate." He looks back down at me, the silver eyes are now a deep gray. The moonlight still reflects off them. "My parents are in the middle of handing everything to me. We've been talking about merging our packs. Umph, we have a meeting between our two families soon to discuss it in detail." He leans back down, his face mere centimeters from mine. "Until then…I won't mark you."
I gasp when his fingers loosen their grip, the fluttering of my eyelids is unstoppable as the warm fluid pours onto my abs. I swallow softly when he licks my lips. I breathe roughly and hold onto him when he tries to get up. He nuzzles the crook of my neck and kisses it. I let him go. I hear shuffling around the room and the water running in my bathroom. Upon hearing the doors close I slowly open my eyes again. I suck in my lip and rub the part where he tenderly wiped away the creamy white mess.
****
"Damn boy! You're glowing again!"
I smile brightly at her snarky remark.
"Is everyone here?"
"Yup!"
I had Amber gather all of the pack members in the training field.
"Hey everybody!"
"Hey Alpha!"
"Listen, I know I've been a real pain —"
"You bet your ass!" Andrew shouts and laughs like a little kid.
"Yea, yea…I deserve that. I sincerely beg for your forgiveness. I let my emotions get the best of me and didn't do what I should've done to keep them in check. Taking my frustrations out on you guys was real shitty of me. But I promise, I'm alright now. Everything is good and I will make sure to target my rage more on out of control rogues instead of you guys. You are family and we take care of each other no matter the pitfalls we go through."
"Whooooo….Hooo….Yea!" The round of clapping sounds through the air.
"Everyone is dismissed."
"Hey, Alpha Dean." Scott runs up next to me.
"Yeah?"
"Are we really merging with Red Eclipse?" He whispers.
I pull his arm bringing him closer to me, we stop just outside the training field. "Who told you that?"
"Um…" He shakes his head violently but he's already said it.
I pull on his arm. I bet a mark will be left after this.
"Wes…might've…said something…"
"What?!"
"Uh…"
"Keep your mouth shut Scott! We are still in talks about this. Until things are settled and confirmed don't breathe another word of it!" I say between gritted teeth.
"Okay, okay…I didn't mean anything by it, Alpha."
And I am back on pin needles again! I grab my phone and call Xavier. My mind is frayed. The ringing on the other line is so long that I think I'm going to die. I grab my chest and start breathing heavily…am I actually having a panic attack right now?!
"Hey…" Hearing his deep husky voice makes me fall to my knees, gripping the edge of my bed as I try to regain my focus.
"Your Beta-to-be has a big mouth."
"Mmn…"
"Mmn? Is that really all you can say?"
"Aahh…Dean. I'm sure it was just a slip of the tongue to his mate."
My eyelids grow wide. Mate?
"When did this happen?"
"Ah, sometime last year…I don't know…that's their business."
"Yea, but…until we discuss this in full he can't be telling Scott all this."
"Mmm…you sound good when you whine…" He chuckles on the other line and I grip the blankets tighter thinking of Skylar's mocking tone that resonates with his.
I can't say anything more. I feel defeated after hearing him say that and a slight twitch in my briefs.
"I can't wait to feel your legs wrapped around my waist again."
"Xavier…"
"Mhammaahhaaa….you are so cute when you blush. I can hear it spilling from you."
"Tsk…" I can't help but smile at his relentless teasing. He's always been good at knowing which buttons to push.
"Hmm…should I visit you tonight?"
I pick at the blanket, still on my knees flinching at the sound of his voice.
"Hah…I take your silence as a 'yes'. Leave the doors unlocked."
"Mmm…" Is all that I can manage to get out.
That night.
I pace around the room after taking a warm shower. I didn't know if I should put on my briefs and leave my robe on or just go commando under the robe. I mean, I know we're not having intercourse yet. He seems to want to wait for the right time for that, but after what he did that one night…maybe I should lose the underwear? Yea, that's a good idea! As soon as I slip them back off the doors open. Oakwood and musk surrounding me… enveloping the room. I turn around just as he swoops down on me like a hawk on its prey.
"Mmmm….."
"Ggggrrr….mmm…"
I moan in his embrace. His low growls make me feel like it might be Chase again. But his touch feels different, lighter…it must be Xavier this time…
My feet are lifted off the ground, his hands and fingers groping every inch of my ass.
"Mmm…." He feathers my neck and begins walking. I feel the cozy blankets and pillows hit my back softly.
He kisses and bites every piece of flesh in his sight. I open my hazy eyes watching him tug on my belt with his teeth, letting the robe slide open. His hot breath glides along my rock hard shaft, it tickles..I shudder… He looks up at me and grins. Then he runs his wet tongue up the underside of my pole, his eyes twinkling after seeing me whimper.
"Hahahaa…mmm….you are my little pup."
Before I could retort he clamps down on me! Taking all of me inside his hot, wet mouth.
"Ahh!....mmm…." My breathing becomes fast and haggard as I sway my head from side to side.
His fingers sink into my hips, keeping me in place. My hips were jerking like crazy before. If I didn't know any better, I'd swear he's had sex before! Letting my thoughts get the best of me I snap my eyes open and see his eyes turning into a darker gray, filled with lust and desire. His head bobbing up and down, slowing down one moment and then picking up speed the next. My foot gently pushes on his thigh. The slurping sounds fill the air. I'm so glad this place is sound proof from the insane hearing of our kind. I push both of my feet on his thighs trying to lift and look at him through my blurred vision.
"St–op—mmm…I'm…cum…cumming." I managed to get out.
He growls looking at me with such intensity that I let loose without thinking. His mouth is still going up and down on me. Waylon whimpers and whines inside of me. I let him take over for just a little while, to feel even more of what I'm feeling right now.
The pop catches our attention, Xavier wipes his mouth with the side of a finger. He pulls me by the waist coming down on top of me.
"You taste sweet all over little pup."
"I'm not a little pup!" Waylon screams.
"Hahahaa…you whine like one…Waylon."
We turn our head. I feel the heat rising again.
His hand caresses the side of my face and moves a few straggling strands out of the way.
"Mate. Mmmm…." His nose grazes my neck and sniffs my scent.
I grab his head and rub it gently while inhaling him too. Growls and moans reverberate throughout the room. His hardness presses against me. I reach for him slowly. His hand catches my wrist helping me to unbutton and unzip his black jeans. I rub him through his briefs feeling how big he is. He moves his hand from my waist again and then I feel his big warrior probing my tight little hole. I whimper thinking about how much it will hurt to have him enter me. He grinds against it, squeezing my butt cheeks around his pole. His creamy liquid spilling in between me…He grinds harder against me. I bit my lower lip and tremble underneath him. He licks and tugs on my soft skin. My little one stands at attention again. I attempt to grab it, but he stops me and jerks me hard and fast.
I swerve my hips up, my nails digging into his back. He picks up speed grinding between my soft cushions!
"AAaaaahhh…!"
"GGgggrrrr…mmmmmhhhh…!"
He falls on top of me. We breathe heavily. His lips kiss my tender flesh again. I can only imagine the bruising that will appear from it like last time.
Our lips collide into a deeply passionate kiss.