Cohen I know I have being taking them like that, I loved them so much that I don't like seeing them being hurt, that's why I didn't punished her if is another person that tries that rubbish today, that person would have known where she is now.
"My beauty is ok i know you girls will settle soon. It has being like that since our childhood. Anyway I want to hear your opinions concerning on what you were telling me and how your mother pissed you off this afternoon.'
Cohen you know in this life, it didn't balance some are crying they are poor wishing to be rich, why some of the rich are crying why they are rich how they wish, they are poor. This life didn't balance at all why am saying all this, is concern me now, am crying everyday how I wish, I wasn't born as a princess, how I wish I was born as every ordinary person in this kingdom.
"My beauty don't talk like that, there's a reason for everything that happens on this earth. The gods of our land knows the best they are not to be questioned. Take your life the way you see it. poverty is not a good thing one will wish for instance look at me I make sure I go to the farm everyday to help my parents I do other things also nobody helped me. But look at you, you don't go to farm or do other things you have maids that works for you, all you dose is to sleep and eat. My beauty you are in a paradise on the earth I envy you, how I wish I was born in a royal family like you.'
Cohen all that gritters are not gold don't think am enjoying, you will not understand what am passing through being a princess or royalty is not enjoyable at all, in a place you cannot make or take your own decisions. Everything you are doing must be according to your kingdom what your subject will say or not. Don't even think am enjoying the royalty cause inside me have never being happy for once.
"MY beauty let's forget this discussion for now I want to know what happens between you and your mother. Our queen cause seeing you like this, is causing my mind to bleed.'
Cohen that's why I was saying as a princess you are not to take dissension by yourself, you must think of your subject whether you are happy on the dissension you want to take or not. You must satisfied them first before yourself. My mum said I must marry Prince Max for the benefit of my father relationships with king Richmond and also for the kingdom. With me being the wife of the prince Amara kingdom they have many things to benefit from the kingdom.
"But my beauty do you let your mother know your feelings, she's your follow woman at least she will understand you better than your father.'
Cohen I thought as much when she asked me what was bordering me, I was very happy then thinking she will understand me more than my father all was in vain. The only thing she said was that on her own time she wasn't in love with my father, she hated my father so much, it was her father that forced her to marry my dad, she refused from accepting her own father dissension ,
It was later she accepted to marry my father, it wasn't easy at first but at times goes on she started falling in love with my father, that with time I will love the prince. Nothing she knows she can do about it. She said by marrying prince Max will be best dissension I will make in life
"Hmmmmmmm my beauty the way am seeing this is not about love or your own happiness is about power and authority but why not talk to that Max I mean prince Max about your feelings make him understand that you don't love him talk more of being his wife. He may see some sense there and call off the marriage.'
Cohen you don't know that spoiled brat they called son, someone that belittle his follow humans, he doesn't respect his elders how will such person knows or understand someone feelings. That one is not a human being, by telling him my mind will add more fire to it. I was thinking to talk to king Richmond or queen Lina maybe they will understand me more, since my parents don't understand my feelings. What do you think Cohen.
"For me my beauty I don't think discussing it with king Richmond and his wife is the best option after all they are the one that present the proposal to your parents before they accepted. Discussing it with them will bring more problems between him and your father also remember they are best of friends please don't spoiled they friendship for them. Just talk to prince Max no matter how arrogance he is, his also a human beings at least he will listen to you. Just give it try my beauty.'
OK Cohen I have heard you I will try, I pray let him listen to me, his too proud of himself. Now forget me Cohen where are you coming from or where are you going this one you are holding a knife.
"Is now someone is noticing me and asking, was on my way to fetch firewood for my mother then I decided to follow this road, my mind was telling me to follow this route I may see you here which I did, I also finds you here.
I smiled You Cohen, for your mind, talk more of following it, is a good thing you followed your mind.
"My beauty I can see my talk have made you to smile see how beautiful you look when you smile now am happy. Always keep on smiling it suits you, stop being sad no matter the situation you find yourself.'
Mr preacher I have heard you from now on I will try to keep myself happy no matter the situation I find myself in. I said with smiles all over my face. This young man is nice and handsome why wouldn't my parents choose him to marry to me, the other mind reminded me have you forgotten you take him as a brother you never have why are you thinking of getting married to him, No the other inner mind of mind said his not your brother, his not related to you talk more.
You are free to marry him after all his your childhood friend, he understands you better getting married to him will make you the happiness woman on earth was on thoughts when he called.
,"My beauty you have started again with this your thinking, what are you thinking again I thought you just finished saying you can never be sad again always try to make yourself happy. See you here it has not being 30minutes we discuss it now you have started thinking.
No Cohen I wasn't thinking again, was imagining something.
" What are you imagining as you said my beauty.'
Never mind Cohen best known to me, is nothing bad is something good. Are you not going to fetch the firewood again it getting late, please you need to start going.
"You know I can't leave you here all alone my beauty. Come let me take you home before going to fetch the firewood meanwhile they will be looking for you now.'
He drag my hand, I know you will not leave me here, do you think am still that small girl you know before, am now a big girl mind you. I said with a smile.
"I know you are a big girl now my beauty lets go. That will be another talk for other day.