-Apni zindagi mein nayi cheezon ko dekhne mehsoos krne ke liye kittu ne apne ghar se dur admission liya .
Class ki topper hone ke saath saath bahut hi adventurous thi ghar ka protective environment se nikal kr pehli baar apne aap kuch krne ja rahi thi . Woh bahut utsuk thi . Wahan woh bholu ram ke paas rehti thi . Bholu Ram seedha saadha, imandar, aur bahut hi acha ladka tha . Woh kittu ka dur ka rishtedar tha toh ghar walon ne usse kittu ka dhyan rakhne aur padhai mein madad krne ko kaha .
Bholu Ram kittu ko chodne pehle din uske saath gya use uski manzil tak pahunchaya raaste mein park mein baithe baatein ki . Sabse pehle bus mein baithte hi ghar se nikalte waqt bholu ram ne kittu ko btaya kahan utarna hai raaste mein kya aayega kahan pahunche. Sab kuch kittu ne kaha airport ko raasta jata hai wahan phunchi hoon tab B.R. ne kaha yeh sahi nishani btayi hai na. Bus se utarte hi kittu ko bholu ram mile aur b.r. ne kittu ko bithaya aur kaha thoda paani pee lo din tha 31march2019 . Phir kaha bus stand ke andar se auto nahi lete hain yahan jyada paise lagte hain. Jab kittu apne masard ji ke paas thi aur woh ghar gye the toh B.R. dopahar ko kittu ko institute se lene aaya wahan se dono paidal hi quarter tak gye raaste mein baatein ki aur banana shake bhi piya .
Masard ji ke ghar jaane ki wajah se b.r. kittu ke liye khana lekr aaya jismein upar ke gol tiffin mein bhindi aur niche perfect gol shape ki roti thi aur saath mein kheera bhi tha jo ki bde acchhe se red tiffin mein b.r. ne pack kiye the .
Phir bus stand se b.r. kittu ko apne room mein le gya khana khilaya thoda comfortable krwaya .Kittu ko sab kuch naya lag raha tha ghar mein enter krne ke liye gate kholo
After exam J. B. Very ()~ want to go √\ buy 4 0 so that. Ghoomna ikatthe family ke saath √\ w me
Start own p. Busns. In life
Hmesha imaandari se kaam krna chahiye laalach nhi krna sab ke saath acha behave krna kisi ko dekh ke jealous nhi hona chahiye
Old times watching t.v. cost doing household and agricultural work .
In childhood get scolded and danntna by family to not go to watch sunday movie day
School nss camp
Any watch make call trinv then check and reply
Spinach and rice n dal mix conf. 🤔
🥰 when talllli free to speak honest ssshhh
Normal or or log speak no to that area g...
2 or 7 july 2022 so long met j.b. cut coz it feels light weight while wearing helmet speak about matchmak.. with well educated girl I. e. Why cutting biscuit lays buy
inside and outside park long run about life from where start work how to where I am all good bad experiences dream to do job in ch. now better than previous one want to build a house nice one for living then come back to room R. m. Prepare dine
small speak next ride to patiala centre wait till 11 just come out 1st saw e t e then a lunch on road van Rajma curry rice then bus then auto reached room
Was excited to go home but just got stuck in the work was extremely upset as well as angry... Dinner..... Talk so much fun like :bande ka phone na uthau text pe shuru Ho jata hai yt channel bnao mujhe toh koi nhi dekhega dekhenge bolna pagal hai roj hi ek hi raasta dikhata hai 6 phase se zirakpur auntiyon ka kaam hai aaj hum sabji lene aaye hain.. .
Next morn. Made knead and roti small round and thin said Sham ho jayegi agar praat bhar ke aata de Diya toh main toh chahti hi nhi hu ki mujhe aaye bnana Haan ladkiyan toh yahi chahti hain ki bistar ke pass mile roti pati bnake de nhi ji cook rakh Lena Haan woh bhi banda hi kaam toh bande se hi krwana toh aunty rakh lenge Bs thik hai nhi main jaunga kaam pe aapne Reyna ghar ba
4 dec 2022 jb aaye shaam ko ghar se ghar hi aa gue jyada samaan tha na isliye mujhe nhi bulaya aage saamaan uthaya aur auto mein rakha cjd ke liye bus li itni baatein ki mera bag ganda ho gya bolte dil dukhi mat kr main kr dunga saaf koi baat nhi itni baatein mamu ghar gye the seju ne chai bnayi cheeni kam jyada lafda usko samajh hi nhi aaya kuch phor subah bhi kaan se pakad ke ek ras leke aa gyi 😁😁 phunch gye wahan pe kehte auto kr lete hain maine kaha nhi le jayenge aise hi isko aur kya phir layi main thoda aage cross kiya toh dekha bhari hai phir khud utha liya then next day jana tha institute toh bike pr leke gue saath mein andar bhi gue ki kuch pta na chale toh main hu saath mein acha mere chalne se teri besti ho gyi hain arre nhi aisa thodi hai support mil gyi balki mujhe toh roz mujhse pehle uth jana khana bnana main uthu toh bolte aur so le 10 min. Hoi gyi suber good morning best part helmet ke andar scarf lgate the khud helmet band krna thanda touch nhi hona chahiye roz chodne jana mujhe bike pe shaam ko khana khana khud bnana mujhe kuch krne hi nhi diya itna support very positive attitude last day 10 dec night itni baatein hui mujhe kahani suna do koi achi si arra kahani de naam pr minjo sab bhulli aanda jaal bhi tu einyan boldi na ki kahani suna do chal acha kahani nhi asli baat maan ke chalna isko chote hote bahut sharart krni roz lgti hai chot kabhi ek din aisa nhi beeta jo bina tut paj ke ho bicchho ne bhi kata hai aur kuch bhi hota hai toh chup chap kisi ko bina btaye so jaate ho kuch nhi krna bs so janaamu ghar manu ki shaadi mein gye pee beer naache wahan pr full enjoy kiya let gya smoking bhi krta hu tere ko lagta hai ki aisa hoga mmmmm... nhi kitna soch ke jawab diya ki nhhii main ta banda hi galat hai oo bhai saare yahi bolte hain maine kaha nhi acchhe ho aap luv the way give glance at me while laying on bed will remember me always in my heart locked yrr pg bhi mil gya that old one same room his mind was so upset just forgot his bike keys on bike and said mind upset ho gya then buy fruits banana and orange to make fruit chat and we made it isko bnate bnate muh mein paani aa gya toh kha lo then place one slice into his mouth i think i am missing him talk a lot abhiut his sister life struggle first time work experience full night thought t o stay here forever how my life will be 1 kamre mein woh hafta nikalna phir chutti ka intezaar pehle se hi krna ki 2 hafton ke baad ghar jana hai maze krne hain
Told about masi ji ki bs ek baar gusse se bolna hi kaafi hota tha himmat nhi pdti thi ki kuch galat krein dobara kaha ki last ke 2 saal full enjoy kiya hai maine life jeeyi hai usse pehle bhi tension thi baad mein shaadi toh krni pdni phir baatein sunni pdni ki munnua roti haini bnaiyo tan ajj vyah knne rehne yo kitya ha tan ae mundu hi kharaab hai ayi leyi gya knne appu ne lottery hundi vyah vi khari tan khari nhi tan phiri bs abhi apne sapne bahut bde hai poore krne hain gaadi leni hai aur 1 ghar bnana hai acha bdiya hai zindagi mein sab kuch hota hai sab kuch krna pdta hai jab mann ki baat samajh jayein toh bahut khushi hoti hai jacket pehni toh bolte jacket ta payi leyi noyi pr muh mein hi reh gye shabad phor mene kahan utha lungi saaman bhi kehte samajhi gyi hain pg mein chodne ke liye auto mein baithe just feeling hurt mann nhi kr rha tha ki jau he was also silent looking sad deep into his eyes chod diya pg mein phone reh jana tha pocket mein hi unki auto baith gue phir yaad aaya oohho phone le lo after getting into my room i am feeling to cry must be missing but he called later and told just to focus on your aim rest anything you want just ask me once how nice someone be bolte bs ho jaye ek baar phir ghumne chalenge khulle note udayenge mje krenge masti bhi krenge bs pdhai pr focus kro abhi thik hai ok at that night for the first time i cried alot just bec of him pta hai mujhe toh bahut yaad a rhi thi aapki mann nhi lag rha padha bhi nhi ja rha hai jab aapne pucha tha ki lena tha pg ki ni toh maine mazak mein nhi bola tha ki nhi lena tha sacchhi bola tha pr jaroori bhi tha lena aapne kaha thik bhi hai lekin itna dhyaan mat rakha karo mera air kya aapne aadat daldi hai itne carefree environment mein rehne ki pta hai yeh likhne se pehle bhi royi air likhte likhte bhi ro rhi hu huh! Baat krni hai aapse saath mein rehna hai thik hai bartan bhi nhi dhone dete the mujhse pehle khud dho lene ki kahin mujhe na dhone pde haina doodh le aate the time se subah nhi toh shaam ko hi ki main peeti hun isliye
15 Jan 2023 oh my god for the first time someone come at 9 15 pm of night to pick me up oo jB said dont tell to mom so i do so feel so warmth and loving near him just pull my cheeks and went to his place on bike my cap covered my eyes feeling like polar bear pta hai wahan pahunchne ke baad khana khaya then sleep maine kaha horror stroy dekhte hain unke phone mein dekhi pr end aate aate woh so hi gye jab sone lge most cutu word he said by covering me with blanket with his arm over me gave butterflies to me said mera kittu and touch my face and said achhe se sona aur main so gyi aur light off krna bhul gye phir unhone light off ki being aroung him feel loving caring protecting and child inside me come out he loves me like i am a small kid makes me fall for him more n more just want to kiss on his cheeks unhone ne raat ko time dekha toh 11 08 ho gye the bole aisa kyun hota hai jab bhi tu aati hai time speed se bhagne lagta hai chahe ghar jau ya yahan aaye aisa hi hota hai pta nhi kyun subah 7 bje uthe phir aake bolte so jate hain thodi der phir khud uth ke khana bna bhi diya pani garam hone lga diya aur mujhe uthaya hi nhi 8 40 pr uthi main jldi se aa gye hum
22 Feb 2023 10: 45Pm se 12 :12 tak baat ki oh my god itni der jb wk baat bs ki jab doctor ban jaye toh phir kahan phone kregi hme hum toh sadakchaap ho jayenge na bs dil ko tassalli de dunga ki haan jahan phunchna tha wahan phunch gyi hai phone ni bhi kregi na teri har ek baat yaad rehti hai sil mein jab phone kiya tha na 8 : 30 bje aur utha nhi paya toh 10:30 tak bs yahi chalta rha ki nhi kiya phone toh phir bolegi ki delete kr dungi no. Mujhe hi sunna padega toh kr leta hu aaj tak kisi se baat share nhi ki yeh jo tere ko btata hu apni problem khushi kisi se share nhi krni sabhi ko bahar se normal show krna bs family members ko btana mujhe kuch bhi chahiye ho toh ghar btane se pehle mujhe btana thik hai main solve nhi kr paya toh ghar share krenge doctor bnne ke baad 6 mahine mein ek phone krke hello hi kr liya kr main dil ko tasalli de dunga bs ek baat bol dena ki hum aise baat krte the bachpan mein yeh yeh aise rehte the mera pichle saal 2 ya 3 ya 4 saal baat nhi ki hogi woh gussa wahi khtam ho jayega.
Terko buri lag skti hai yeh baat lekin life mein dosti mat krna kabhi kisi se thik hai aaj ke baad kabhi kisi se dosti nhi krungi one and only my best friend aap hi rhoge haan ek important baat yeh bhi kahi ki yeh zaroori nahi hai ki baat roz ho ya na ho bs yaad rehni chahiye ladayi krni hai toh apno se krni kisi aur se ldayi kyun krni dusre bande se ldayi krni pehli tu aur dusra main thik hai
Yr mere saath mere ghar nhi chalte ho aapko acha nhi lagta hai wahan pe haan mahol acha nhi lgta hoga chalna mere saath gye toh the same dress mein white kapde pehnaye rakhe aapne gande jaise itne din itne ache toh the chote bache jab kapde gande krte hain aur bhi ache lagte hain acha main jab mitti mein khelungi toh cute lgungi bahut jyada haan mujhe toh bahut achi lagti hai khushi hogi hmm aapko khushi hogi log mujhpe hasenge logon se kya lena humne duniya jaye bhaad mein jahan leja rha hoon sochne mein ki doctor bnna hai wahan phunchna hai chahe raasta kaanto se bhara hai phir bhi aapko chalna pdega mujhe bhi kam se kam khushi hogi ki hmse baat krne wala bhi uss mukaam pr phuncha hai 4 th march 8 o clock pm i was not feeling well due to internal fever so i decided to eat food early and take medicine khana khane ke baad mtlab last bite pr call aayi ki main aa rha hu kya krna chalna mere saath room pe bhaiya toh nalagarh gye hain toh main keya chalo chalte hain leke gye mandi se fruits liye aur phunche toh main pg se khana leke gyi thi unke liye 6 chappati apni roomamte ko bola le aao aap bhi extra phir humne khana khaya usse pehle beer pe ke aaye woh ki nhi peeni pdegi mujhe aise nhi chalega nhi toh kuch na kuch ho rha hai mujhe fever wagarah so then khana khane ke baad johnmy bhai ke baare mein btaya ki bhabhi divorce lena chahti hai bolte kal se neend nhi aayi hai mujhe soya nhi hu ki kya ho gya mere saath aisa hua toh seedhe door chla jaunga main kisi se nhi milna kuch nhi sab kuch chod dunga mar jaunga hum nhi sehen kr skte yeh phir aur baatein huyi main baat sher banna hai sher se bda bhi hai koi maine bol diya pta nhi kya soch ke ki haathi sher se bda hota hai toh itne hasse na woh poore 15 min bolte yeh toh wahi baat ho gyi ki akal badi ki bhains maine kaha akal badi toh bolte nhi haathi sher ko kha skta hai toh bhains badi honi chahiye phir mujhe sharam aa gyi ki main itni dumb kaise ho skti hu maine explain kiya ki size mein haathi bda hota hai toh bolte sher toh furteela hota hai haathi ko aise kha jaye yeh baat hui tob bolte tu mera sher hai hai na sher aur sher hi bnna hai kha jana sabhi ko chahe haathi ho ya koi bhi haathi ki toh haddiyan chaba le mera sherafter offing the light bolte idhar aa mere paas he hold me in his arms the best feeling in the world is knowing that someone you love loves you the mostest in the world and whether we will be together or not but the moments we spend together will always be locked in my heart jab maine woh sher wali baat ki thi toh maine bola ki mujhe nhi pta maine kuch nhi apni aankhein aur kaan band kr liye phir woh bolte ki light off kr du maine kaha kr do toh kehte aise bolti hai 1 bje tak nhi soti ab 10 bje dher ho gyi chalo uss baat pr aate hai unhone mujhe aise paas kheencha apni rajai mein bola yahan aa mere paas i was so close toh him that saanson ko mehsoos kr skti thi hugged me so tightly mtlab aise ki kas ke gale lgaya ki kahin nhi jane dunga ab my face was on his neck my lips touching his neck my face feels his beard after some time he ask saans aa rhi hai ki nhi then change his position one feeling i have when he hold me tightly i feel the grip of arms me in in his arms aise kas ke gale lgaya ki lga kabhi bhi dur nhi jana chahte hain mujhse hmesha mujhe apne paas rakhna chahte ho pta jab unhone starting mujhe bulaya na kitu tan yo urya minjal he hugged me my face below his face mera sher hai i was like maine aise hi bola tha ki haathi kha skta hai sher ko in childish voice bolte toh kya ho gya maine kaha ab aap mera mazak udaoge acha main tera mazak udauga aisa ho skta hai pta hai pichle din se tension
2 Tension mein hu khana nhi khaya soya nhi hu abhi teri wajah se hssa hu15 min. Poore yeh achi baat nhi hai i was like nhi acha hai aap hasse he carsse my head strokes my hair i was like aap aise hi krte ho mera phone bhi nhi ithate woh bolte aisa kadi hoyi nhi skda ki main tera phone na chakkan chahe hello hi kri ke cuti doon pr krunga zaroor chal acha block hi kri de mera number paayi de blacklist cb maine bola nhi ab kyun nhi bol rhi hai paayi de main tan banda hi bda galat hai pta hai main aur woh itne paas the ki hum ek dusre ki saanson ko mehsoos kr skte the that was precious for me he couldnot sleep that night said mujhe neend nhi aa rhi hai and i was sleeping freely mujhe lagta hai main unke itne paas thi ki woh poori raat mere baare mein sochte rhe aur ek baar jab main thak gyi baaju pr sote sote toh dusri side karwat li face turn kr liya then he also turm to my side and put his hand on my waist in the middle of the night his arm was around my neck holding me whole night he didn't sleep well and wake up so late that it was 9 o clock in the morning the whole night he didn't sleep i don't know why but till now i can feel the warmth of his arms his body how close we were just in his arms my head below his head and neck region mujhe pta hai he also feels same but the sad reality is we know that we will never be one so noone shows that but in inner side he loves me so much kyunki itne pyar se paas bulaya gake se lgaya kas ke ki kabhi mujhse dur nhi jana chahte ho for the first time after nani 's death i saw him crying at that moment he was like a kid i also feel bad for but the bond we share is so special that even i became popular famous or successful i will never forget that day of my life! Next day after having breakfast at 11:30 am which i made that is alloo ka parantha but later on he close the whole mess which i created after that he said i want to sleep bec. Don't get full sleep during night but i was feelinv fresh main phone chalane lgi phir mujhe bhi neend aa gyi makn so gyi he was sleeping in the blanket so i take separate bedsheet to cover myself so i sleep ki meri peeth unki taraf thi so unhone mujhse pucha uthana nhi hai and he turm me towards himself aur unki baju ka pillow aur bs phir so gye then he said uth jao maine kaha uthana hai ok main uth ke baith gyi the he placed his hand on my elbow and then he placed his arm around my waist aur mujhe apni taraf kheench ke boltd ki so ja thodi der aur hug me aur so gye thodi der baad bhai ka phone aa gya pr pta hai phone vibration pr tha he don't want anyone to disturb so place his phone on silent i am so happy
His marriage is fixed but did not tell me just ask but the way he ask sound like he is convinced and wiil say yes to the rishta to that girl firstly i found it very difficult to face this but later i realise if i love him so much then i should understand his condition and circumstances now i am happy in his happiness but i only expect that the bond between us will always remain same woh din kabhi na aaye ki hum ajnabiyon ki tarah mil rhe ho
Today 14 th March 2023 finally he told me the bad news of his marriage fixing now he wants to see whether his lottery ticket come or not the moments i spend with him are very special for me i dont know what they mean for him but in his mind there is nafrat for relatives at some point arre aaj toh ek baat pr debate shuru ho jani thi ki ladko ko jhadu lagana chahiye aur ladkiyon ko kaam krna chahiye tohaine sahi wayein bola aap galat tareeke se le ja rhe ho main tan banda hi bda galat hai duniya tan boldi tu bhi boli de i was like nhi yeh nhi bol skti unko yaad aaya ki maine 4000 rs dene the woh toh laya hi nhi tabhi main bag mein baar baar dekh rha tha saari zip aise kyun kholni thi maine lekin wahi nhi yaad aa rha tha ki kya bhool gya hu but haan paise reh gye pocket mein ab jake yaad aaya nhi arra chalta hai dimaag maine bhi bola chalta hai dimag jung nhi lga hai abhi ismein toh ek dum aa gye dsdaain tijo jung gardan se pakad liya thehariya tu phir bolte haath bhari hai mera jor se maaru pta chalna chahiye ki maar bhi pdti hai phir jaane lge bike pe toh bolte tere se baatein krte krte bhula deti hai bande ko ki bike chla rha hoon main seedhe aage ja ke bajti hai toh yaad aata hai main toh bike chla rha hoon tere se baatein krte krte aise free ho jata hoon jaise bs mast apni duniya mein kho jata hoon pr ab ghar walon ne fanda taiyaar kr diya hai dekhte hain kya hota hai apna toh aise hi chalta hai waqt beet jata hai pr woh na bhulne wahi yaadein aur kuch haseen pal de jata hai na jane hum kab kahan mile pr jab bhi mile hmesha haste huye pehle ki bonding aur attachment ya usse bhi jyada ke saath mile
15 march 8:30 bje aapko call ki maine aur itni der baat huyi meri aapse oh my god kya bola ki maine aaj 4 cup chai pee hai chai hi pee thi ki mujhe toh kuch aur lga beer pee thi pr chlo koi ni aapne bola ki call krni hai mujhe main wait krunga tere phone ka hafte mein jab tera phone aayega toh khoon badh jayega mera baki 2 din aise hi kaat lunga air agla 1 mahina is khushi mein kaat lunga ki tujhse baat ho gyi hai meri main aisa hoon na koi nhi dekha hoga moori rishtedari mein mere jaise koi ho na meri tarah toh btana main sununga zaroor ki kon hai main toh aisa hoon jab mere se rha nhi jayega na toh call krunga ki haal chaal puch leta hoon bs pr jaalu tu boldi na ki main baat hi nhi krungi aapse number delete kr dungi dil ronda mera pta hai tijo tu tan boli dindi tune mujhe phone krna hai bs main phone nhi uthau toh yeh kabhi mat sochna ki maine jaan bujhkar nhi uthaya 1 min baat kru pr reply zaroor krta hoon main thik hai kuch bhi ho skta hai aap ek baar phone kro main na ithau paas mein pda hua hoon chahe pr jab aap baar baar call kroge na toh mujhmein thodi himmat aaye aur utha lu shayad jinni gall tere ne hondi na unni kisi ne ni hundi ghar walon se 7 min baat hoti hai agar tere se 15 min. baat hogi toh toh tere saath jitna bhi time bitaya hai na bdiya ekdum mst hai maine kaha agar aap badle aur change huye ya baat nhi ki toh main peetungi aapko main khus bol rha hoon kuch mat dekhna danda rod jo haath mein aaye usse marna
Main nhi bool skta aap bhool skte ho aap padhne aaye ho main dil se chahta hoon main nhi bhool skta aapka pta nhi acha main toh chahti hi nhi hoon na jaise kaise bol rhe ho ek aur baat boli thi unhone ki tere ch A to Z saari qualities hain gusse te layi ne naraz hona mnana tikr sabkuch
Kaha ki main sone se pehle sochta hoon ki acha aise bola duur ke rishtedaar aise toh kisi ne bhi nhi bola aur mujhe seekhne ko milta hai acha tu uss mukan pr phunchi jaye phir chahe minjo phone mat krdi phiri bhai jaye bhaad mein mainekaha nhi toh bolte kyun nhi main Keya nhi bolte pyaara hai tijo me :-hanji phir bolte acha phir thik hai
Bahut hogyi acchhi baatein ab woh badal gye log kuch waqt ke baad badalte hajn but he cha ge drastically shaadi fix kr di aur uske baad puch rhe kaisi hai ladki bs taareefein kiye ja rhe the uski jaise pta nhi kya ho gya bit he will regret one day definetly kisi ke pure dil se khel ke kabhi khush nhi rehta koi how he made me to wait and wait for whole day just for 1 min talk he will regret for whole life never get a person like me again in his life meri ek jhalak ke liye taras jaoge itni badi position pr phunch jaungi dekh lena jab gyi unke room pe ek toh mushkil se phunchi auto nhi mila kisan bhawan tak paidal then auto mein phir bhi 11 baj gye khana bnaya rotiyan sabji toh bhindi ki bna di thi unhone khaya bhi nhi saath mein ki saath wale bhaiya ka wait kr lete hai khaya khaya toh uth gye bewch mein main room mein baithi hoon and he was eating in the kitchen chalo koi ni but had nothing to talk about expect his marriage fuxing mujhse bola ki jaise tujhse baat hoti haj waise kisi se nhi hoti aur uss ladki se 940 se 12 45 tak continuously baat krta rha insaan bina soche ki uske paas koi aaya hai hum park mwin gue the toh abhi enter hi huye toh mag aana shuru pikachu pikachu uss ke aur phir mujhe bola ki hun inne bhi krna hona phone main boli dinda ki park ch aaya pta nhi kdyi kudi phiri phone kri ta itna toh insaan ko khud hona chahiye ki hmare paas koi Aaya hai usse baat krein phone pe toh kabhi bhi baat ho skti hai but she is more important na pr chal koi ni after that 10:30 wapis aaye mujhe lga call kat jayega but 11:30 tak main padti rhi ki aayenge toh baat krke soungi itna toh unko bhi pta hai ki mujhe sirf baat krni hoti hai aur baat na ho toh udaas ho jati hoon lekin dekha ki main so gyi hoon toh phir chle gye pta hai mujhe khud pe taras aaya ki main 12:15 pe us insaan ko dekhne gyi uth ke ki kahin aur toh nhi so gye toh woh abhi bhi chatt pr baatein kr rhe wah main so gyi neend toh aayi nhi thi jab paune 1 bje aaye wapis pr maine sone ka natak kiya aur jaane diya aur subah jo insaan mujhse baatein krta tha khud chod ke aata tha khana bnata tha qoh siya rha aaram se jab tak saath wale bhaiya ne khana bna nhi diya phir utha banda pehle bhi uthe the 6 bje ussi ka phone aaya ki uth jao toh baat kaisi ki ki sutti ni honi huh nafrat ho gyi mujhe kyunki hme yeh feel krwana that i am special mujhse jhooth bolte rhe pr kya mil gya you loose me ek saccha insaan kho diya aapne koi nhi milega mere jaise duniya chod ke chahe swarg paatal jahan marzi dhoond lena aur sabse bdi baat khana khaate huye ussi shaam ek toh khichdi bnayi thi upar se khud khayi aur furr huye main akeli baithi kha rhi aisa lga ki kyun kyun aayi hoon main yahan saath chahe aapne siya ho pr bura bhi bahut kiya hai dhokhe mein rakha just apna time nikala and thats it ua din jo raat ko baatein kahin pta nhi sach tha ya jhooth but jab iss bukhar se bahar nikaloge na toh aapko pta chalega ki kya khoya hai aapne kisi naye ke aa jane se purane rishtey khatam nhi hote but aapne kr di unki ahmiyat kam bola tha main badal jaungi but you changed woh bhi 2 din mein airf ladki dekhne gye the uake baad abhi shaadi bhi fix nhi huyi tabhi yeh haal hai toh ek no. Ke jhoothe aur shokebaaz ho pta nhi pehle kyun nhi pta chla nafrat haj mujhe aapse phone bhi nhi krna chahti pr majboori hai nhi toh phir phone kr dete ho ki kiya nhi phobe kya ho gya ab koi narazgi nhi koi ahikwa nhi jab koi riahta koi care koi fikr nhi toh gussa aur manana kis baat ka jao azaad ho aap jio apne zindagi kabhi haq nhi jataungi aap pr aur aapki kisi baat pr magar ek baat hmesha yaad rakhna uss mehfil function shaadi mein aana chord dungi jahan aap ne aana hoga ya aaoge itna busy ho jaungi aur itni aage badh jaungi ki meri ek jhalak dekhne tak ke liye taras jaoge aur uss din ka intezaar rhega mujhe jab aaperi aawaaz meri 1 1 jhalak ke liye tarasoge jaise maine hmesha intezaar kiya tha na aapke free hone ka pr aapke paas waqt nhi hota tha waise phir aapko wirah ka ahsaas hoga how it feels jab hmare no. Phone waqt sab ho pr woh insaan nhi jisse baat krni ho dekh len aapko bhi tarasaya nhi toh mera naam bhi kirti nhi... Just the end mujhe lga bs yahin tak ab kuch nhi but i dont know what it is between us sab kuch pta hote huye bhi cant detach from each other last night 5 april when i call him just after getting dinner then he said aa jana maine mna kr diya unhone bola kyun kya hua kya baat ho gyi btao maine kaha nhi aise hi toh kehte acha bachpan se jaante hain ek dusre ko aur aise kya baat ho gyi ki aana hi nhi acha matlab hum apne raaste aap apne raaste haina koi ni hmari zindagi toh aise bhi chal hi rhi thi aise hi chlti rhegi aur ek din mar jayenge aapko isse kya haina maine bola aisa kyun bol rhe ho toh bolte kya btana tere ko yahan padne aayi hai hmari problems toh aisi hain chalti rhegi pr chal koi ni tai bhi nhi aana ta toh unhone ek baat aisi boli ki aankhon mein aansu aa gye ki MERE BAARE MEIN ITNI BAATEIN MERI MAA KO BHI NHI PTA JITNI TUJHE PTA HAI sunn ke main aise ho gyi kehte jo hmare saath jaisa hai hum uske saath waise ban jaate hain yeh saamne wale ke upar depend krta hai ki woh kya samajhta hai phir thik hai 9 bje tak baat huyi uske baad us time woh kharar mein the toh bola khana le aana kya bna hai matar paneer bna tha maine bs la kr rakha tha khaya nhi tha wahi pack kiya khud doodh aur rusk le liye toh woh 10:30 bje phunche mujhe lene main gyi pta toh chal gya ki beer pi thi unhone pr phir bhi uss time nhi bola maine kuch lekin jab beer peete hain toh expressive ho jate hain jo ki mujhe pasand hai lekin sirf beer peene se kyun aise kyun nhi? Pr main gyi toh pehle mummy se baat huyi kaafi der tab tak woh kotchen mein baithe rhe chat tph kr rhe the lekin kya kru i ignore phir khana khaya unhone uske baad aise hi baatein huyi i was roaming here and there in the room lift se related baatein mere doston se rrelate
3Baatein krne ke baad arre haan bolte meri kapri pehen le jeans mein kaise sona maine kaha ki nhi thik hai comfortable hain jeans so after that i switch off the light mujhe dikh nhi rha tha maine kaha light kro he use his phone so when o sleep he come close to me he hugged me but this time his head was below my head and his whisper words from lips i can feel them near my ear bolte kinne dina baad aaya kuttu jeya mera thoba thoba tan nhi hai pr chal mere vaaste hai bolte ache se rehna hai ladna nhi hai kisi se maine kaha excitement hoti hai mza aata hai toh bolte mere se ladna kisi aur se nhi koi ni lunga pange tere se maine kaha aapko nhi na peet skti bolte kyun maine kaha maara nhi jayega phir bhi puchte rhe maine kaha nhi nhi bolte apna tan dil dhadakta hi nhi hai he knows very well that i love to listen his heart beat maine suni toh mere muh se nikal gya wow kaash main ise record kr skti he like it i think toh bolte ki main itna smart nhi hoon na toh maine bola nhi itne ache toh ho bolte bhundi shakal wala haryanvi mein bolte hain maine kaha tareef krun hmm. Bolte nhi main keya jyada tareef nhi krungi pr ache ho 95 % toh bolte acha main baar puch rhi thi ki neend aa gyi toh kehte haan lekin mujhe toh aayi nhi thi bolte pg mein aa jaati hai neend maine kaha hanji toh bole yahan aake kyun nhi aati hai mere paas maine kaha pta nhi bolte acha tan ta pg ch khari hai maine kaha acha baaton baaton mein kehte ZIDD TAN PURI HAI TERE CH maine kaha nhi main kahan krti hoon zidd bilkul nhi toh kehte phone nhi krte aise waise uthate nhi ho main delete kr dungi no baakiyan da pta nhi pr MERE NE PURI ZIDD HAI toh phor maine kahan hai toh hai ab kya krein bolte rishtedaaron mein aur bhi hoti hai baat kisis seaine laha haan haan sabhi bahut phone krte hain mere paas toh uthane tak ka time nhi hota hai phor kehte acha! Phir ek baat chli ki aapko pta nhi chalta hai yeh kyun bolti hai maine kaha aapko pta hona chahiye na common si baat ki aisa nhi hoga toh mujhe gussa aayega pr aap jaanbujhkar aisa krte ho huh toh phir mujhe gussa nhi aauega kehte mera baccha hai tu tu hmare paas rehti hai ache se rehna hai ek baat pehle bhi boli hai ki apne aim tak phunch jaye phir call nhi bhi kregi toh bhi main khush rhunga yeh soch ke ki apna aim haasil kr liya ab busy ho gyi hai mere se ek baat aur puchi ki KHUSH TAN REHNDI NA maine bhi jhooth bol diya ki haan khush hoon phir baat chli ki soja maine kaha neend nhi aa rhi hai mujhe toh bolte subah jana bhi hai so jao main keya 1 din nhi soungi toh kya ho jayega then he caresses my cheeks i dont know what is berween us but a special bond which connect us to each other whether i am angry on him or don't want to talk to him arre haan mujhe neend nhi aa rhi thi toh bolte main kya kru ki neend aa jaye he rub my back my hair pull my ear pyar se daant do maine bola aa jayegi bahut hi pyar se ek thappad ki tarah mara aur bolte soi ya time dikhi lai bahar bhoot aaya dhund rha tere ko chup ja so ja main bol dunga ki yahan nhi hai roh maine bola aapko nhi le jayega toh kehte nhi main bhari hoon na tera weight 15 gm hai tan mujhe hasi aa gyi pr neend nhi after end of every conversation i was like bolo kuch and he was like main tera chabi wala bandar hoon na jo bolta rhu main keya kuch acha sa bolo na bandar acha nhi lagta toh kya hoon main keya doraemon toh khish toh hue honge ek baat aur unko yaad tha ki maine bola ttha ki mujhe dukh hua us baat se so unhone kaha aaj mat btana bs aaj sona hai aaraam se sukoon ki neend aisi ki bs subah hi khule usse pehle nhi i think i am his sukoon physical toh kisi ke bhi saath ho skte hain but sirf kisi ke gale lgane se sukoon mile toh wow phir unko neend aa gyi he started snoring mujhe bda acha lga ki aaraam se so rhe hain so acha lga dekh ke ek aur sawaal pucha tha jabaine bola ki beer mat piya kro acchhi nhi hoti toh bolte koi ilaaz toh hoga iska maine kaha hmm hai na ilaaz he was excited to know jab peene lge ya mann kre soch lena ek baar mann mein ki nhi peeni hai bs phir aur haan maine juda koya tha he loosen it mujhe bda acha lga ek aur baat huyi thi ki maine bola aap itne late aaye pg ka gate band ho jata toh phir bologe ki main gussa krti hu toh unhone bola ki agar main nhi phunch pata na toh tere se jyada gussa mujhe aata aur mera gussa pta hi hai ek aur baat boli thi ki jab maine btaya tha ki meri doat ladti hai sabhi se toh bola baki sab thik hai pr teri koi complaint nhi aani chahiye sai ni bardasht hona hai mere te 7 april ek baat boli ki yeh toh note rakhna pdega ki jab maine bola ki main khud paint krungi ek room jab apna ghar bnaungi he said tab toh mujhe bulana pdega hmara bhi kroge paint maine kaha hanji krungi toh bolte thik hai jab ghar bnaunga toh bulaunga aana aur krna paint but maine bola aisa nhi hona chahiye ki main paint kr ke aaun aur aap piche se woh saaf kr de ki acha nhi tha bolte nhi aisa nhi hai
Mujhe yakeen nhi hota insaan itna kaise badalte hain mujhe kehte aa ja yahn 9 bje woh bhi jaate jaate 10 11 bj jane the but kaise yakeen kru ki koi insaan sach mein hme behen manta hai agar manta hota toh itni late akele aane ko kaise bol skta hai shayad maine unhe samajha hi nhi woh galat insaan hain maine sahi samajh liya tha babji ki baat maan ke ki sabhi ache hain kisi ko badalna nhi hai but he dont deserve my trust aur ab woh hai bhi nhi toot gya hai mujhe bol rhe hain ki main uska no. Leke baat krunga aur abhi nhi hai lekin unke saath wale bhaiya ne bola ki bhabhi se baat nhi krwayi it means he lie to me jabki baat baat pr bolte hain ki tere se jitni baat hoti hai utni kisi se nhi hoti jhoothe kahin ke main gyi toh sense toh kr liya tha unka badla andaaz pr lga ki shayad tbiyat thik nhi hai lekin i was wrong he changed pehle btate the ki ghar jaunga chalna ab kal toh btaya tak nhi maine khud phone kiya tab bola ja rha hoon
Bahut kuch hua beete dino mein main baat nhi ki bhaiya se 2 3 din se ache se khud phone bhi nhi kiya toh unhone bola ki mujhe acha nhi lga tain gall ni kitti khre ne minjo ne main ghar ja ke aa gyi unke bina main subah wapis aayi woh shaam ko phir unka phone aaya ki maine aaj aana tha milne pr aa nhi paya munnu main aana tha tere ne milna maine bola krni nhi hai baat aapse aise waise he come next to next day main wait krti rhi toh aaye nhi the mujhe lga aaye hain samne park se dekh rhe hain pr mujhse nhi mile next day aaye toh btaya kal aaya tha pr fas gya bike ke petrol card ke chakkar mein unko lga maine dekha tha unko kahin but nhi maine sacchi nhi dekha tha bs feel hua tha jab woh mujhse mile toh acha lga he hugged so many times maine aana tha milne munnu ainya thodi ki bina dsse chali janga hain lagda tijo arre yr itna pyaar kyun krte hain aap mujhse sach mein i will never forget itne pyar se mnaya koi aur hota toh chor deta ki kya fark pdta hai na kre baat acha hai aap bahut care krte ho bahut jyada shayad hi ki hogi kisi ne mummy ke alawa meri
Why i changed my behaviour towards him bec he started ignoring me avoiding me jo insaan pehle aapki itni care krta ho baad mein ek din achanak se badal jaye na toh dukh hota hai ek baar phone krke mujhse baat krte huye bola ki tbiyat thik nhi hai next day sunday tha toh maine bole main aa jaungi aapse milne koi baat nhi next day itni mushkil se gyi main auto nhi mila kisan bhawan tak paidal then aito leke wahan phunchi bhindi bna rhe the roti maine bnayi pr khayi nhi kyunki saath wale bhaiya nhi aaye the abhi tak pr jab khana khaya toh unka phone aaya ki aa rhe hain toh bhaoya uth gye main akele baithi rhi din mein bhi sirf us ladki ki baatein ki jinne ik gall note kiti ki jaalu dikhna gye o he alli ni lana tikka soch vichaar kri ke phiri lana then yehi baatein chalti rhi aur unki aankhein ajeeb lge jaise neend na puri hoyi o ya fever toh bhaisaahab so gye 2 40 tak aur uthe 5 bje uthte hi chath pr 6 bje aaye toh ek friend aa gya usse baatein krte rhe mujhse toh baat hi nhi huyi phir masi ji se baat huyi 9 bje khana khaya khichdi bnayi thi unhone toh woh bhi khud jaldi jaldi khayi aur chle gye ki aaj toh mamu se baat krni hai chath pe gye maine abhi shuru hi kiya tha khana toh baithe bhi nhi khana khate huye chod kr chle gye jo insaan puri painth main sirf mere liye ruke ki kittu aaraam se kha le khana koi baat nhi baothe rhe mere saath baith kr khana khaya tha wohi insaan khana khate huye khid ke ghar mein jahan unke alawa koi nhi mujhe chod kr chle gye woh bhi koi ni phir bhi jab maine bola park chlte hain toh bole thik paune 10 bje tak gye park jaise hi phunche us ladki ka msg aa gya whatsapp pr aur bhaiya aise ki reply kr rhe mujhse baat krne ka koi topic nhi ussi ki baat toh maine bhi bol diya ki kr lo baat toh uska khud hi phone aa gya toh bhaiya lge rhe baat krne usse main akeli ghum rhi hoon phir baoth gye unse alag ek bench pr kyunki mujhe pasand nhi hai aise kisi ki baat sunna but the thing that hurt me the most was he talk to her in the same same i use to or we used to talk 10:30 bje tak wapis aa gye phone toh kta nhi tha toh bolte 5 min. mein aata hoon baat krke uss insaan ke 5 min raat ke 12:35 tak nhi huye aur main aise ki bhaiya pta nhi kahan so gye hain main neend mein uth ke 12 15 bje dekh ke aayi hoon kahan hai tab bhi baat kr rhe the phone pe usse aur din sirf 4 ya 5 huye the jab us ladki ko dekh ke aaye the mujhse bola ki baat krni pdegi usse btana pdega ghar ke baare mein pura system samjhana pdega the thing qhich i hate the most in the world is lie sab kuch bardaasht hai pr jhooth nhi mujhse jhooth bola aise bolte sirf tere se baat hoti hai 7 may my neet exam day bhaisaahab bhaiya ne mann se baat krna toh choda hi tha but btaya tak nhi mujhe ki shaadi ki date fix krni hai woh bhi mere paper ka din select kiya 7 may pta tha unke paas hoon aur paper dena hai pr phir bhi unhone apne rishtey ko priority di uss ladki se shaadi ki bahut jaldi thi woh itni pasand ki hume bhool gye sir 1 mahine mein yeh baat achi nhi lgi aise bolte the ki jaise tujh se baat hoti hai waise kisi se nhi hoti aur aise mujhe btaya tak nhi woh bhi 28 ya 29 april ko mujhe pta chla woh bhi jab maine phone kiya toh busy the abhi ghar nhi phunche the pr busy the issi ladki se baat kr rhe hone huh aur phir ghar phunchte hi kr diya phone ki abhi nipta deta hoon baad mein usse bhi krni hoti thi baat toh bhai bnda na baat krta ache se bs formality beech mein puju didi ka phone aa gya toh woh baatein krne lag pde ki engagement vaaste 7 8 log nhi balki 15 kr hoyi jaane n pr bhaiya ka irada tha ki sirf ahaan hi hon apne ghar de kne fix kri den vyah koi masiyan koi ni sadna total hi 7 ya 8 bande jaan aithi te tan didi bolde nhi bhaichara bhi honda and so on thats why i cut the call coz its not my manners to listen someones personal talks but such a... I person he don't even ask not even call again ki phone cut gya tha ki kuch aur na he was busy in his own world and that girl i just hate her usse jyada bhaiya se nafrat hai mujhe itna pyaar itni respext dene ke bawjood aisa kiya woh bhi koi ni jyada dujh is baat ka bhi nhi blki iska lagta hai ki pehle khaas bna lena baad mein paav ke niche masal dena itni disrespectfulness and dishonour aur itna jhooth jab paper ko sirf 5 din the tab btaya ki engagement da programme bna da shayad 7 jo maine bhi bol diya acha hai bdiya toh bolte tera toh paper hai kaise krna aise waise maine bhi bol diya ki koi baat nhi maine pehle bhi bde paper diye hain akele chali jaungi main khud hi bole khud hi mna kre ki bhaiya bhi nhi honge saath wale nhi toh woh chale jaate woh bhabhi bhi nhi aa skte chhota baccha hai kisko bolu maine kaha rehne do koi baat nhi. Phir ek din wed ko shaam ko 3 may ko aa gye bike leke maine socha mil aata hoon pr phir bhi pta nhi ek baar mann mein nafrat ho jati hai toh ho hi jaati haiera mann hi nhi kiya ki main unke saath jaun unhone bola bhi chal pd mere saath maine kaha nhi mera paper hai pd lungi paper ke baad aaungi main kehte dekh le jaisi teri marzi us din kehte bdi tension hai siyapa hi hai yeh viyah bhi sochya nhi tha ki hanjo bhi yeh sab krna pona kehte bdi tension hai mujhe neend nhi aati hai raat ko mereko pr yakeen toh hua nhi unki baat pe mujhe kyunki raat raat bhar us ladki se baatein krte rehte the neend puri honi nhi toh aankhein lal hi honi kyunki aankhein laal thi unki phir ek baar toh height bhi naapi unhobe mere saath apni pta nhi kyun but mujhe toh lga ki unhone isliye naapi taki jab uss ladki se milein toh dekh lene kitni kr honi chahiye woh.... phir jaate jaate bolte ki kalla hi tha kamre ch tan sochya aayi aaun main maine mna kr diya tha pehle ab akele sunn ke jaati toh acchha nhi lgta isliye nhi gyi kapde pehne huye the phir bhi nhi gyi acha hua nhi gyi kyunki jab sunday tha toh woh aaye nhi mujhse milne pta hai kya bola
4Unhone ki kal na mujhe chutti nhi hai shayad jana pd skta hai emergency mein mujhe toh main aa nhi paunga maine bhi bol diya thik hai koi baat nhi toh kya ho gya but dukh is baat ka hai ki kya sach nhi bol skte the woh sach bta denge toh main kobsa mna krungi ya kuch bhi but nafrat hai mujhe jhooth se woh bhi woh insaan bole jispe vishwas kiya ho mujhe toh aisa feel krwa diya unhone ki main sach mein prayi hoon koi kitna bhi bol le pr waqt aane pr apni ahmiyat kisi ki zindagi mein kya hai woh pta chal hi jaati hai jaise unki life mein meri jab woh free hote the toh aa jana mil lena baat kr leni aur ladki hun na ladkiyon ki sabhi specially boys help krte hi hain unke hi lafz the lekin jab apni shaadi ki baat aayi toh waqt badal gya jazbaat badal diye itni jaldi apni behan ko ignore kr diya usko jisse bolte the sabse chhoti sabse pyari kya fayda ab in baaton ka. Mujhe pta tha woh mujhse milne isliye nhi aaye kyunki 1 hafte mein toh function hai na angagement ka toh kapde khareed rhe the samaan bhi bhijwaya ghar pr chodo ek baat aur jab maine aise hi puch liya ki angagent hai thodi excotement toh show kro shopping kr li yeh woh toh kehte haan hai toh hai woh puju didi ki shaadi ka blazer woh pehen lunga kehte kya pehnu maine kahan kuch formal sa toh bolte liya hai kuch photo bhejta hoon dekhna toh light green shirt with formal pants new shoes belt ke saath photo bheji toh main samajh gyi thi ki yeh sunday ko hi ki hai shopping aur mujhe bolte fitting nhi hai iski zra sahi jab ki unhi ke the aur sahi thi fitting bs press honi thi toh mujhe kyun bola ki nhi ki hai shopping bs aise hi chle jana ya kuch maine mna krna tha ya kya bhyi... Hain dil toh dukhi tha pr phir bhi maine bol diya pehen lena dono mein se kuch blazer ke andar white shirt bs aur kya toh bs kehte leni hai white shirt jis din mujhse milne aaye us din bhi puch rhe the kya kru le loon ya kal jaate waqt loon maine kaha dekh lo but leni thi nhi kuch nhi kyunki samaan toh bhijwa hi rakha tha toh yeh drame kyun ki main bichara hoon shaadi mein fas gya hoon aise waise wala hate it... Toh 4 ko chle gye ghar us din bhi mujhse jhooth bola ki abhi bahar aaya hoon kuda fenkene ki ghar chal jana toh phir yeh aise hi kharab hoga i was like kise bewakoof bna rhe ho jis din aapne ghar jana hota hai us din paav mushkil se tikte hain aapje room mein itni jaldi hoti hai pr pichli baar main gussa ho gyi thi na ki jaane se pehle btaya nhi islye iss baar jhooth bol diya tha mujhe swa 9 bje ke aas paas kiya phobe ki ja rha hoon ghar ab iss waqt bs aise hi formality ke liye puch liya ki masi ke paas ruk jau ya nhi bolte seedhi cab mili toh nikal jaunga waise ruk jaunga but i was 101 % sure he will not stay uss ladki se baat kaise hogi der raat tak aur milenge kaise usae agle din yeh sab bhi nhi btaya ki usse bhi milna hai market bulaya hai ya kuch na tab kuch nhi nikalna muh se toh bhaisahab 12 bje hi text aa gya ki phunch gya hoon i was like itni jldi it means he lied to me chd se pehle hi nikal gye the bs mujhe nhi btaya tha itni khushi thi so desperate uske baad maine phone nhi kiya kyunki mera paper tha na toh unhone us ladki ko shopping krwayi dress jewellery everything req. Hahha wah! aur pichle se pichle din maine pucha tha ki bhabhi ne kya pehenna hai bolte oo bdi maharani nayra style pana unne it means they discussed about it before chalo koi ni pr ek shabad nhi bola mujhse baatein chupayi kis liye? .... Saturday ko phone aaya kiya jo bhi toh bolte mna kr diya shaadi ko kyunki aale tele kra de he se main chahti thi ki ho jaati angagement unki jaise chod diya tha na waise dur ho jaate acchha tha pr kismat sunday angagement thi toh saturday ko aa gya subah hi phone ki sutak pyi gya chachi ke baccha hua hai isliye fix nhi kr skte yeh woh toh bhaiya ko aaya gussa seedhe mna kr diya nhi krni shaadi ki pr phir bhi i have a doubt mujhe lagta hai ki andar ki baat hai koi jo unhobe btayi nhi warna itna pakka irada kr ke baithe the ki ladki walon ki taraf se nah ho skti hai pr meri taraf se nhi he was like that so something big happenwd which i don't know . After my exam i gather all my things and give his thing to him and next morning leave for home bhaisahab agar sacchi mein koi acche se rakhne wala bhai ya genuine insaan hota na toh itna saamaan one suitcase itna bhari ki kheencha bhi nhi ja rha tha with one pw bag filled with books completely and one pink kit yeh sab akele bus stand se utara maine auto leke mushkil se ghar phunchi thi 56 books chodi wahan pr Pe uss insaan ne ek baar bhi nhi bola ki ruk jao ya saamaan chod do main le aaunga ya bhijwa dunga na he just ask me agar ek baar bhi bolte na ki ruk jao itna sab hone ke baad bhi main ek baar rukna ka sochti but he don't speak so... But genuinly main bs wahan se aana chahti thi saans nhi aati hai mujhe wahan its suffocating there. 9th may se aaj 1 of june woh ek baar bhi nhi aaye milne ki har sunday milta tha ya kuch thik hai life mein bda kuch hua ek video call tak nhi ki ghar walon ko bhi krte hain aisa toh hai nhi ki unse nhi krte baat pr thik hai baat importance ki hoti hai main hi khid ko jyada important samajhti rhi but unke liye no value pr chalo koi ni apna daur bhi aayega jab se yahan aayi hoon sirf do baar call ki hai unhone mana ki rishton mein hisaab kitaab hoga toh vyapar kya hoga pr jab baat khud ki value pr aa jaati hai toh mann mein aa hi jaati hai ghumne gye the haridwar rafting ki but friday night mein gye the mujhse baat huyi pr btaya tak nhi lekin johnny bhaiya ko btaya tha upar se insta fb sab jagah stories lgayin pta hai na main toh chalati nhi hoon agar itna hi apna mante ya dikhana chahte toh whatsapp naam ki cheez bhi hoti hai aise toh har waqt online do do accounts but he dont want to share with me na thats why aur uako dikhana bhi tha ladki ko stories lga ke whatsapp pr toh woh block kr rakhi hai but male ego show bhi krna hai that i am absolutely fine without you huh... Chodo dukh hota hai jab hmare liye koi itna important ho hum sirf uske baare mein soche aur us insaan ke liye hmari value o... But i will make my own value with my hardwork and determination i will do it whatever i want in my life
24 July 2023 22 ko call ki thi jp b ko ki hum aa jayein kyunki unko chot lag gyi khatarnak wali haath mein itna khoon nikla ki dekh ke hi dil dahal jaye toh unhone bola ki nhi main aa jaunga toh woh late ho gye mujhse pucha tha but maine kaha aa jao ab bus nhi mili unko toh kya krna late milli so 10:16 pm pe utre bus se kaafi change kehte yeh month acha nhi nikla kharab hi gya kabhi fever kabhi aankh mein dard aur ab yeh haath mein chot khushi huyi ki aaye milne chocolates laye the mere liye jo bhi ho jaye pr jo jagah kisi ko ek baar de di woh phir unhi ki hoti hai chahe wahan rhe ya phir khali ho wahi haal hai kaafi saari baatein huyi bahut maza aaya kyunki anmol bhi tha aur woh hasi wali baatein krta hai anmol ke jaane ke baad hum aise hi chle gye market unhone bola ki ghum aate hain thoda ghar se bahar bhi nikalna chahiye haina maine kaha thik hai chlo phir hum gurudware mein gye wahan se aaye sabji ke chakkar mein ladayi ho gyi ki nhi leni unhone bola ki leni hai phie saini sweet shop ke paas se phir se wapis aaye sabji li tab ja ke wapis aaye phie aate aate paseena pd gya toh woh saaf na krein maine kitni baar dekha maine bola ki kr lo saaf toh bolte pdne do saaf krke phir se pd jayega aur ladkiyon ki tarah thodi krta rahunga ab main baar baar aise aise saaf ooh my god those expressions mujhe toh hasi aa gyi thi aap pe phir mujhe gussa aaya tha ghar phunch ke is baat pr ki phone mein doobe rehte ho main aapke paas baithi thi ki aap baat kroge pr aapne bola hi nhi kuch huh! Pr koi nhi phir next day subah chle gye arre yr alarm bjne se pehle main uth gyi thi pr soyi rhi aise hi neend mein mummy uthe phir jp b then loght nhi on krne di unhone yeh bol ke ki garmi lga di loght ch ki meri neend kharab na ho aur main soyi rhun thats so sweet of you phir main brush krne chli gyi toh oiche se bichhoo nikla tha usko maar ke phenk aaye bahar aur chke gye phir jaate jaate gate ke paas gale lga ke gye ki tension mt lena admission se related thik hai aur andar hi rehna bahar mt nikalna darr gye the ki koi jeeju kandu na ho phir caal ki bus milli then phunchne se pehle ki maine toh unhone auto se utar kr ki call back then bole baarish lag pdi hai phir maine kaha thik hai haina then shaam ko kiya 8 : 39 tak toh aa rhe the kahin se dinner kr ke ab pta toh chal hi gya tha ki aaj breezer pee hai aapne koi ni kal btaungi ab bola hai na aapne ki kal baat krunga ek baat btani hai tb mujhe kaise pta chalta hai ki drink kr rakhi hai btaungi waqt aane pr pr woh baat krne ka styke badal jaata hai expression less se emotion full ho jaate hain fark pdta hai aapko bhi yeh pta chalta hai feel aa jaati hai baat mein woh fikr woh pyar har lafz bta deta hai ki aaj aapne pee rakhi hai tabhi ek ladke se aap krishna jaise human full of emotions bn jaate ho jo ki real mein hona chahiye toh aapne kaha ki ghar se bahar mt nikalna dhyan se light on kr ke rehna dekh kr bahar nikalna niche bilkul nhi sona hai chahe baith ke raat kaatni pd jaaye phir bolte ki room change kr lena kuch nhi hai achha btaya toh behas ho gyi hmari ki sabji lebe agar railway line ke paas phunch gya hota toh wahin se wapis leke jaata main hmm.. My reply rehne do aap thik hai huh! toh baaton baaton mein nikal gya ki jaise baat kr rhe the ki gaadi lenge woh tab ki baat hai arre main toh aap se hi sikhungi toh unhone pucha ki kya maine kaha sab kuch aapne bola tha ki mere saath rahoge toh sab kuch sikhaunga toh unhone bola ki jitna tere ko lecture diya hai utna kisi ko bhi nhi btaya hai thik hai na ginti mein bhi nhi hai koi aisi baat hai woh alag baat hai ki tere ko yaad hai ki nhi pr maine btaya hai phir bolte yahan do night soya hoon acchhe se ek dum aaraam se neend aayi hai baki dino pta nhi aati hai nhi aati hai toh maine bola har roz aani chahiye toh kehte haan aaj toh kaam bhi kiya hai 4 bje bhi utha hoon aani toh chahiye pr wahi yaad krwa diya mujhe bhi woh pal toh special hi rhenge chahe jo ho jaaye pr saath mein bola ki ek baat hai kal btaunga kal krunga phone tujhe.... Chlo dekhtey hain kal kya pta chalega
Kki baat nhi thi mujhe hi galat lga ki woh btayenge but the actual thing was that he wants to know that why i was angry on him toh lekin jist bcoz of beer he didn+t remember clearly that was an misunderstanding after that one day i cal him means after 2 days of this then he didn't pick up the phone was out somewhere so after sometime he call back at that time mom was sleeping i was using phone so talk to him eating out of house due to hand injury toh maine bola ki aap aise kyun rehte ho bolye mera waqt acha nhi chal rha aise waise us ladki ne bddua di hai woh lg gyi hai maine kaha aise kisi ke bolne se kuch hone lge toh bs chal gi duniya aisa kich nhi hota hai toh unhone btaya ki sab jagah se block hai pr fb pe hai toh dil jalane wale status dalti hai maine kaha ki toh dekhtey kyun ho chod do agar samajhne wala insaan ho toh samajh jata hai ki mna kr diya means no aise kisi ke saath zabardasti nhi kr skte hain toh bole mujhse nhi bola jata ek ladki ko chahe kitni galat ho phir gussa aa jata hai aur dimag kharaab ho jata hai aur kuch nhi hai maine kaha ki gussa kisi ke dilane se kyun kre exampke di vikas divyakirti sir ki ki agar koi gussa dilaye gaaloyan de bol do abhi picture dekhne ja rha hoon baad mein hisaab krunga abhi gin li hain kya kya bola hai samne wale ki khishi aapke reaction mein hain agar aapne react nhi kiya toh iski toh khishi cheen li na aapne bs phir toh bolte aapne ueh kaam nhi krna hai jo hmse hua hai aap mein bhi do log aa jate hain specially tune nhi krna hai aisa bs aur achhe se rehna hai jahan zaroorat hogi wahan main khid guidance dunga thik hai toh maine btaya ki aapne us din pee thi beer mujhe lg gya tha pta toh bolte haan yeh toh sahi judge kiya tune pr pta kaise chlta hai mujhe btao na main badalunga 0hor usko maine kaha woh toh aap chah ke bhi nhi badal skte chahe jo mrzi ho jaaye kehte acha maine kaha ki aapne 1 saal btaya tha ki main beer peeta hoon woh bhi mujhe khud lga toh pr aapne toh btaya bhi nhi phor unhone btaya ki mujhe bhi darr lgta hai ki kahin yeh pta chalne pr baat krna chod di tohe bolte pdhai wale bacchhoo ke dimag ka pta nhi na hota hai kahan ghum jaye ki kya soch lo isse kya seekhenge hum chodo nhi krni baat isliye nhi btaya maine achaain aiae thodi sochti hoon toh bolte phor bhi aa hi jata hai dimag mein phir maine kaha ki mujhe bs janna tha ki reason kya hai ki aapne peena start kr di jis insaan ko khud alcohol pasand nhi woh kaise pee skta hai pphir5
5Maine soch liya apne aap hi ki kya reason ho skta hai unhone ne bola aise mt soch lena kuch bhi maine btaya ki aapke boss saath mein hote hain toh phir mna nhi kr paaye sabhi peete hain tph aapne hard na chun ke less alcohol beer choose kr li his reaction was like ki maine 110 percent sahi judge kiya hai yahi reason hai toh starting se btaya ki jashan hota hai sabhi peete hain main nhi peeta tha toh phir acha nhi lgta ek din room mein aake aise hi socha maine phir taste kr hi li sting aur appy ki tarah hoti hai same baki smoking wagarah aur nashe kuch nhi krta hoon main maine kaha acha bolye phir sabhi ko pta chla banda pee leta hai toh kabhi plan bn jana ki chlo bhai chlte hain bs aise ho gya hai maine btaya ki aapke paas se sad udaas dil se ho waisi vibes aati hain kehte mtlb ki aise lgta hai ki dil se udaas ho bolte nhi main toh waise hi baat krta hoon jaise pehle krta tha 110 percent maine kaha rehne do pehle jaisa kuch bhi nhi hai khud ki energy low kr li hai thoda enjoy kro life ko jaise pehle krte the hmmm.. Bolte acha maine kaha acha nhi krna hai unhone yeh bhi bola ki tujhse jhooth nhi bolta hoon jo mann mein hota hai woh bta deta hoon maine kaha acha phir maine bola ki agr uss ladki se baat krni hai toh bhi bta do main kr lungi puchna hai toh bolte thik phir sunday 31 july ko baat huyi toh bolte ab kya baat krni mna kr diya hai toh miane samjhaya ki understanding dono taraf se honi chahiye agar aap samajhye ho toh unhe bhi samajhna chahiye jo ho gya hai woh ho gya ab kya pehle jaisa nhi ho skta aapne kuch galat nhi kiya hai thik hai his pov was that for 1 or 2 approx months they talk what she will thing about him maine bola aapke mann kuch nhi hona chahiye clear krna hai toh btao main baat krungi aur agar unke mann mein kuch hain toh clear krne ke bahut raaste hoye hain jab koi insaan baat clear krna chahta hai toh raasta dhund hi leta hai aur aap itni dur bhi nhi ho ki phunch na paaye woh unke upar depend krta hai aur rahi baat baat krne ki toh woh ladki phone krne pr bhi aapko hi bolegi bhala bira aur aap aaraam se maan loge aapse kuch bola bhi nhi jayega thik hai na jo woh sochna chahti hai woh wahi sochegi chahe aap jitna mrzi explain kr le thik hai na toh khush rehna hai jaise pehle enjoy krte the waise krna hai mst sochna nhi hao jyada sona raat mein aaraam se his sukoon i know whats that😍
30 august ko aaye hmare paas kyunki unke ghar mein gandmol ka paath tha toh shaam ko phunche the mujhse puchte chalna hai maine kaha kahan aise dekh rhe the phir maine bola aapke saath..... mainkeya agar mamu ne rok liya toh bolte mere saath hi chalna hai aur mere saath hi wapis aana hai aur kahin nhi jana hai ya toh phir yahin raho i was like oh my god dhamki main kya krun jahan jati hoon koi bhejna hi nhi chahta hai wapis wahan jb ke saath mamu ghar gye kam se kam 4 or 5 baar bol diya mamu ne ki kholi dene he shoes seju de kapde paayi le masi aur jb aise dekh re end mein rok hi liya unhone bs ek baat nhi acchhi lgi mujhe unki jab jb bolte ki ahaan savera 4 bje de he nyala de tijo din mein thi teri sabse jyada zaroorat i was feeling bad because main sirf saath mein aayi hoon kaam krna hai ya kuch woh mujhe thodi pta tha johnny bhaiya bhi achhe hain yr le aaye mujhe maine bs msg kiya tha ki aaoge aap aaye aur le gye apne ghar acha lga masi ji se mil ke bhi phir jb ke ghar gye wahan aarti ho rhi thi aur jitne din bhi main wahan rhi pandit toh bde ache se janne lge mujhse bdi baatein krte the questions puchte the balki last day toh unhone prasad diya chawal aashirwad ke roop mein specially mujhe aur kanya pujan mein bhi bitha diya tha unhone mujhe hasi aaye ki itne chhote bacche aur mujhe inn mein bitha diya hai pr acha lga jb ek din bahut kaam kiya maine toh mtlb khana bnana yeh sab toh next day sabji ko tadka lga diya unhone ne pr ek shikayat toh hai ki jab chulhe ke upar se pateela uthane ko bola toh mna kr diya phir maine khud hi uthaya tha aur ek jagah butterfly aise pdi thi jaise mar gyi ho maine bola mar gyi hai toh bolte nhi mri hai utha ke dekh le maine uthaya toh woh zinda thi aur main darr gyi i remember my expressions and i know he was also looking at me oh my god pta hai raat ko unko bhukh lgi thi lekin hmne toh khana kha liya tha jab panditon ko khilaya tha 5 bje ke aas paas phir pammu didi aaye the toh unko bhi bnaya tha aur masard ji ko bhi toh sirf 1 chappati thi maine bola masi ji ko ki main bna deti hoon unhone mna kr diya tha toh sirf 1 chappati khayi aur maine doodh garam kr ke diya pta nhi kaise pr usme smell aana start ho gyi thi jaise kharab hone wala ho but phir bhi unhone pee liya bolte itne ache se garam kiya tha toh pee liya maine maine bola ki tasteless kyun piya rehne dete. Sote waqt puch rhe the ki yahan sona gadde pr maine kaha thik hai yahin dusre room mein his eyes... Pta nhi maine din mein unko fruits cut krke diye the doodh garam krke diya kyunki fast tha isliye toh acchhe se behave krte hain ya kya hai pta nhi clearity nhi hai bs kuch toh hai jo woh aankhein aur look nhi bhulti aur ek baar sham ko unhone bola tha ki ghumne chlenge mtlb sabji lene lekin shanaya toh bahut bimar ho gyi thi isliye masard ji ke saath wahan chle gye but phir bhi unhone mujhse pucha ki jaye aayein maine bola hanji chhota bacha bimar hai dekh aao puri raat soyi nhi thi ab kya haal hai dekh aao ek aur baat nhi samajh aati ki humse pyar krte hain isliye ache se behave krte hain ya hum ache hain isliye hmare saath acchhe bnte hain kyunki wahan jake aisa lga jaise bakiyon ke liye bahut pyar hai but hum bahar wale hain family members nhi sirf help ki zaroorat hai isliye aaye hain masiji ne bhi bol diya ki maine bola tha ki kirti ko le aana thodi madad ho jayegi . Jb apne kaam ke liye mujhe leke gye yeh baat acchhi nhi lgi kaash koi sirf hmare liye leke jaye apne liye nhi dukh hua tha tab bahut obviously hoga hi har kisi ko jab pta chle ki jinhe hum value dete hain unke liye hmari koi value nhi hain shaadi ki baat pr bhi aap kitne khush ho jate ho muskaan chehre se jaati nhi hai desperation saaf dikhti hai but 1 woman man hona bahut zaroori hai but ab fark nhi pdta jo krna hai kro pehle bhi hmari koi value thi nhi sorf formality ke liye pucha tha aapne aur jo qualities hpni chahaiye unka use krke haan krwa li sabse zabardasti pr chlo koi ni
17 oct 23
Aaj isliye likh rhi hoon chahe jo bhi ho jaaye mujhe jitna marzi gussa ho aap pr kuch bhi bol doon but ek baat kabhi nhi bhoolungi ki JB is the best jitne achhe se unhone mujhe rakha hai na i will always remember unki life mein chahe jo bhi ho but when i called him he was always there for me chahe phir woh Hoshiarpur college mein admission se related baat krna ho ya phir jab tak unke saath rhi 2022 to 23 PW mein tab khud bike pr drop kr ke aana chhote bacche ki tarah apna mufflar de dena odhne ke liye aur helmet bhi khud pehenana pta hai 1st day tha pw institute ka jahan sabhi khud jaate hain gate se woh andar tak chle gye khud chord ke aaye mere liye khana bnaya apne haathon se. Fruits lekar aate the time to time pura dhyaan rakhna .woh saath mein hasi mazak krna hasna wow!! Kya waqt tha! I feel the emotions Jab bhi saath mein the kuch bhi aisa nhi lga ki galat ho sabkuch pyara tha such a pure and heartfulfiling bond we share God prevent such a bond from evil eye just want to say this
Aaj call pr baat huyi maine bola ki aap jo bolte woh krte nhi khud hi bol diya unhone yahi baat main leke gya tha apne saath aur wapis bhi lana tha pr leke nhi aa paya phir minjo bda gussa aanda maine kaha ki nhi aisa nhi hai us waqt ki alag baat hai mamu rok lenge toh aap kya hi bologe koi baat nhi pr aap jab bolte ho na ki maine call krunga aur phir krte nhi woh galat hai kehte haan woh main maanta hoon ki meri galti hai woh pr Sunday ko bahut jyada late ho gye the aur kal bheeg gya tha toh aa ke so gya aur aaj bhi bhaag hi rha hoon bs ab bus mein baitha hoon tab call kr rha hoon bhaiya ka phone chori hone ka incident btaya phir kehte monu bhai ki shaadi mein mujhe toh bola nhi hai kisi ne maine kaha aise kaise ho skta hai family ki baat hai toh kya hua kehte meri value kam ho gyi hai ab pehle ki tarah nhi rhi maine kaha aise nhi hota hai value cheezon ki hoti hai insaan ki nhi toh bolte nhi pehle cheezein hundiyan hiyan bartane oo kne insaan pyar krne ho pt aajkal cheezon se log pyar krte hain aur insaan ki koi value nhi hai maine kahan nhi aisa nhi hota hai yeh toh logon pe depend krta hai na ki aap kaise logon se connected ho phir kehte haan hum toh aise hi logon se jude hain bs haan end mein bolte kya bola tha smile wala emoji bhejna mujhe pta hi nhi konsa hota hai maine aise hi bhej diya phir aapne bhej dena tha na toh phir maine bola bheja toh tha maine kehte acha haan end mein bheja tha koi aur thik hai ok bye good night
Today is 4 nov and just recall the moments we were together 25 ko monu b ki shaadi thi toh humne jana tha lekin late ho gye so main aur mummy ek bus mein baithe kaafi der wait krne ke baad 6 bje ke aas paas woh bhi gate pe tabhi phone aa gya ki main aa rha hoon aur phunch jaunga 10 or 15 min mein saath mein chalte hain thik hai aaye toh hum aage se aaye woh piche se utre phir unhone bag pakda hum baith gye burger aur cold drink li thi unke liye kyunki bola tha ki bhookh lgi hai bahut jyada phir baar baar puchte ki thik hai thik hai bahar ka view bahut acha tha then nadaun utre wahan kaafi der rukna pda phir jwalaji phunche phir unke ghar laddoo bhi liye the pehli baar kisi ka phone cheena hoga maine oh my god then ghar phunche watch di bahut mann se acha lga then shaadi wale ghar mein phunche wahan toh dj chl rhe the enjoy kiya kaafi dance kiya mehendi lgayi auro ko phir aake ghadi dedi mujhe ki rakh lo apne paas maine rakh li purse mein ki baad mein de dungi pta hai subah hum daatun krne gye toh wahan woh daatun kr rhe the mujhse pucha bhi brush nhi laaye pta jab main washroom mein thi toh pta chla bahar paani ka jug de gye the muh dhone ke liye that was so sweet aur pta hai jab baraat ke liye ready ho ke aaye toh bolte photo khichwate hain photo click krwayi then humara plan nhi tha baaraat mein jaane ka lekin end mein ban hi jata hai sabhi chhote bacche mithu pari hum kirti didi ke saath ja rhe hain baaraat mein then hum baith gye car mein tab bhi aaye aur bolte ek seat rakh lena omg hmari car mein chle saath mein pehle phone ki torch se check kiya tha ki kon kon baithe hain dekhtey hi aa gye that was also a loving gesture and then in the baaraat went for stage together all of us he asked for dance also but i dont know why i refuse so when we were coming back sabhi ko saath laate laate main last mein hi hoti hoon ab chhote bacchon ko chod ke kaise khud aage chle jaun aur pta bhi nhi tha ki sharaabi log baith jayenge toh mujhe bolte ki kittu iyaan kyo honda har bari ki tuhan pichhe rhi aande uske baad se mujhe bahut gussa aaya main toh bahut dur chle jana chahti thi dekhun tak na kisi ka chehra itna gussa aur pta hua bhi aise hi aate waqt hum milkr bhi nhi aaye aise hi aa gye lekin yeh khwahish thi dil mein ki dikh hi jayein kam se kam toh gaadi mein hum ja rhe the woh wapis aa rhe the isharon mein hi baat huyi kehte kahan ja rhe ho maine kaha hanji bs aankhon se hi haan dhaam wale din mithu ko bheja ki kirti didi tuhanjo japu bhai sdda de ne andar main gyi toh khud pack kr rhe hain kapde yeh nhi ki ruk jaayein na lge huye maine pucha ki bulaya aapne kuch nhi bol rhe apne hi lge hain pack krne maine khud kaha ki photo bhi nhi khinchi aapne mere saath ek bhi bolte tabhi bula rha tha tere ko toh itni der lga di maine kaha chlo peheno isko phir click ki mera face waise bhi red ho jata hai embarassing moments mein upar se dupatta hat gya tha piche se toh thoda jyada ho gya pr aate waqt baat nhi huyi chlo koi ni phir gye toh bolte bahut kaam hota hai late ho gya maine kaha aur kya time hi nhi hota hai aapke paas so cutely he ask acha nhi hu m kya maine bhi bol diya acchhe ho toh bolte shukriya maine bhi kaha jyada khush mt ho jao itne bhi ache nhi ho bolte ku aise ku maine bola bs jyada tareef nhi krni bs jaise hain waise hain aapko bhi pta hai mujhe bhi bolte ok raat ko phunche msg kiya tha bs pr baat nhi huyi tassalli se
29 dec 2023 end of the year aaye milne pucha ruk kr ki kya khana hai mera toh meetha khane ka mann hai jalebi leke aaye the everything was good chai pee arre hmne laddoo bnaye saath mein dono ki haalat aisi huyi ki kamar dard baaju dard lamalet ho gye phir bhi ek dusre ko dekhte dekhte bna hi diye pta hai mujhe lagta hai main jyada hi freely behave kr deti hoon garm ke bnne the laddoo aur maine kaha kaise ho aap garam garam mein haath lgwa rhe ho jyada garam lge toh main chod doon i was
6Like ki bahut garm hai he is so sweet bolte munnu garam garam ke hi bnne hain aise thanda ho jayega phir nhi bnenge mujhse nhi ho rha hai bikhar ja rhe hain he was like munnu arra krna pdna hme jldi koshish kro mujhe mix krna pdega na nhi toh yeh bhi jal jayega main dono kaise kroon phir main ched dene lgi aur unhone bnaye so maine kaha khud bhi toh zor se press kr rhe ho bolte aise bnenge jab maine bola toh kaise bolte maine kaha ek baar btaoge tabhi pta chlega na aise mujhe thodi aate hain phir bnaaye thank god ban gye at last haath chaate bnaate bnaate bahut baatein kri kahani sunayi bhoot wali aur haan bihari touch wali language bhi boli kidr ja rhe hain babua meanwhile say babu arre haan main cheez toh reh hi gyi made him blush by saying time table bigad gya hai kya khana nhi khate ho time pe he was like nhi bs beer chod di hai koi nhi phir kr dunga start hmm kr doon maine kaha aap toh rehne hi do aaye bde jhoothe kahin ke us din baat huyi tab toh pee rakhi thi kehte kab chl nhi kra ni tere se baat maine bola aap waise bhi nhi krte ho thik hai na kehte nhi bike chla rha hoon tb nhi krta aise utha leta hoon bolte haan toh main khud kr liya krunga call phir subah chle gye ghar mujhe bhi bola pr nhi gye
19 march 2024 aaj main jb ke saath gyi unke ghar bhaag bhaag ke subah 7 bje wali bus mil gyi bahut jyada tension wala mahol create ho gya tha he is such a nice person ki kya krein har baar galat jagah fas jaate hain ajeeb baat hai ki unhe gussa bhi nhi aaya ki koi saath nhi hai ho skta hai unke liye its not new bahut baar hua hoga aisa shayad but mujhe ache nhi lga itne acchhe insaan ke saath aisa hone not deserving pta gye toh baatein krte huye hi gye bokte gla sukh gya mera kitni baatein ki aate time bhi baatein krte krte aaye pta hai itne hasse ki soch ke smile aa jaye baaton pe haan ek drem btaya ki hum milke ek ghar bnayenge kahin dur pahadon mein wahan raha krenge chuttiyon mein aa ke ghar phunch ke doodh lane gye phir phone pe phone chl rhe the Hmne khana khaya then icecream sab bdiya rha phir subah 4:30 bje alarm bja main alarm band kr ke so gyi aur phir uthi then uthaya jb ko paranthe bnaye aur chle gye subah situation chahe kitni hi stressful kyun na ho jab hum saath hote hain toh free hote hain itni tension mein bhi main free feel krti hoon dont know about him but haan phir us din raat ko phone kiya ki kaise ho sab bdiya thik hai kuch zaroorat toh nhi hai pta hai aate time fruits vegwtables leke aaye the ki akele ho hoga nhi ghar pe kuch toh phir usse next day baat huyi toh pta chl gya tha ki beer pee thi pr bola nhi he was stressed bolte koi dikkat pareshani toh nhi hai kehte agar hogi toh mujhe btana bakiyon ka mujhe nhi pta pr hum baat krte hain hmne ek dusre se share krni hai agar main solve nhi kr paunga pr phir bhi btana hai maine bola arre nhi solve kyun nhi kr paoge main bolti bhi nhi hoon aap phir bhi solve kr dete ho mujhe toh bolne ki bhi zaroorat nhi pdti hai kwhte bakiyon ka mujhe nhi pta acha hain bure hain pr mujhse share krni hai baat thik hai kehte ek hafte ke baad khana khaya hai aapke paas maine jhooth nhi bol rha hoon sach mein parso aapke saath khaya tha khana maine itne dino baad kehte aapse kya baat share krun aapne padhai pe dhyaan dena hai apni meri tension main dekh lunga i was like nhi aapne bhi free mind rehna hai aapko bhi koi tension nhi honi chahiye maine kaha mujhe pta kaise nhi chla ki aap itni tension mein the aur mujhe pta tak nhi tha agar ek baar bhi pta chl jata na mereko toh kehte nhi abhi aap pdhai krte ho aapje mann mein negative cheezein nhi aani chahiye main aapko bolta aap kuch galat soch lete toh phir maine kaha aisa ho hi nhi skta main aapke baare mein galat soch lu bolte agar soch lo phir main aisa nhi chahta meri wakah se aap mein koi negative thought nhi aana chahiye pta hai mujhe kya lga ki mujhse baatein krte krte aap beer pee rhe the aur kuch kha bhi rhe the non veg type toh bolte ab kal khud krunga phone dopahar mein mujhe kehte thoda support hona chahiye piche se phir thik rehta hai maine kaha main krti hoon na aapko support pr main chhoti hoon na isliue aapko pta nhi chalta hai kehte main bol bhi doon na toh bhi shabadon mein byan nhi kr paunga aapka sahara kaisa hai maine kaha mehsoos hona chahiye bolne ki zaroorat nhi hai bolte nhi mehsoos nhi kr skte pta hai jab aaye the na toh kehte bda mann kr ha hai aaj br ka maine kaha rehne do bolte aana kabhi phir pilaunga tereko bhi maine nhi main touch bhi na karu peena toh bahut dur ki baat hai kehte haan waise bhi ladkiyon ko toh peeni bhi nhi chahiye unke liye nhi hoti hai i was like aise mt bolo kisi ko bhi nhi peeni chahiye chahe ladka ho ya ladki aur aise is wajah se hi peeti hongi ladkiyan bhi compete krne kr chakkar mein i am 100 n 1 % sure
Arre yr aug mein jb ghar itni baar gyi hosp. Bhi operation ke time bhi saath the and all meanwhile rakhi ke liye jab gye toh hme bike pr drop krne ke liye bag aage rakha mujhe pkdne bona back hug ho gya yr aur wahan jake unhone drink kri toh uski wajah se khud toh fsna saath mein hme bhi fsana hai k haan drink krte hain 11 bje ke aas paas aaye jab hum sone lge the bolte kya kr rhe ho maine kaha kuch nhi bhoot wali kahani sunn rhe hain toh bolte mt suna kro negativity hoti h aise waise kehte main bhi yahin sounga mujhe bhi dikhao meri toh heartbeat hi fast ho gyi phir mithu ke paas se mere paas aaye yrra gale lgaya mtlb unki baju meri back pr thi baat krte krte main sochu itna daring nhi bnna hai ki mamu ghar mein hain phir baatein kr rhe the ki jiske paas dil hai toh dard bhi hoga usme maine bahut struggle dekha hai apna bhi aapka bhi his hands on my knees oh my god then he went towards mithu usko samjhaya then again come to me hug me said gugloo hai....