POV Melek.
Love is so difficult and painful more when it is one"side, unrequited feelings hurt more than daggers in the chest.
Deep down I knew it, I just didn't want to accept that suffering for a crush is pathetic and even more so for a love that didn't even have the time to blossom.
I am a simple girl so I think I will forget it with time, thank God I have friends who help me feel better but the truth is that I just want to sleep and I do not want to do anything, or draw the things that I used to be passionate about now I do not feel the same I do not know what happens to me.
It's been two weeks since I gave up on my feelings, I've completely ignored going to the library so I don't have to see his face but every now and then I spy him from afar.
I have never spoken to Max again either, he was insistent the first few days until he got tired and gave me my space I must admit he is a great guy nothing like I thought he was.