POV Melek .
I can't concentrate my mind repeats what happened tonight repetitively, I rest in bed a little but I feel uneasy, I get up and go to the mirror seeing my reflection thinking that I should do a little exercise to see myself better, I didn't feel at all Confident in front of Max, maybe if he will lose some of my abdominal fat, he is very attractive. Not even in my wildest dreams did I think I could be with a boy as cute as him.
Just thinking about it makes me blush and cover my face in embarrassment, remembering small moments in his bedroom.
My mom doesn't suspect anything, I feel bad for lying to them, I've never been that kind of daughter so I don't want to sneak around to see Max, I know my family will accept it, but he has to respectfully ask for my hand, my father has always been old"fashioned and told me that the right man will not think twice about formalizing a relationship, I should tell him or it's too soon...