People fear, then what question is left for us to find. The question is why do the people fear from the beginning? As for me, I realized this fact. At the moment of my death, where all of my fear vanished instantly.
People would say it was because of the fact, that I was getting near to meet god itself. There was nothing for me to fear by his side.
I would have believed all those words, but I could not bring myself to for some reason. My heart was not letting me believe it.
Though, it was a comical thought because, how could a dead person have a heart. When I thought about it, I ended up realizing, that I was still able to feel cold. The fact that it was getting colder for me, I realized the pain in my head was killing me.
Still, for some reason, the pain in my head brought me nothing, not even the suffering I wanted to feel.
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"This must be hell. I am feeling pain, but I am feeling any suffering from it. As if, I am already used to it." The boy who was lying on the bed, with his eyes closed murmured inside his mind.
Unknown to him, he was neither dead nor alive at this moment. He was suspended in the thin line between life and death. Which was a quest given out by the system.
The system itself was the reason, why the previous host was dead. As the time slipped, the tick-tock sound of the clock continue to ring inside the room.
Kirie didn't realize, how long he has been waiting for death, but in the real world, 5 hours have passed.
When Kirie finally open his eyes, it felt to him that millennium has passed in that dark world. But with the memory of an unknown Kirie, Kirie's mind was watching everything unfold.
"He was scum for sure. Then can I also forgive myself, can I also live this life." Kirie waited after speaking those words.
Waiting for someone to answer, but there was no one to answer him.
He ended up laughing at his own joke, he knew there was no one in the room. Who would answer his call, even god would not answer for someone like him.
[Yes! You can live your life, the way you want] Tear spilled out of his eyes, as he looked at the chart, which was hung by his sister on the wall.
Those big words were written for previous Kiria, but they answered his call too, it was at that moment, Kiria decided. He decided to accept this world.
He decided to accept his sister and his family.
'Rest in peace, my previous self, I will live this life in your stead. But this time, I will fight the way, I want to fight in this world.' Kiria opened his mouth and shouted as hard as he can to get rid of the laziness from his body.
[Ding! Quest Death Penetration Void is completed]
[Rewarding The Host]
[( Exp-05 )- status]
Standing up from his head and looking at the time, which was already 10:42 am of morning. Kiria decided to start up, his new life with a good shower, and some light jogging.
Though, he was aware that, those loathsome eyes, will be all over him again. The only way to change it was to change himself first.
Only then, he will be able to live freely, and for that...
'What, I need at this moment? Is to find a job, and ease the burden from my sister's shoulder.' Kiria mutter inside his heart.
Given Kiria of this world was traumatized by his parent's death, to the point he drown himself inside his own room. His fear for the outside world was paranormal, for the reason, even he himself was unknown to.
After all, previous Kiria gets rid of those memories for good. It was that useless person, his sister took care of as she refused to accept separation from him.
Kiria was still alive, as for the reason, it was her and her care. Though previous Kiria decided to change, as he worked on work-up inside and built a good healthy body.
Whenever he walked outside, the scorn from the people of the outside world. Injured the poor guy mentality, to Detroit to the point of calling a psychiatrist to check him up.
Kiria thought about the point, as he grew a little angry at all those fools. They were part of society, but never realized, that by scorning a mentally challenged guy.
Is equivalent to stabbing the wounded cat. Thinking they were helping his sister, they never realized, they were increasing the burden on that girl. Though, the previous host was also a fool.
He understand, what it mean to lose family, but the bastard was on the point, he would lose his sister also.
The only family, which was left with him.
Kiria brushed his teeth and heard a notification. But he still continued to take the shower, at which he heard the ringing tone of a system notification.
[Brushing Exp + 5]
[Washing Exp + 5]
[Showering Exp + 5]
[Tidying Exp + 5]
Kiria looked at all the notifications, and finally concluded, it was similar to the Minigate World Virtual reality Gaming.
Last production in which, they were successfully able to create a V-R which was way too close to reality. He also played that game at the earth, as he achieved and gain many titles, inside the game.
Successful enough to be called, one of the top players on earth, until that happened.
Kiria smiled as he mused, over the thought, of how unrealistic this could become. But the memory of the previous host also matches the information inside his mind.
He was sure, it was the world of Minigate World.
Why this game was close to reality, the answer to it was very obvious. Because inside the game, one had to start with no real skill or something. There was special status, no idea on how to get the quest.
To the point, many people left the game but started to rejoin, when they saw how those super-minded players.
Started to earn enough money, to open their own business. Expanding the business they had before, becoming popular and most importantly, even idiots were getting smarter just by playing games.
After all, skills like learning and reaction time started to grow beyond human limits.
Making a few of them into super-soldier, super genius, and even super crafty businessman. As for him, he was the last one, to the point he started to doubt his own family.
Where he was the only person, who brought out a skill of the game to the outside world. He brought out, [soul reading skill].
With this skill, he visited the grave of his family members. It was the last day of his previous self, he committed suicide to end his worthless life.
Looking at the tab on the right-hand corner, Kiria still saw the same skill [Soul Read Procure], but this time a little of its effect had changed.
Stepping out of his room door, walking over to the door of the late. He looked back at the dining room in front of him, at which he had never sat for a year. In front of it was a living room. Which was open and silent, where his sister was missing.
Given he knew, that she must be over to her school, where she also works part-time inside. After that, she would order lunch for him after school. As she would continue to work at her part-time.
With those busy schedules, she had always lied to him.
Kiria opened the door and walked out, at which, the blinding sunlight made him close his eyes. When the pain started to fade, he slowly opened his eyes and looked at the morning sun. The atmosphere was a little cold, but the summer sun was rising sooner this month of April.
It was the period, his holidays were going and he shut himself inside his room. Which was called the hibernating period of his previous host, given he had worked hard on his final paper.
Also, the vacation was about to end too, in just 4 days. Kiria had wasted the time, he could have worked full time for at least a month. Bringing some financial burden on his sister, by working hard.
Hmm!
Kiria turned to look at the door, by his apartment room door side. It was that of Lady who always had that ghost-like look on her face. Along with her son, who had been pulling Kiria down, from time to time.
Click!
It opened and the lady walked out, with the fatty body, she always goes to lose the weight. In the specialized gym, which is known for its weight losing assignment.
Which caused a ton of money, his sister and he could live two months on. But the fatty women, use that money to lose those few tones of weight. That is what he can call luxury, at his current stage that is, after all, he had decided to change this game.
With his knowledge and his talent, he believes he can beat the hell out of this game-like world. Though, he only wishes to live a healthy life with his sister. But in this world, the danger is lurking inside the shadow. Where he can only guarantee their security after he becomes the same, powerful personality from that game.
"What a wretch like you are doing. Making my eyes rot, just by looking at you."
The shrill voice of the fatty, which had already started cursing at him. Caused Kiria's mood, to fall in the depth of the Netherworld.
His eyes became cold, as he gazed at the wretched face. Making the fatty mouth shut. Kiria walked as he shouted, "Your rotting eyes, better suit yours. Rotting Soul and body. Don't blame anyone for your wretched life."
He walked, silently after he was done cursing at that woman.
Where other neighbors walked out, looking at Kiria with astonishment, on their faces, as they gazed at the carefree figure of Kiria. Who seemed to be ignoring, the wretched voice cursing at him. Leaving the barking fatty alone on his path.
He is changing! If that is true, then this boy is someone, they should not make an enemy with.
After all, he is the son of that personality...