Even though my best friend's words were still a code in my head over and over again I was Hell Bent on doing this tonight. here I was standing at the entrance of the club rethinking my decision. was I really going to do this question mark was I going to stand in front of my boss and tell him that it did not make sense why he was so arrogant and self-centered and yes she wasn't even attractive in the first place? I was going to be lying to myself. I would be lying to myself right now if I didn't say that I had feelings for Christopher. but that wouldn't matter will the date? because the man already has a view of me. he has already put a name on my head. the way he sees me angers me the most. I was going to do this. I was going to swallow the feelings that I had for him and act as though he was any other normal and knowing man that he admitted to the club. I was going to give him a piece of my mind and no one or nothing will stop me.