'Life was hard already but it's depressing now. Ha… I wish I see something interesting before my death'.
A man wryly giggled at his own thoughts. He who was unaware of when his death might accompany him was looking for something interesting to get out from his depressed zone, as he who was sure to die today or tomorrow wanted to die happily even if its temporary.
Lewin did come out from that research centre where his entire life circled before but he had no wish to jump from one centre to another.
Many research centres under government authority asked him to participate and in return they will try to find a cure for him but he was reluctant.
He was depressed earlier because Cynthia was said to be dead and since she fell right in front of his eyes, he was sure, too but later something more depressing pressed his mind.
