After Victoria went to the imperial household, she couldn't help but feel positive about the things that have been happening to her. She was happy enough, and she couldn't control anything about her emotions
The very reason why she couldn't let anything that was happening to her be ruined was her happiness at the moment. Her being with Ashiel, her having her engagement unofficially annular through Charles' words, and her just being who she was
That was her current situation and she couldn't ask for more
All she wanted was the be with Ashiel, to have everyone live a happy and comfortable life as well as be with the person that she considers will be the one who will bring her a lot of joy in the future
'I couldn't ask for more. Ashiel will always be like himself and I wanted to treasure every second that I'm with him. In the future, if everything is alright, I wanted to marry him'
