After I finished my classes I came back to hostel while he left for home. I found out that I have a new roommate. I have no idea what is her name. But I think she is kind of religious and silent as person. I started to feel uncomfortable with her in room. My first concern was how would I talk to Ayan and I know my ex wouldn't stop just here . We will have to talk at some point and definitely wouldn't be okay with her being here. I could see that even my other roomate wasn't very comfortable with the idea of having someone else in our room. But who are we to say. It's not like we are at home or have any another option. So I just let it slide and thought of dealing with time.
After sometime I received text from Ayan.I told him about my new roommate. I told him that my ex is still looking through my calls and texts . I also opened another email but to no vail as he got to know about that too. The first thing he asked me was if I informed my parents about all the stunt my ex had been doing. To which I replied that I didn't tell them yet but I will tell today . Later he decided to call me in WhatsApp so that it wouldn't cause me much trouble.
I know my ex told that he hacked my phone but he doesn't really have that ability nor does any of his friends has it. Even if he found someone who could do it for him then he would have known more than he knows now about me and Ayan. So my guess is he knows everything as he has my email.
Whatever it was , my ex has been trying to contact me but I blocked all the way for him to contact me so he was texting me through direct text and online payment apps which definitely showed his desperation. But I was shure and very firm on my decision. My decision wasn't made in a day for me to change. So I am not giving him any chance.
I talk to Ayan through Snapchat and call through WhatsApp. But mostly we text only so it's wasn't much of a problem. On the other hand my ex had been talking to Haniya which I had no idea about as everyone asked her to block him.
I had some writing to do. So I did that and had my dinner later. I was watching drama when I got Ayan's text.
We had been chatting since long but we both weren't sleepy. We were flirting with each other. For sometime was played a game where we had to say cheesey line to each other looking from Google.
I commented on his eyes taking the chance. He also commented on my smile. We kept on Playing the game. Later we were discussing on one line which was really bad which followed by few more flirting. Now that I told my ex that I wanted to breakup I know I will very soon. I didn't want to lose the chance of knowing his feelings for me. So I told him that I was serious about whatever we were talking. I didn't had to ask him instead he himself replied that even he was serious.
I made it clear to him that even if I like him I can't be with him for now because I wasn't ready for it yet. I will need some time maybe a year or two. He also told me that even he thinks the same. I know he wasn't over his ex and so am I. We both need time to be shure of each other untill then we will keep things to ourselves. He also agreed.
I felt like we were getting very serious with our talk so to lighten our mood we starting telling jokes and laughed untill three in the morning. We both had class tomorrow so we bid good night to each other.