Harken POV:
After my interaction with Ms. Eilat. I went back to my dorms.
There are many memories that triggered when snoop said my name.
I'm truly grateful to him.
I got many answers to my questions and raised many questions to my answers.
I always thought why it is important to know
about me.
while thinking about these I reached my room and opened. my roommate is already in deep sleep. It's almost 2am. But I can't sleep.
I went to balcony. there is just moon, air, me and some crickets chripping to undo the silence the night creates.
Among them I tried to retrieve as many memories as possible.
I sat in chair in my balcony and closed my eyes.
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Who am I?
Is the question that's very familiar to me yet so disturbing.
It is the question I ask frequently yet the answer I get is always none.
To me "who am I" is something so important that I can't live without.
Yet something so hard to find.
Is how I can describe this question.
But....
Now I can present myself confidently that
I'm Olen Kasper and I'm a.... Spy.
My motto here is to rescue someone whom I have no connection with.
Names Mike hasten and Noel trance.
These two are the reason I'm here in this world and infiltrated this school to uncover the secrets that contain mysterious Disappearance of 2000 children.
One may think only 2000 children are common to have that ratio in an outcast planet like Eartia.
But these 2000 children disappeared only in a year.
From the records Eartia is backed up by a big shot in Cominvia who provide funding to Eartia for people to feed and live life freely.
Wow what a kind person.
To give funding to an entire planet without anything in return....only fools believe that. Moreover the big shot who is funding is a gambler.
According to the intel. he has a gambler system.
The system enhances mind and body and trains him to be a gambler.
When you think from a gambler pov what could he possibly get when he invests or gambles on an outcast planet like Eartia.
Ring a bell?
hmm.....
Exactly he is a fraud.
One year back, the organization I work for, found out anomalies in the records from Eartia planet and we found out that more than 2000 children disappeared. We have no evidence on how that happened and no record of any calamity in Eartia was found.
which was absurd. When questioned about it the big shot replied there is a monster break out in Eartia. the monsters are of unknown origin which are low level monsters but dangerous to children.
and put on an act on how he'll support their parents.
blah blah blah
bullshit....
A gambler no matter how kind he is, the system won't allow him to donate or gamble in something that's worthless.
If he truly wants to support them what will he get in return.
one may argue he may just be a nice person. No need to be sceptical about it.
That's also bullshit.
How can a person who is only invested in gambling and power struggle in Cominvia and almost caused an uproar with his actions there and ruthless to the core three years ago.
suddenly became Mother Teresa.
Not believable right?
Exactly so my organization gave this assignment to me as an initial screening test.
To get a permanent position in my organization I have to clear this stage and should figure out who I am in the process. So that they can understand I have the ability to control my system rather blindly following the tasks like a robot.
I always had an option to quit but I couldn't. There is someone I want to meet desperately that's only possible when I clear and get bigger projects then only I can work with him..,...
Him refers to my father.
The person I desperately want to meet is my father.
To be honest.
I can't even remember his face.
I can't recall anything from my childhood except for the fact he was never there for me and my mom.
I don't even want to call him my father. That's how much I despise him.
He was always at work.
He never sat beside me. never played with me. never gave time for us. The only thing that matters to him was work.
Even when mom was sick and even when she couldn't get up to go to a medical Center. Even... during her final days...., he was never there.
I can't even call him father at this point right.
Still I want to meet him. because I promised my mom that I'll wait for my dad. Because she said he also has no one in this world except for you.
she said "
Please don't give up on him. he'll come home. when he comes make sure to welcome him. "
This was her final wish I can never understand why she loves him unconditionally. She always told stories about their adventures and how they met.
But that's another time...
She met her soulmate which is why she loves him unconditionally I guess and it doesn't matter whether he reciprocates the feelings or not.
But it hurts to see the only person my mom truly loved didn't even come to see her final time.
.
.
.
.
I hate him.
I hate him because he made my mom suffer.
I hate him because he couldn't keep his promise made with my mom.
I hate him because he was the only reason my mom lived,
Finally,
I hate him because he was the reason my mom died.
Still my mom loved him and waited for him for years.
I don't have any memories related to him and I'm fine with it. but my mom said not to give up on him.
even my mom's final words were related to my father.
I decided,....
I have to look him in his eyes and question him why he was not there when we needed him the most.
I want to look at his reaction when he knows mom is dead.
I want to understand why my mother trusts him.
I have to see with my own eyes to understand all these.
To make this happen I have to work hard.
since he won't come from the top. I'll go to the top and bring him down.
This is what I decided since then I decided to become ruthless, calculating and domineering so that no one can deny my presence.
I trust no one and the only person I ever loved was my mom. she was a beautiful person. she was kind and very patient and was very strict when it comes to discipline and she was a beautiful soul that can radiate light even in the darkest minds.
The most amazing person I have ever seen.
She is strong, very strong and kind.
She had martial system. so she was well versed in all kinds of martial arts and maybe that's why she was very strict when it comes to discipline and hard word.
she always told me "
"A dream does not become reality through magic; it takes sweat, determination, and hard work."
And no matter what kind of system you get or even you if you didn't get it it's fine by me. but remember use the power you have for your own choices. I don't care if you become good or evil. But it should by your choice. I don't want my son to be irresponsible. who can't even handle he's own choices. Always learn to take responsibility for what you have done".
she was wonderful person to talk too.
I miss her,..... alot
But I decided to stop giving in to my emotions. I want to even control my emotions.
There should be nothing about me that shouldn't be out of my control.
Only then I can survive in this world where greed, power and volience rule.
A world of darkness filled with blood and greed.
one day I'll rule everyone.
I'll rule everything that has existence and reign the entire verse.
Another memory flashed.
my mom was sitting on a chair lowered her head.
that day she cried she cried and cried because she has no one to share her problems and happiness. but she never complained about it. she just bared it all with in her.
Then I promised her I'll bring dad to her. but fate isn't on my side. my mom died before even knowing my system.
I will never forgive my father for what he has done.
Still I'll give him one more chance.
just like my mom.....
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A tear drop slipped from harken's left eye.
Harken opened his eyes and wiped his tear and decided to complete this mission as soon as possible.
Harken POV:
when I closed my eyes to gather my memories. I also started meditating and when I was in rage I felt the fire flowing through my veins.
I opened my eyes.
Only to see a red screen with
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"congratulations all the conditions have been satisfied to unlock the system"
your first task: