Mirai, Mirai wake up, wake up a voice called her name. Mirai take so many pills that she couldn't wake up and she didn't want to wake up she had no reason to listen to the person that called her Name. She thought she will finally die and will gone forever but she honored herself.She just didn't like her self, the people and this fucking word. This word was always rude to here.her mother threw her out on the street when she was only 12 years old because her father had beaten and raped her. When she told her mother about it, she wasn't thrilled as if she knew. The next thing her mother did was so mean and heartless. She sold her to a strange man and this man was so ruthless that he mercilessly beat, kicked, abused and raped her day and night. she had no one to save her she was on her own. She knew that nobody would help her, but she still hoped that someone would save her.
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Should I wake up she asked herself?
why?, why? why?..... she asked herself dozens of times but she couldn't answer the question she had turned herself in.