Fun is essential

it all started with just a few bad things. My boss said "i know you are good worker you have always been but we need to fire you because you are rumored to be the traitor of our company" . My heart sank because i have a boyfriend who dont have a job we live together i said to him that 'baby its okay if u dont have a job i will earn enough for both of us' but what to do now . i was walking through the road to go home then a thought suddenly struck me . what if he broke up with me? as always i am a overthinker why would he? but what if he really ? i suddenly realised and motivated myself not to overthink but my life never likes me . Since childhood my life has been a obstacle in my family's life . i walked towards my house with a very sad face but i fake smiled thinking my boyfriend will feel bad if he saw my sad face afterall we loved each other so much . as i walked in i heared some sound 'rave you are so handsome why are you with her ' " she has money if not for money how will i like someone like her" i felt my heart racing as i walked to where the voice was coming from it was my bedroom i mean my and my boyfriend's room and there i saw my boyfriend and my childhood best friend britch together . i walked to them and i started shoting on both of them " DO YOU KNOW WHAT I DID FOR YOU . EVEN AFTER I JUST LOST MY JOB I THOUGHT IF I TELL YOU YOU WILL COMFORT ME BUT HERE YOU BETRAYED ME AND WHAT THE FUCK WITH MY BEST FRIEND YOU ASSHOLES AHHH I FEEL LIKE KILLING YOU BOTH YOU M**THER F**KERS I WANNA FU**ING BOIL YOU IN HOT OIL GET OUTTA HERE . they both looked like they saw something shocking and why wouldnt they i havent even raised my voice on them even once and here i am shouting and being angry on them but can you blame me they are like some animal eating my money and bitting me no you are worse i said to them then i calmed myself down and started walking away ( wait but this is my house why should i its there fault this is my house i bought it not these f**kers) i turned around . and my friend said _ what d..o you h..ave any..thing l..eft tha.t you w..anna s..ay ( i pointed finger on they while saying) you idiots why the hell should i go dress up take your dirty luggage and outta here and you . "w..hat" she said trembing while sobbing . you take my leftover ex boyfriend with you i dont need someone like him and from now on we are no longer friends dont you dare text or call me and if i even see you darling even i dont know what i would do so it will be good for you to hurry up . after a while they left but it was a unlucky day for old me .after they left i had a mental breakdown and cried and cried my eye balls out . afterall no one was there to stop me . i cried all my feeling i have buried i was feeling weak soo weak then a few men entered my house they were robbers they robbed my house then saw my condition and pitted me what can i say they were kind people but had to rob for their childern they were parents i know the pain my mother also robbed one time for me and it killed her then i fainted next moment i opened my eyes i was already in hospital doctor said sorry to say but it said shows that because you pressured your brain so much that a nerve entangled in other so you can hardly live for moe than 3 days but if u have surgery you can live about 5 more years . but if u dont then i say dont cry or pressurise your brain if u dont wanna die i saw the robbers standing beside i called them and said " i am going to die i have no one to give my house and money i will sign papers and give them to you atleast none should lose their parents like me can u let me meet your children " i asked doctor if i can leave he said yes then i meet their children they were small one was 9 other was 11 . then on my last day i signed paper and died peacefully thinking that atleast i can see someone i know hapy and die happily atleast so i thought but i woke up . yes , i thought maybe that was a dream but what is this silky blanket i dont have a blanket like this and what with this rich looking house like room . i ran to mirror i saw " holy f*ck i am reborned"