Catherine had found herself in a dilemma she had so many thoughts going through her head. She asked herself so many questions like "what will happen if I die? Or if I find out I have a disease that I don't have enough money to cure." For her this was on reason not to even take the test, it was easier to not know that a sickness existed than to know it existed and you cannot do anything about it.
"What if John can't take care of the family? What if Andrew came to the house and took her siblings to work directly under him until they pay the debt that would be a life time!"
"What if he kills all of them and makes their mother watch on her sick bed?, " when she thought of death for her family she low key believed it was bliss. "Death wouldn't be a bad idea." She will tell herself, it will take some seconds before she realizes she is fantasizing about death then she will hit herself.
