The fight
Wow, it just felt great today, I woke up early in the morning and studied which I like never do but today it felt from my heart that I should. I felt relieve of something and felt like now I truly can be myself. But the worse thing is from today, school starts. The same boring routine continues, but again the best thing is that I will meet my best friend.
(At bus)
Omg why it's soo boring, I feel really sleepy, should I sleep?. Nahhh I will just close my eyes for a sec and see what happens cause like I never sleep in school bus. And I shouldn't cause it's soo uncomfortable for my neck due to short neck holder or if I had any one friend then ig it could have been more of the comfortable zone for me.
(At school)
It's just not right. I feel soo not right and who is that? Is it my best friend ohh yes and I ran towards her and she also did. We hugged and at that moment every thing was right, then I just started roasted her. Then, we looked around. Everyone was watching us, they all thinks we are weirdos. We didn't care and everyone stops looking at us. Btw my classmates thinks we are lisbo and we didn't exactly told them clearly cause why do we ? Soo yeah then we went to class.
It was our first day so the teacher also didn't gave much to do. One sung for us and that song was of Sasuke, he always sung that song. I again remember him and started to miss him. His bestfriend Jughead was also soo lonely, he was the only true friend of him. But that didn't lasted long as the other boys has seen him lonely so they all joined him in their group and made him their "leader". He was soo looking at me, does he have a crush on me ? Nahh, I guess he was looking my friend, she is sooo beautiful than me. Anyway, today was the first time I noticed him like he was there and I had crush on his bestfriend. I didn't even know he existed and is kinda good.
And...Then I noticed other guy, they all became so tall and different and some of them are fine as hell, how come I never noticed them ?
(Bell rings)
Lunch time. Oh I am dying of hunger. I would have died if I didn't ate after science, everyone was looking at us while eating like dude haven't you saw a person eat before or before lunch ? Anyways let's just eat the second time.
I am still hungry after eating tho but let's so outside ok. My bestfriend- yup, I was thinking same.
Why there is crowd ? Are they fighting ? Woahh, that guy is jumping and giving punch to that guy, it's soo fun to watch a fight. Woah the other also started throwing his hands. It was a great fight isn't it ? But why are they fighting tho? I asked one of them who was there.
They all told that it was because of me or something, they said that the one guy said something awful about me and was laughing. So, the other started beating him. Turns out he had crush on me but not gonna lie I knew he had crush on me cause one of the guys just comes and tells me that Arche had crush on me even tho he said to not tell me and his so called Friends started spilling right after he left.
Well, and there is one more fact, he proposed me but I rejected him and never talked.
But now he beated someone for me ????!!!? I always wanted that kind of guy. Later, after school, he proposed me again. I was confused and excited and tooo dumb and even tho my bestfriend said to not accept. I did, worst decision ever, I regretted it a second after that. First, I asked him to give his fb account but he gave his mother's. I thought ok, he is good boy. Then I started a conversation, he didn't replied. I waited soo long for that. Next day, he said that don't message me in that. Then why did you have me if we don't communicate then why there is a relationship in my mind. So, that meant we could talk only in school. But we were not bench partners, so I got up and went to his bench full of boys. He was not giving me attention like should I ask him to talk to me ? But then his bestfriend said to talk to me. Well, I started a conversation then his bestfriend said to hug him, like bro just chill out it's not even a day and I am not gonna hug a stranger. I refused, but my boyfriend who defended me was ready to do anything his bestfriend said. It felt like I made the worst decision ever and not gonna regret saying that. But he fought for me and I truly felt I had to do something for him as no one had did that to me.
Then later, he started to touch my hand. And I gave him, he was blushing so hard, everything was fine. But it didn't felt right cause to do that he had a long conversation with his bestfriend. He was just talking to him all way, I was soo lonely and so awkward.
Next day, he said I need breakup. I asked for a reason and said to sort things out but he just ignored me. Later, he started laughing and said it's a prank. I laughed soo hard and said to not do that again. He said – ok. Then, again there was nothing to say. So I asked about his crush in this class other than me. His bestfriend interrupted and said Veronika. He has a crush on her. That explains why he always talks to her instead of me. He just stand up and go straight to her to ask something. I think he talks more to her than his girl friend but I was not jealous, Idk the reason but I just wasn't. It's so toxic but I didn't want to talk about it.
Well, he again got in a fight with that same person. But now it wasn't fun at all. It seemed like it was soo forced. That day also passed.
Next day, he again pranked me with the same shit, that he promised not to. Well, I warned him if he did that again I will truly break up with him and guess what he did? He pranked me with the same shit I had enough of him and broke up, he didn't asked me why. I thought ig I wasn't good enough or when he got me, he didn't thought I was good.
Then, my best friend had a look one her face that screamed I told you so.
It's been a month and he is still trying to match up with me lol. And I became bestfriend to that other guy, turns out he nice but we are in a relation of brother and sister. It's good to have a male friend.
I found an interesting face about Sasuke. Turns out he also talks like that in chat for every girl, and wasn't a good guy. I said this to my male friend, Iswor. He didn't judge or reacted and is still friends with him. We always called to play games and at that time Sasuke was there and was soo excited to talk to him I said I know about you and what you did to others. Iswor was confused as like I didn't named him or explained exactly what happened but it felt good to say that.
Then, I got a friend request of one of my crush.