How it all begin ...
I woke up with a start on an icy morning to someone loudly rapping on my door I focused on a blue hem brushing the floor I followed it up to a blue skirt ,a blue hoodies, a blue collar, snowy blonde curls falling upon tiny shoulders and pink, round cheeks, a pair of giant green eyes stared up at me curiously amused, wide_eyed, and eager she extended a large, steaming mug in her pale little hand. Unsure if she was a dream or a spirit I stared back frozen... And she stared back at me ....gazing at her eyes it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. hi, she said I looked at her being speechless all I could think of is how beautiful she is ... Hmm I may have lost my way to my block am sorry she said, gazing at her feeling dumb at the same time when she left I slammed the door and banged at the door regretting why I was dumb in silence , and not asking for her name , banging at the door my roommate came and asked if I was alright all I could say was yes am fine... In my mind thinking I have falling in love at first sight .
Love!! My first time thinking of it my whole life regardless of all my past relationship I was the one being dumped or cheated on I haven't experienced real love nor romance before, hoping if she felt the same way as I did ...praying and hoping to see her again.
On my way going home from work I saw her at a book store .... Looking at her reading book give me a feeling that I have never felt before . saying to my self this is my only chance , so i went to the book store pretending on buying book so I could talk to her ..seeing her makes me a little bit anxious,
Hi I said,
Hi I have seen you before right
Me I said ,
Yes you, ohh you are the door neighbor guy right she said ,
Hmm the door neighbor guy you know I have a name right
Ohh am sorry
No problem I said , am Justin
Justin , am Maddy
Justin: Maddy with a smile on my face
Yes Justin , Maddy with a smile on her face
Her smile triggered and put me in the mood
Hmm you love books too she said
Yes I do especially romantic novel
Me too
Wow we have thing in common I said in my deep thought I was thinking of asking her to be my coffee partner not as a date but I was a bit shy to say all I could was talk to my self when I know she was right next to me
Justin just say it , say it haaaa say it I said to my self ...
Hmmm what are you doing
Hmm nothing hmm can we go get coffee on our way out as a coffee partner nothing more
Well I guess she said,
I guess means yes right
"YES" with a smile on her face
Wow she said yes I could not imaging I, Maddy drinking coffee together ... thinking today maybe the best day of my life well today actually was the was worst day of my life ....
On our way to the coffee shop a man with a car stop at her shouting and yelling at her to get in the car me thinking that she was trying to get kidnap right in front of me so I fought with the man thinking after that she will falling in love with me not knowing that time was the last time I would ever see her again
Justin stop she said, stop
He's my boyfriend
All I could think of is should I stop beating him or continue..
Justin stop
Sorry I thought he was trying to kidnap you
Well am her boyfriend you fool
Am sorry I said
Justin meet my boyfriend Jakes meet Justin
Hey , I don't care he said
What are you doing with him Jake said ,
Nothing his just my book mate
Arguing and yelling at each other as Jakes dragged her to the car
All I could do was picturing the girl I want to spend the rest of my life with has a boyfriend already thinking I have falling in love at first sight ....haaaaaaaaaaaaa f**k I shout, when I got home all I could do was cry in the shower all by my self and sleep on it while listening to sad music .