I never doubted my plan, even a tiny bit, but when he keep repeating his words like is their any problem ,why are you standing their, in that fraction of second my hand were shivering like crazy. I don't know what I am fear of ? is because of this group, or his words, i don't know ?
i have only two options,
Option one is to leave that fucking place and go home,
option two with the word, you son of the bitch and start fight.
In that situation i am thinking option one, which is easy and their will be no assualt at all, but if I don't fight him today, then I can't do it tomorrow .
So I started trash talking with him, one of his friend started punch me on my face .
"After few minutes"
I laid on a road and my body is covered with blood i was trying to stood on my feet but it's to hard to stand every time i stand i crumble up and fall down after a couple of minutes i was barely stood on my feet and started walking.
My eyes feeling dizzy it's to hard to move my body. At last all my efforts, i reached my home
finally I realise what is fear ? i feart that i have take punches or some damage to my body after beaten up i don't get feart at all I can still provoke him and i can't stop laughing. This realisation costs me a four broken ribs 5 fucking stitches on my fore head and a dislocated ankle .
Docter told me to take bed rest at least 6 months in hospital.
my grand pa brought a bunch of fruits, and walking towards me i just said hi pops
pops: Anthony Stop this bullshit and start lead a normal life
Anthony: their is no way in hell i will lead a ordinary life
pops: what happen to you son ? why are you doing this?
Anthony:beacuse this is the Life i chosen
pops:you can't even stand a chance in that path even if you had your nothing but a terrorist scum.
Anthony:I am telling you this again, my name is Anthony Walt and this name will feart and acknowledge by everyone in the world, even it's makes me into terrorist scum or higher up than that I don't care .
after this conversation, my pops stoped talking with me, "i feel a little bit of sad" but
if you want to achieve greatness you have to make greatest sacrifice, this one is not near that sacrifice at all, so it's ok ! no big deal .
to be continued