(Ashwini's pov)
huh man this day can't be more hectic , man even after 20 failed trials maa is not satisfied .
seriously I'm just going for a normal dinner not for a red carpet for God's sake cant I just go in my normal tuxedo
well yeah I tried, really tried to express my opinion in front of maa but she just ignored it saying don't talk rubbish and man that hurted but again do anyone cares nope because my maa has the best fashion sense in hone and me the worst
so I really don't have a say in clothing
so hey guys this is One n only Ashwini Thakur a mute for world
but in real just don't like to talk like hey I just 6 months before said good morning to family
you all must be thinking what the hell is the cause
so when at the age of 6 you have to see the rape and murder of your favorite person / teacher just because she was cursed with beauty just like I'm now trust me thats life threatening traumatic experience for one specially me and it results in selective mutism , highsensitive haphephobia and ptsd though i came over ptsd in just 3 years with hundreds of therapies mutism and haphephobia are life long no matter how much I tried I cant over come them though except my family no one knows of my haphephobia but I have to wear some special gloves for formal greetings it is normally know as attitude by people well its not like I mind think whatever you want because now i don't care
many times after the incident wanted to ruin my face but after saved every time I still have the curse called beauty yeah but
not only beauty also a scar Yes
a huge scar on my back grandmaa advised me to have it removed but knew that this scar will always help me remember the bitterness of world .