"That's how everyone sees you" My words were harsh, once I saw the hurt on his face I realise I went too far.
"How the fuck did this conversation change from Tyler to me. If you think I'm so bad you should just leave" he runs his hand through his hair and turns away from me.
I know I shouldn't have said that but after what jess had said to me, I was furious I felt like I was just another girl he'll entice and then throw to the side. I turn on my heels and make way for the door.
" Wait before you go" he sighs
"Why, Why all the sudden, why are you digging at my past ?"
"Jess" I pause "Jess told me about Amy in your office. Did you fuck her on the table too?" I hiss
"You're you and I'm me, you have all these girls who are constantly throwing themselves at you. I was stupid enough to think you wanted me but after speaking to Jess it made me realise that I'm just like the rest of them to you" you could hear the pain in my voice. I have been there before I know what's awaiting me, nights of crying and wishing he was holding me. I can't afford to let myself fall in love with this man only to have my heart broken again.
He walks towards me and wraps his arms around me. "As crazy as you make me right now. I know exactly why you are saying all this and why you feel this way" he pulls back and lifts my chin up so my eyes meet his.
"Amy and Jess are a thing of the past, yes I did hook up with them but it was a one time thing. I never wanted to pursue anything more than that and that was before you even gave me a chance. Things with you, I don't know. I feel the need to protect you, to make you mine, I just want to.." he trails off.
"From the moment I saw you, you captured my attention. I know my past is wild but things are different with you. You don't have to believe me, you just need to let me prove to you that I would never jeopardise losing you" his tone softens, he's running his thumb on my lip. I close my eyes.
"You gotta let me in and let your guard down please" my eyes still closed I nod, his lips meet mine and he kisses me with so much passion. His hands around my waist pulling me into him. I wrap my arms around him and kiss him back wildly. I withdraw from our kiss and look at him through my lashes.
"I'm sorry, for what I said, Jess got to me and I was furious..I"
"You don't need to apologise, I understand how it must have made you feel, roles were reverse I'd do the same thing" he smiles down at me, I give him a gentle smile
"Can we please forget about it because right now I am dying to get you out of this dress and in my bed" he says with a seductive grin on his face. His hand starts caressing my bum, gently squeezing. I can feel my breathing picking up, my heart racing.
He places one hand on my cheek and starts running his index finger from my cheek slowly to my strap. He gently pushes it off of my shoulder and does the same to the other one. his mouth trailing kisses on my collarbone. I moan and close my eyes
"Turn around" he orders
He slides the dress off of me letting it fall to the floor pooling at my feet. I bend down to take my take my heels off, but he stops me.
"Leave them on for now, you look sexy in them" he whispers in my ear
His mouth licks and suck the flesh under my ear, a wave of shiver runs through me. His mouth slowly moving to my shoulders. I moan softly enjoying his kisses. His hand unclasps my bra. I peel them off while his hands knead my mounts.
Throwing my head back on his chest, he leans forward and bites my neck. I turn around stopping him in his track and unbutton his shirt. He removes it, smirking at me. Gosh he is so sexy.
I take his hand and lead him into the bedroom and push him onto the bed. I sit on his lap and kiss him. I can feel his hard on underneath me. I am the reason for this, he wants me. I lift myself up and undo his zipper and slowly sit back down onto him. He eyes are filled with pleasure and want. I lean over and bite his lip and slowly start moving.
He throws his head back "Fuck Anna!" He moans. Hearing him moan my name sends a frenzy of pleasure throughout my body. I start moving faster, holding onto his shoulder, his bigs hands on my waist moving in perfect rhythm.
And there it was that feeling like every atom in my body was being squeezed towards one point in my body, my vision blurry. I come hard around him, panting, moaning his name. It doesn't take him long to come too, pulling me close and cursing under his breath
He falls back onto the bed and me onto him listening to his heartbeat slowing down. His arms still wrapped around me. I could stay like this forever. His smells is so intoxicating, it has become my own drug. I couldn't get enough of his scent, his warms and his presence. I am falling for this man, falling hard.
"what you thinking about?" he says bringing me back to reality.
"I would really like a warm shower with you" I smile lifting myself up and looking at him
"Mmmm shower with you sounds perfect" he kisses my forehead.
I slowly move off of him and make my way to the bathroom, he follows behind me.