There is complete silence. I feel my heart racing as I ask myself whether I was going to do the right thing. walking away from my mother right now World mean that this was the last time I was going to see her. she was going to disappear into a new location anyway, somewhere where no one else would be able to find her or even know who she was.
'' did you really just come all that way from New York to look me in the eye and tell me about my failures?'' her question catches me off-guard, shutting my eyes for only a few moments as painful memories cloud my mind. I never wanted to think about it. I never wanted to think about her. she had done enough and destroyed my life the best way she could.
''You abandoned me.'' I speak up taking a deep breath as I hold Back the tears.
''You abandoned me when I needed you the most. when everything else fell apart and nothing made sense you decided to walk out of my life. why would you do that?''
