Her life had been full of tumultuous changes since she was little.
Before her mother passed away, her parents did not get along well. Her memories about her father were hazy. Her father seemed to rarely come home, and whenever he did, it was usually accompanied by disputes with her mother. Her mother, therefore, often found solace in alcohol. In essence, she never had a real home since her childhood.
As she grew older.
Her mother passed away, her father disappeared, and her grandfather despised her.
She was abandoned in a mental institution.
Only her uncle would occasionally visit, which would cause others to restrain themselves a bit.
So, her perception of family and marriage was filled with confusion and uncertainty.
She even resented it before.
