Chapter 7 - #7

At school.... Peter was super excited.. he was smiling continuously.. he too was thinking what would he do when he sees sam.. cuz now she is considered as a lady.. he was afraid too thinking will their relationship be same like before..Or did she have some hormonal change.. did her hair grow a little longer.. and did she turn more fairer as she was away from the sun for so long and did her face cut changed a little..... this kind of many thoughts were occupying his mind...

Leah : why are you smiling Peter..? is something good going to happen..

Peter : well kind of.. ( smiles again..)

Leah : what it is... do you mind sharing..?

Peter : ah.. it's nothing big.. it's just that I am going to meet sam after 12 days.. it's making me so excited... and I bet sam is also excited too.. I am sure she is running around her house cursing the time for running slow and shouting in her mind how much she misses me.. lol..

Leah : oh that's it ( feels down..) so are you too cursing the time.. for running slow...

Peter : no I feel it's kinda running fast.. ;

Leah : why.. don't you want to meet sam..?

Peter : it's not that I don't want to meet her..infact I am super excited.. but to say the truth I am nervous...

Leah : why..?

Peter : it's the first time we have nit seen each other for so long.. when we were kids we were unable to stay without see each other a single day.. whenever she goes to visit her grandparents I tag along with her... we were like a lock and a key who never functions without each other.. but today many questions are making me nervous.. like will she hug me like before.. will she hold my hand.. will she talk to me like before share her all sorrows and happy things.. now she is grown up. will she like me like before.. argh.. I am so damn nervous..but I miss her so so much

Leah : relax you have been friends for so long this 12 days means nothing... take it as a test of your friendship...

Peter : if I look back it feels like we are becoming mature day by day.. earlier when we were kids we did many things unknowingly without worrying about the future. we even promised each other that we will marry each other we were never nervous before but now the fact of meeting her make me so nervous.. and specially her first period.. I don't know anything about this. I am worried I won't be able to give her correct expression and I won't be able to listen to her new experiences...

Leah : ( feels down..)...

Peter : ah.. so sorry I babbled so much useless things to you.. I don't even know you understood or not.... it's just I miss her too much and this kind of things I can't tell her.. so.. I am so sorry please don't mind..

Leah : it's okay.. but can I tell you something..

Peter : yup sure..

Leah : don't you thing she also needs a girl best friend like you..

Peter : what..!! but why.. I am alone enough for her..

Leah : you think you are enough for her cuz till now she was still a little girl not a teen....

Peter : so what she is a teen I am also a teen.. dues it matter we are same it's just our views and outlooks will change and we will talk like mature kids and before doing anything we will worry about the future...

Leah : you are not getting what I am trying to say..

Peter : what do you mean..?

Leah : she may share with you everything but their are things that she can't tell you.. and you also won't be willing to listen..

Peter : their is nothing that I am not willing to listen as long as it's from sam.. and she tells me everything.. she is as clear as clean water.. through whom I can read everything.

Leah : you must know one thing no matter how clean and clear the water is.. you still can't see the dept of the water you can only estimate it by your calculation which may not be correct.. like that their are still some things you can't figure out..

Peter : then can you cite me any example..

Leah : do you know about period cramps..!!? do you know how much painfull it is.. when sam suffers through it can you comfort her in the future you who has never experienced anything like that and won't in the future... no right.?

Peter : ...

Leah : you also know right teen life is the time when you grow feelings for someone.. when you want to get someone.. one day if sam finds her right one will she share it with you..? she won't cuz you boys will always say that you are better than him.. but if she shares this kind of stuff with a girl the girl will give her advice.... they would talk about good and bad qualities of him.. and would help her in those times.... you might also not know what sanitary pad is good to use during periods.. but if she talks it with a girl they may talk about which quality is good which will not give you rashes which has good scent and many more but this things she can't tell you...

Peter : you are right their are many things I don't know.. but their are also things I can work out on my own.. I can take advice from my mom.. and I can also google this kind of problem.. and I think this kind of things shouldn't be kept a secret from boys.. boys should also know so that they can take care of their future wife and daughter.. I may not be experienced but I don't think sam needs a girl fir that as long as I am with her.. cuz since young she never stayed with any girl or shared them this kind of stuffs with.. and most importantly I don't want any girl to come between us..!!

Leah : it's her choice.. i am sorry I talked too much I was worried for her as a girl..

Peter : what you said is not wrong but I don't want a barrier to grow between us because of our gender.. you are not wrong.. it's okay it may happen to other girls but it won't happen with sam and I guarantee that....




TO BE CONTINUED....