I can't be presumptuous with this family. They were very polite and kind to me, but I was presumptuous. It's something funny when I do that. That's why I had to cancel my intention to eavesdrop on the conversation that was in Livia's room, even if I was already at her door.
I want to know what she's up to, but I can't be so presumptuous with her. If one of the maids saw me eavesdropping on the conversation inside, my name would be known very badly and I might even be kicked out of this house and fired by Livia's father.
I was afraid that if that happened, it would result in them not trusting me anymore. Getting kicked out is something I don't want to happen anymore. I'm tired of experiencing it, already too fed up with it.