Yuri Pov:
I feel like my mind is floating somewhere. What ate Maxine mean for that? That we-Bryan and I-has a past?
"W-what are you feeling right now? "I asked Bryan after he drank the medicine. Glad that we immediately avoid the effects of the poison. "I'm fine now, I feel my body is relaxed. "
"Why did you do that? "he suddenly asked me. I swallowed hard. "Y-you are special to me Bryan. I can't bear see you dying. I-"
"I can't lose you too. But what will happen to you after this? For sure the price is more than your power, "he said. I stared at his eyes.
"I don't know what will happen to me after this. The only thing come in to my mind is... To save you, "I said. He held my hand.
"Promise me you'll not leave me, "he said. I blinked twice. "S-silly, I Will not leave you. I will just pay her. If I need to sell my brother I will do... For you. "
"I have this feeling that you'll leave after saving me. I have this dream that after the lady give you the medicine she will take you away from me. I'm so afraid, Yuri. "what are he saying? Is...my sister right? Did he lost his memory and am I part of it?
But I clearly know and aware that I didn't lose even a small details of my memories for 300 years of existing in this world.
Bryan Pov:
Yuri shut the door after Prince Raize left. Prince Raize give us food and some stuffs we need. He also talked a lot with my Yuri that the thing I didn't like for him. "We will leave tonight. "she smiled at me.
"What did he say to you? "I asked. I clenched my fist. I'm jealous and pissed right now.
I have this feeling that he will get away from me my Luna. And that will never happened because I will not allow him to snatched my property.
"Ahmm... We are just talking about our mate. Well, he do an amazing thing last night. "she smiled. Oh, he had already mate
"Oh wait... What? I mean why are you like that? "I stared at her intently.
"Are you... Jealous? "she asked. She's blushing right now. So am I?
I avoid her gaze. "Yes-N-no. I'm not! "I denied. She shrugged. "Oh okay. "
She gently laugh. "But incase if I'm right. You don't need to be jealous Bryan... Because... We are not in relationship. "yeah she's right. We are not inrelationship.
"Is this wrong? "I stood up.
"What wrong Bry? "she innocently asked.
"This. This I am feeling right now, "I said. She stared at my face. We went silent for a while.
"Its not wrong. Its worth it, Bry. But you know... you can't fall inlove with me, "she said.
"Why? "I asked.
"You already know the answer, Bry. "
"I accept you. Everything about you, "I said. Oh please love, tell me what's inside your head and what is the thing that stopping you from accepting the truth that I'm your mate.
"Why are you suddenly being like this? A-am I your m-mate? "she stammered. I don't know if I can say it directly. I'm scared that she might reject me.
"N-no." I still don't no if I'm brave enough to confess to you.
After that conversation we went silent until we get home. She never mentioned or asked me about my mate. And in return, I never said something to her. I'm afraid. This is my first time to be afraid of. I realized that I'm still not brave enough to confess.
Yuri Pov:
"He look like he's going to roast me, "Raize told me. I look at Bryan. I'm with Prince Raize right now, helping him for preparing the carriage we will use.
"He's just like that but Bryan is kind, Kuya Raize. "I suddenly remembered how Bryan act lately. It's like he's a jealous boyfriend.
"Yeah, and pigs can fly. "he rolled his eyes. "He maybe kind but it's only for you. I think-no scratch that-he is fucking jealous because of me little sister, "he said. I glance at Bryan. I catch his glares he is giving to Prince Raize.
"M-maybe you are just h-hallucinating, "I denied.
"Yeah, and maybe you are just blind to saw it. Its all written on his face! "I look down.
"How do you say that?"I asked.
"Because I once experience it, Yuri. And I tell you, when the woman I love the most is talking or even laughing with other man I'm getting jealous. And when I'm jealous, I'm being a dangerous demon in the world. Even satan can't defeat me, "he said.
"A-are you saying that he... he has a feelings to me? That he is my mate? "
"Yes, maybe. I don't know. You are the only one can answer that, "he shrugged his shoulders.
"I don't know... I don't know how to face this foreign feelings. I don't know how to find my true mate. I don't know what to believe Kuya Raize. I don't know nothing in love. In mate. "
"And besides, you know about my curse kuya Raize. I'm cursed to be apart with my mate. So, maybe this is the reason why it's difficult for me to find him, "I said. I'm about to cry when he tapped my shoulder.
"Don't worry, little mermaid. I'll help you with your love curse. "I smiled to him. "Thank you Kuya Raize! "I hugged him.
"Okay, stop hugging me. Your boyfriend will kill me for sure, "he chuckled. I pouted. He is not my boyfriend.
I comeback to Bryan. We went silent. One answer, one question. In our way home, no one spoke. I don't know what he is thinking. If he will ask me about my mate, I don't have any answer to say to him. I'm still lost. But I'm afraid that I will lost forever. I want to go home. To a real home... and I found Bryan and his place as my home.