"What have I done with my life..."
"If only at that time I...."
"How great it would be if I could redo it all over again"
They say when ones on their deathbed they see scenes of their life flash by. Unfortunately for Bai Tian, the only thoughts and scenes going though his head is endless regret and missed opportunities.
Bai Tian was was born In you average family from the poor countryside. Growing up he was always that awkward kid that never got the clue or conformed with social norms. Not until much later In his life did he regret the foolish and irresponsible behaviors growing up.
In the past 50 years, he never got over the face of his first crush that he never had the courage to face... Even though he eventually got married and had children, he was never a good father figure that he always hoped he wanted to be.
... Though he never had too much luck with his investment with his poor luck, patience and fortitude. He treated the stock market like a casino and bet on X company and lost a sizable portion of their family's savings. This further led to his already stained marriage and relationships with his family.
Sigh* if only I had seen the writings on the wall and listened, I should never have invested my life savings in that company.
Again regrets fill Bin Tians mind as conciousess slowly falls further into the depths of the abyss.
In his final moments he wished he could just do it all over again....