The way to their home was taking forever, to Fanny and to Benjamin. Both were nervous. So, they both kept silent, looking outside the window. Fanny knew what was about to happen and was afraid and excited at the same time; Benjamin knew what was about to happen and was very excited and afraid he might hurt her in some way.
The moment the carriage stopped, Fanny took a deep breath. Was she ready for that? Was she? Benjamin and her had 'played' already and he made her feel so, so good… he said she would enjoy it even more when they married and had their wedding night. But not exactly her wedding night.
'It might be painful' he said. Well, in the beginning. His words. And she was trying to disassociate the pain moment from the pleasure she was about to feel. She didn't want to feel pain. Not at all.
"Love?" Benjamin called for her, bringing her back to reality. He was offering his hand for her to take, in order to help her get out of the carriage. She took it and smiled.
