Benjamin could see the big house of Iontach from afar. Memories flooded his mind!
Louisa was right there, very young, around twelve years old, and he was such a jerk! He wanted to impress Paul, but also, he didn't want to admit that he thought she was very beautiful.
That was the day his life changed completely. It was almost ten years since it all happened and now that he realized it, he was astonished. Ten years! He has been loving louisa for the last ten years and, here he was, with a broken heart and no one else to blame but himself.
The situation with his father would probably not have been different, but, anyway, he would have Louisa by his side and they would both support each other. Louis would be his child, the other one inside her belly, too. But then, he could not forget Michael Crawford.
"I wish I could hate you." He said out loud, inside the carriage. "But I can't."
