She grieved and sobbed because her circumstances will stay constant, the kind who can't be told about the problem and can't expose her weakness, the type who won't condemn and degrade her like Sullivan, the only person who understands and embraces her weaknesses and shortcomings.
There are scenarios where the man Sullivan goes to San Agustin even though he knew he would be severely punished or publicly shamed, but he did not hold back and preferred to go to that place to see the situation of the woman he loved, but the warriors capture him there and he is expelled in the area, it is hidden from the knowledge of the girl who is keen to see the man she loves.
The young man went to San Agustin one day, but this time was different since he was able to access the area with the assistance of a friend who lived nearby. It even provided him with a warrior's clothing, allowing him to finally enter the Rajah's house and speak with the woman he adored.