(A/N: You can skip this chapter because it's an edgy chapter and it's about how mc felt the world that it look like a prologue but it's genuine chapter)
Hypocricy - a must component to keep the world working.
A people thinks that killing other creature is okay because humanity benifitted in it from it.
But if that creatures kill the human they hate it and keep slaughtering them.
Revenge - Bring back what happened to you to him/her.
If it was a beautiful woman, you want to rape her,addicted to you or even becoming an exclusive slave, why? for revenge? it's not revenge, you are just using the term revenge to think that you are not going too far.
but if it's an ugly woman or old hag you torture her when they just did was make your life harder, they didn't even kill someone you care about. In the end it's just hypocrisy.
You want the protagonist of your manwha/manga/manhua/novel to take the girlfriend of protagonist's bestfriend, why? because he was protagonist? is it because it's in his perspective? then what if protagonist's bestfriend was the perspective of the one you read? you tell him that he was a coward, d!ckless or something.
Emotion - how you feel about something.
You hate someone for no reason is call hypocrisy.
Then what about you love someone for no reason? isn't just another hypocrisy.
In the end you just want to satisfy you ego.
Knowing all of it makes you see the world indiffirently.
You can kill someone without having guilt in it like you kill an ants, mosquito, cockroaches or even mouse, different appearance but in the end it's the same living things.
Or do something without slight of hesitation like you rape,rob or beat someone using any method you know.
As I am also a human being I am hypocrite too but I don't resent someone because they do something to me or I care about. Yeah I will be mad and want revenge but that is because if I a have enough power I can do it to someone else too.
Just like in the past, The law of the jungle but different methods, we didn't evolve.
without or with a reason is just the same, because the latter, you just have a reason to do it.
I have a supportive parents unlike the cliche protagonist background.
My appearance is not handsome but not average either unlike the cliche protagonist appearance.
My grades was high enough to have a job in the future unlike the cliche portagonist intelligent.
I have some friends that I can communicate too unlike the cliche protagonist.
In short I am an extra, my existence was the same as stone you can see everywhere you just know the uncommon one but you won't even glance at the common stone therefore I bonafide extra.