Tala
"Fuck,'' the words leave my lips as I get ready for this dinner. I feel tired and there is just a part of me that feels like I have let go of something very important.
I left the green springs pack because I thought it was the best thing to do in the situation. I made a mess of things and it seemed like he didn't want me around anymore. I knew that he wasn't going to send me off after what we did but I also knew that he wished I would leave on my own.
My phone rings and I turn to it as I put on a pair of shorts. Colin wants everything to be the way it was before I shut it off but I don't think I can give anyone the things I used to in the past.
I don't think I can be the person that they want back.
"Hey baby girl,'' my papa's voice seeps through the speaker.
I smile because I have missed him.
"Hi, Papa.''
"Are you hanging in there? Is Colin being a good host?"
