Really.

Is god testing me or just punishing me for all the irrelevant things I have done in my life...

I was originally a young girl of age 21 basically without any worry, doing nothing, an ordinary college student, hobby - reading novels, that's it! Perhaps God gave me some adventures or just say a trashy character in a novel that I have read in my boring life. A novel whose title I don't even remember but yes I know the story, a typical story of step sister torturing the female lead and then the female lead taking revenge in a savage way that you can't even restore the reputation of the step-sister even if you try!

The story says a female lead Shi Rong, a very beautiful girl, and a step-sister Shi An who is dull compared to FL in every aspect. The female lead has a good figure, tall with a pretty face but is always being tortured by her step-sister.

Mr. Shi Duan is the deputy director at ST Corp. His first wife Lin Jia and daughter Shi Rong(2yrs old) lived happily but no one knows that he cheated on his first wife and had a 2 yrs and 5-month-old daughter Shi An with a mistress Tao Mei. After the death of their first wife Lin Jia, Tao Mei came with Lil Shi An and occupied the position of a proper wife. After two months, Lil Shi Rong gets lost in the crowd during the New Year festival. After 13 years she came to her home but her step Mom Tao Mei and step-sister Shi An tortured her in every way. When she met the main lead Chi Yan from Chi Family, Together they took revenge on Tao Mei and her daughter Shi An who loves Chi Yan to the point of obsession. Shi An gets to know that the innocent Shi Rong is not innocent but she has an extraordinary identity, she just came home to know her origin but gets disappointed in her whole family. Shi An who lived like a princess for 16 years fantasizing about the main lead, is just a side character who is being sacrificed giving glory to the female lead Shi Rong. Shi An is not even an antagonist or second female lead and is just a side character who appeared in the first 200 chapters in whole more than 2000 chapters in the novel. The main journey starts when she moved out from the Shi villa to live with Derik Vance. Around 1000 chapters, Shi Rong was informed by Chi Yan that Shi An is dead down at the cliff!

Ah.

Here I am.

Dead down at the cliff!

"you are trash, Shi An! I should've pursued my love, Rong Rong but perhaps I was crazy at that time to marry such a trash like you!" he twisted his face feeling disgusted seeing me like this.

This line! it was said to Shi An when she was dead which means this guy is Chi Suchen! then Shi An should be 21 this time and 1000 chapters have been written....

Then Shi An's reputation has been tarnished to the point she can't even face anyone...

So, I became a trashy character.

Haize! What do I do now in this life...

I am not prettier than Shi Rong, do not have a good figure and this rapist has tarnished all my reputation that has left and also murdered Shi An...

I feel pain...so much pain.

I can't even lift my eyelids. Shi Rong should be glad that her step-sister who tortured her to the core has been tortured, raped, had a miscarriage, and brutally murdered, would never come back to her life...