Confusion strikes me when I hear those words. it wasn't possible. I had always tried to isolate myself from the feeling of deja vu. that something might go wrong or unplanned. I however did not expect it to happen this soon. to have to start worrying about the safety of my mate when I should have been waiting for her. Was I being inconsiderate? I loved Maria and the imagination of having my own Palace guards harm her or even try to kill her is something that I couldn't stand. the woman was my f****** soulmate and I adored her for everything she is, if it meant making a tough decision in order to save and protect her then I was more than willing to do just that.