LOVETT POV
The key turning in the door's lock drew my attention away from the TV that had engaged my attention for the past five hours.
After I took the breakfast he left for me, I had gone into his bathroom.
I guess you will want to ask me how I discovered where his bathroom was located because to be candid it was hidden from plain sighppp
If you lived in this country you will be used to houses with a detached toilet this will make you understand the reason for my actions
Or why I had to eat before I got my business done in the first case, the reason for the latter you all know is because I woke up to Matt calling my phone as well as with a mighty hunger.
Quickly I found myself carrying the two plastic to his makeshift dining table, at the table, I picked up a breakable plate and served myself without further ado.
The fact that I woke up with a terrible hunger pang acted as a pulling factor for this my terrible behaviour.
Not once in my life had I ever thought the day will come that I will eat without performing my hygiene rite
As I said earlier, after my sumptuous breakfast I needed to let out some waste product so I looked around the room for the door that will lead to the loo.
The only door was the one I know leads to the existed, I looked around once again no other door in sight I walked into the walk-in closet still no door, so I took the only exit in sight.
It leads straight into the big compound, I realized I didn't take a good look around yesterday when he had brought me in.
The compound is very big and houses only two buildings, the first is a block of eight flats and then the one I just came out of.
There is no detached toilet or bathroom insight closed or far from where I just stepped out.
I walked back inside with the knowledge that he must take his bath daily, meaning there must be a hidden door somewhere inside his one-room apartment.
I want to believe he does not have to go far every morning to do his business what if he had to do it at night.
I was tempted to call him and ask but I did not want to disturb his classes. entering the room once more I walked once again to his walk-in closet.
Then I began to move his cloth and mine around and just behind his clothes I saw the door I was looking for.
I quickly walked in and do my business, then run a bath, I walked back into the room naked holding my cloth in my hands
I had earlier seen that my cloth was arranged to my right in the walk-in closest so I walked back in to pick a top and tight short
If I get Matt's message right, he truly wants me around for a long, not just in words but why? is a question I am trying to figure out.
Not that I am complaining I like that so much, judging from the fact that I do not have anywhere to go.
I got dressed quickly, then go back to watching TV. I am glad he has a cable subscription on DSTV, so I just left it tuned on Nicole Dion all day and watched different series
I just wish they can play thunder man all day, but I didn't complain when henry danger or Nicky, Ricky Dicky and Down came up.
I was on an episode of the Bureau of magical things when I noticed a turn in the door knot, I sat up immediately knowing he is back.
I could feel him, to admit the truth, he has been on my mind for the last thirty minutes but I played it down by trying to concentrate on the TV. Then lied to me that it worked.
A genus smile creped on my face, I looked up just as he walked into the room with a very broad smile on his face, putting mine to shame.
"How are you?" he asked genuinely consigned, I took what he was wearing in quickly, grey tea shirts and black jeans that are cut for his body. I must admit that he looks so handsome in it.
I am far better" was the quick response I gave him as I stood up quickly from the bed, and I must say I do not know what possessed but I found myself walking toward him and hugging him tightly.
At first, he was stiff then seconds later he hugged me back with all the warmth I could ever ask for.
"How were the lectures today? I asked breaking the semi-tight hug
"Fine I guess," he said a bit stiff and I wondered why it's not my place to pressure him to share his day with me if he did not come out straight with it.
"So how did you hold up?" he asked before I could answer he continued "I know you are better now from the way you now look and the drop in your hand temperature"
I was taken aback, so he knew. Why did he believe me yesterday, I knew I had to clarify what I am thinking.
He walked away from me and moved towards the walk-in closet, I knew I will not rest until I get this settled off my mind, so I walked to where he had disappeared but stopped at the entrance.
"Did you know I was burning with a fever yesterday?" I said studying my very short fingernails, I did not notice he had moved until I felt his hands on my shoulder
"Dear I know, I also knew that if I insist you were taken out of this place to the hospital yesterday, you will have thought all I wanted was to throw you out of my house."
I looked at him with questions in my eyes, he must have thought he needed to reassure me because he sighed deeply then said.
"Believe me or not I want you to stay with me, I am not sure of what I felt for you the first day we met, but I am sure it is not pity, it is something more."
I really what to hang on to his word and hope for more but I know for my sanity and heart I must not. he said he can not tell what he felt, it might be plain lost.
Most males feel that and confuse it with love only to lead you on then apologise later.
Come to think of it being a beggar, I do not have a choice right now, I rather lose my virginity to this than on the street.
I like you very much, but I am not going to pressure you into what you are not ready for, although you told me I can take you anytime I want last night.
I looked at my toes embarrassed, I am at a loss for a quick comeback, although I do not think I need one at the moment.
"Now don't be like that, I know when fever is talking," he said placing his hand on my waist.
"Don't worry as I said earlier I will not pressure you to feel the same just be you, and know I will in no way treat you badly and you are always welcome to stay even if you do not have feelings for me
I want to believe him but I am afraid he might just be teasing me, but a quick look into his eyes told a different story.
I did not know what took over me, but I must say I saw myself on my tiptoes and the next thing I know my lips were on his
A mistake I guess at first because his body stiffed and I quickly made to withdraw, but less than a second later he dragged me into himself and gave me a toes curling kiss.
My response was quick and I was transported to heaven, I never believed that one can feel so much with just one kiss but I did.
At that moment I know if this man wants whose name had not even registered so well in my mind asked me to marry him, I know my answer will be yes, call me names I do not care.
And to further bust your brain I am ready at that moment to lose my virginity to him, after all, he is my husband in my head right now. please do not judge me, and please understand me.
I will say that I am more than surprised when hands start travelling to places I am sure we both know hands do not travel to on a normal.
I couldn't stop his hands because it was practically what I wanted. I know I am moving too fast
I am walking on a track that might lead to my being kicked out of his house first thing tomorrow morning.
Just imagine this, we all know the only reason men treat females nicely is that they want to get into what is between their legs, or should I say into their pants.
With all the self-respect I had left, I broke the kiss and drew back; looking once more at my fingernails.
"Believe me or not I am keeping you at all cost, not even your wicked cousin and aunty can keep you out of my reach," he said to himself but I heard, something inside me flipped.
He wants me that much, he is willing to fight my Sabstine and witch, that's is all that mattered but before I can do anything he released me and walked into his closet.
Left with nothing to do, I walked back to the bed and sat at the edge not wanting to be engaged in my habit of watching TV.
I walked to where I placed my phone close to the bed island, retrieve my phone and chat with random friends online
I was fully concentrated on chatting on my phone when I felt a weight sink very close to me on the bed.
I looked up and smiled at him, he had changed into something casual and looked more relaxed small smile graced his lips
"Do you prepare anything for lunch," he asked. I was taken aback, he had expected me to cook, my God I did not know.
I instantly felt like a failure, why didn't I think about it had I expected him to house cook and wash for me, I questioned myself.
I guess you didn't" I nodded "no problem we can always eat out today," he said rolling off the bed
I am so sorry," I said quickly getting off the bed too. "but I can quickly weep up something you will eat now"
"No don't worry," he said dragging me back gentling. "I will have to show you where everything is, so let us eat out and when we return I will show you around. deal?" he asked and I answer
"Deal"
"Now go put on something outing worthy," he said playfully tapping my butt but I did not feel offended I only giggle.