WARNING: This Chapter mentioned Su***de Attempts!!! SKips if you are under 19+
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So Seong POV -
I remembered on that day, I had already devised a plan so that I could do perverted things with my girlfriend Ji-eun. On that day I put on an angry face when I was with Ji-eun, every time Ji-eun asked me to talk at that time I just kept quiet and pretended to be gloomy. With that, Ji-eun responded to me,
"Why are you, dear, how come I've been talking to you, you just keep quiet, and you've been pouting ever since, what's the matter dear???," she asked me.
Here it is when I do my rotten trick,
"geulsseyo– ah, I'm annoyed with you, because of you I was teased by my friends, they said that I'm not manly enough," I said angrily.
"Well, how come it's because of me, Luv, what did I do wrong, huh," she asked curiously.
"Yeah, obviously it's because of you, you know I'm being teased by my friends, they say I'm not manly because I've never done anything with you, am I embarrassed," I said, starting to provoke Ji-eun,
At that time Ji-eun did not answer and remained silent.
He repeated his carrot and stick method to Lee Ji-eun several times a day, snuggling closer to her, being clingy, but later just ignored her completely the later day after reading some text messages or watching tv.
One night Ji-eun is watching some drama on the tv and it turned completely into some sensual lovemaking scenes in the morning, between the main casts. She was blushing, and So Seong knows his time has come, he then prepared some candles and lit them up.
I started to cling to her and move her face to mine and kiss her. I took it slow and deep so that she knows that I am not rushing things... I look up to her eyes to see some worries and hesitation but heck with that... I am having my way tonight...
But when I manage to slither my hand to feel her breast, I went ballistic... I can't control myself again... and the sensation is unspeakable...
That night, He forced himself on her…. and much more…
ah.. my prized se*toy... you submit to me at last... I smiled while smoking in the morning, looking back at her bruised body in some parts...
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'You have a message... You have a message'
As fast as lightning, Bo Young grabbed the sophisticated box object that was on the nightstand of her bed.
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To: Park Bo Young
From: Choi So Seong
Come out I'm in front of your apartment building
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With a bright smile, Bo Young ran out of her apartment towards the elevator. After a few minutes, she arrived outside the building.
"So Seong!"
"Hi!"
So Seong opened the door of his black sedan and let Bo Young in.
"Where are we going?"
Bo Young looked expectantly at the man beside her who was focused on driving.
"Let's see later"
At Seoul Love House
"Love House? Why did you invite me here?"
"Let's get out"
So Seong left without answering Bo Young's question.
Why did she invite me here? Totally unromantic! Bo Young thought.
Bo Young flinched in surprise when someone tugged at the hem of her coat.
"Unnie …"
A small child with a bald head and pale face smiled cheerfully at her.
"Hey, Minji!" greeted So Seong.
"Hi, Doctor Choi"
"How are you, little girl?"
"What? Girl?" Bo Young's heart palpitated
"Why are you looking at me like that?"
Minji and So Seong looked at Bo Young strangely.
"It does not matter"
So Seong nodded in understanding.
"You must be here for the first time, you're surprised my head is bald and I'm a girl. Right?" Minji asked as if she knew what was on Bo Young's mind.
"Eee... I didn't mean to hurt you"
"It's okay, let me tell you. This is a cancer patient's house. So you don't have to be surprised to see me." Minji smiled cheerfully.
"Oh yeah, Bo-young. I invited you here to cheer them up," So Seong said.
"Park Bo Young?? Are you Park Bo Young?" asked Minji enthusiastically.
So Seong nodded.
"Unnie, I am your fan. How could I not recognize you?" Minji hugged Bo Young's body, which was taller than her.
"Is that true?"
"Of course! I really like your songs. There is one that I like the most."
"Which one?"
Minji scratched her head so that it didn't itch. Trying to remember the title of her favorite song.
"Eee… You are my spirit"
"Why do you like that song? The sales of the song were really bad."
"Because of that song, gave me a passion for life," she answered confidently with enthusiasm.
Bo Young was stunned to hear Minji's answer.
"Minji!" called the middle-aged woman from behind them.
"Miryo Ahjumma! Come here!" Minji exclaimed. The middle-aged woman with shoulder-length black hair ran over to them.
"Hello, Doctor So. Come on in," said Miryo
"Yes Imo-nim"
Bo Young threw her body on her bed. She glanced at the clock on the wall.
"It's 10 p.m.," he thought.
All-day at Love's house, made her forget everything. Her thoughts were still on the cancer survivors in the house. Seeing their pale lips curled into a crescent moon and their joy as if they had no burden at all.
'You have a message... You have a message..'
Bo Young reached into her bag and took a cross-legged sitting position on the bed.
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To: Park Bo Young
From: Manager Jung
Bo Young, tomorrow you have to come to see Director Kang. at 9 am, don't be late!
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Bo Young put her smartphone on the small table beside her bed. She lay down again. A second later she fell asleep.
In Director Kang .'s Room
For a few minutes, Manager Jung waits outside anxiously.
'check'
Manager Jung suddenly turned towards the door and found Bo Young with a straight face.
"What is it?"
"It does not matter"
"Why is your face flat like that?" Manager Jung looks at Bo Young worriedly.
"Does it look like that?"
Manager Jung nodded firmly. Bo Young holds her face.
"What did the Director say?"
"Not important"
"Quickly tell me!" Manager Jung whined.
"I told you it's not important" Bo Young quickly walked away from Manager Jung.
"Hey! Tonight you have to do some photoshoots!" Manager Jung shouted.
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To: Lee Ji-eun
From: So Seong
Meet me at the usual place.
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A short message from So Seong made the girl with long jet black hair that was left loose and a dark blue dress that wrapped her body, stunned.
At Gangnam Minchae's Cat Cafe
"What is it?" Ji-eun asked, breaking the silence.
So Seong's black beads continued to observe every inch of the beautiful girl's face in front of him.
"Don't just stare at me!"
So Seong suddenly woke up.
"You are okay?" So Seong asked.
"Of course. Do I look unwell?"
"Aaa.. no-no"
"How is Bo Young?"
So Seong was stunned for a moment.
"Bo Young?" So Seong repeated in disbelief.
Ji-eun nodded.
"Why ask about Her?"
So Seong's black beads have now shifted to the glass wall beside him which presents the atmosphere of the city streets.
"I heard you guys went to Love house," Ji-eun said then took a sip of the still steaming cappuccino.
"Who's telling you?"
"Song Eunwoo"
"What??" So Seong's black bead is perfectly rounded.
"Last night he took me to dinner and he told me how close you were when I wasn't in Seoul"
"It must be fun" So Seong said quietly. His cheerful face disappeared in an instant. Changed with a sad face.
"Of course! He is very cute and romantic. He's still the same as before." Lee Ji-eun smiled enthusiastically.
So Seong's chest suddenly felt tight and his hands clenched tightly.
So Seong suddenly stood up from his chair, making Ji-eun flinch slightly, surprised.
"I'll go first because there will be a meeting with the doctors at my hospital" So Seong stepped out of the cafe.
"I didn't mean to hurt you! But circumstances forced me to hurt you!" Ji-eun screamed in her heart. Her long legs forced her to step out of the Cafe by covering her mouth to suppress the sound of her crying. But it just getting harder to breathe for her..
a couple seconds later, Lee So-hee called her...
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One and a half Years passed after Ji-eun and So-hee stayed In Shanghai. They returned last month to Seoul and stayed in the Dongdaemun Market area and found their job somewhere around that place.
One day, when So-hee was working and Ji-eun was alone at home, as usual, she was browsing some adult website and found something unimaginable to her before.
A compilation of her and So Seong's videos are inside the website, while So Seong's face was blurred, she wasn't.
Her mind was blanked out instantly and she started sobbing and wailed… her mind was blurred as she lost her rationality. She screamed, cried, shouted, and cursed So Seong with unspeakable vulgarities.
In the end, her suicidal tendencies surfaced… and she acted.
"This hurts too much… this life… I don't want it anymore...." She then turned on the gas from the stove...
Her mind was blurry as she cried her heart out… all the negativity that happened in her life, the loss of her grandmother, the rap* by So Seong, the breakup by So Seong, and the spreading of their videos…
"It's enough, it hurts…I can't breathe…" She then called Lee So-hee as she held a lighter…
Lee So-hee is working while Lee Ji-eun calls her, So-hee then picks the phone up…
"Joe song ham ni da, So-hee-ya… jeoleul yongseo haejuseyo..jebal… ( I'm sorry, Please forgive me )"
Lee So-hee was confused, tried to understand the situation.. but the next moment...
"BOOOOOM"
Lee So-hee just slumped down, registering what just happened in her mind.. and she screams hysterically…