This year has easily been the worst year of my life, a lot of personal struggles such as depression, anxiety, and panic attacks have made many hours and days nearly unbearable.
I've finally reached a point where I find myself at least capable of trying to get professional help, tackle my mental illness and hopefully be able to move on to/solve other problems as well; baby steps.
There's a lot I need to do and it won't be easy tomorrow I'll probably go through that vicious cycle of fear, depression, and apathy that keeps me from taking better care of myself, but right now I find the strength to believe that things will be better, that I need to keep going, if not for myself then for others who may need me.
