I just transferd to a new School, I'm from Michigan

and my family and I just drove from Michigan to .. California . This means I had to leave all my best

friends and other family in Michigan, if you feel bad for me ..

Well, you should. I was so used to living in my home town because I knew the place so well and the people so well, It was tough leaving. Wonder why I had to leave?

Because of my stupid parents. They just got new jobs and It was all the way in California which is about.. Yes, 2,295 miles away from my home town. which is 35 Hours which is 1 day, I guess? My Parents say it was approximately for the " best " , really? I think it wasn't, haha.

Going to a new school worries me, why you may ask? Because I barely know anyone in my new school and this may sound stupid but.. I guess I wanna fit in? I was so popular at my school and now I guess I'm not. I'm in 7th grade now, and " being a 13 year old girl is tough! ", Not too sure but okay I guess..

I'm starting to grow anxiety from going to a new school but my mom, Shannon says, " It's going to be alright darling, just find your confidence and it will all be over. ", So stupid and it cringes me out, Whatever.

The wrost part is my birthday is in 5 weeks and I'm going to still have no friends, I fear. So nobody will go to my " super awesome " birthday party. My dad says we're going to celebrate my birthday at Chuck E Cheese but I think that's a little too childish.. So I decided to change it by arranging it at a water park! Awesome right? No? Okay.

As I start unpacking my stuff for school I come across a picture with my " old friends " , I can say now I guess? From Michigan. I crack a soft smile for a second, then put the small picture on top of my cabinet, I let out a soft sigh and throw myself on my bed and sob hoping this all was a dream..

It's not and if it was, why did scratching myself hurt? I stuffed my face onto my pillow as my blonde brownish hair coverd my face. Hi, I'm Kate.