I watched the white radioactive snowflakes fall down from the entirely dust-covered sky onto my black with a white real-sized human skull paintjob fully-enclosed helments dotted with scratches, dents from shrapnel and melted nanocomposite parts from xenos lazer based weaponry eye socket sized round frost covered bloodred glowing visors.
As I was lying in my two soldiers standing dug-out camouflaged friring trench with my machinegunner battle budy dead lying lifelessly from having having half of his head vaporized by a burning xenos AIV's laser auto canon that got destroyed by my squads grande launcher who soon after got torn to shreds by a xeno space strike craft laser's gatling canon which performed a strike craft run on his established hidden position under the destroyed flat city's rubble.
The only thing I could hear and feel was the HE shells from the xeno howitzers screaming through the air and exploding around my firing trench.
I grabbed my walkie-talkie from my torn black webbing with my black EVA suit made out of nanocomposite strings that looked like my muscles without skin and exoskeleton armor covered right hand.
While with my left hand I covered a fist sized smoking hole in my stomach made by the destroyed xeno AIV's laser auto Canon that burned through my exoskeleton armor plates like hot knife slices through butter.
"To think that after the third world war that began after Putins failed negotiations with the west over the Ukranian-Russian war and started pressing his ICBM's with nuclear warheads launch button because of going completely bunkers from his military forces constant fiasscos in the Ukrainian-Russian war and the heavy sanctions placed on Russia the godddamn fucking xenos came over to finish off the dying off humanity"
"I was lucky to survive the initial nuclear strikes yet at the same time unlucky because I had to experience this fucking bloody hell."
I thought as I turned on and calibrated my walkie-talkie channel to the correct one.
HOTEL QUEBEC, I DELTA ROMEO ALFA CHARLIE UNIFORM LIMA ALFA, connection check, I'm listening!
HOTEL QUEBEC...!
HOTEL QUEBEC...!
HOTEL QUEBEC...!
"Fuck!Fuck!Fuck! The fuckers are jamming us!"
I quickly changed my walkie-talkies channel to another one.
HOTEL QUEBEC, I DELTA ROMEO ALFA CHARLIE UNIFORM LIMA ALFA, connection check, I'm listening!
HOTEL QUEBEC...!
HOTEL...!
I repeated this again, again and again while changing into all possible channels.
"Son of a bitch this is it huh?"
I thought as I stopped feeling anything down from my neck.
I looked down only to see my black exoskeleton with white human skeleton paintjob battle damaged armor plates with dozens of small, medium and large snoking holes caused by xenos laser based weaponary under my battle damaged webbing that were covered in radio active snowflakes, dust and frost.
Hahaha!
I started laughing like a maniac to the point I started coughing out blood into my helment.
"For goddamn fucking 20 years I've been fighting nonstop first in WW 3 against Russians and their allied forces and then the fucking xenos who could have exterminated humanity by just bombarding us with their spaceship gauss canon's that were even more effective then our nukes and were radiation free but they chose to fight a gruesome and exhausting ground war with their limited but vastly technologically superior military forces because they were intent on teraforming our planet into their new home as fast as possible and at the lowest cost."
"At first we were beaten balck and blue but with each day we started adapting by learning their tactics, weaknesses, habits and using their own weapons against them by reverse engineering their captured technology until we reached a stalemate with both sides utterly exhausted to a breaking point yet the xenos still have a final killer card that we humans can never have."
"The godamn fucking spaceships with gauss canons orbiting the earth constantly performing limited strategic orbital bombing then their ground forces aren't enough to rat us out from our fortified positions."
"It's only a matter of time before xenos get fed up with us humans who are like cockroaches who no matter how many times you stomp on them will always rise back onto their legs and will start a full scale planet wide orbital bombardment to exterminate us all until there is not even one human left allive on earth."
I debated in my mind only to see an 8 feet tall humanoid looking xeno with two arms and legs geared up in a burning power armor crawl out from the destroyed burning xeno AIV.
Without waisting any time I grabbed my gauss assault rifle hanging by my right side from its belt that I always wear in a tactical way with the belt going between my left shoulder and neck and under my right armpit.
I put my gauss assault rifles camera sight wiressly connected to my helments HUD screen, and after inhaling deeply and holding my breath I pulled the trigger 3 times in one breath making the 3 12.7 mm bullets tear through the standing up 8 feet tall xenos power armor chest plates.
Even with 3 fist sized holes with exit wounds on its back the fucking xeno kept standing up as if the injuries it received were nothing but a scratch.
Fucking xenos their even more of a cockroaches then us humans!
I cursed under my breath as I held my breath and pulled the trigger again only for a warning written in red pop out in my HUD view.
Warning the user's gauss assault rifles power cable is critically damaged!
Fuck! The fucking power cable just had to stop functioning now!
I cursed out loud as I turned my head only to see my gauss assault rifle's battle damaged power cable connected to my exoskeleton' armors large rectangular energy pack fixed onto my back start smoking as it's internals burned with each second increasing fire.
"This goddamn fucking war!"
"I lost my friends, family, and even my humanity to it!"
"Fuck everyone and fuck the oath I swore!"
I cursed in my mind as I let go of gauss assault rifle and pressed my back against my firing trenches wall because its impossible for someone like me who neither a supersoldier nor a homo evolutis who has awakened his psionic power more than 60 percent and just received a few DNR enhancements to kill a xeno in power armor in cqc.
Only to see one after another solid material warheads pierce the dust-covered sky and after the contact with earth create nuclear like explosions in the distance that vaporized anything in its kinetic force blast radius into atoms.
I HOTEL QUEBEC to everyone...the xenos have begun a full scale earth wide orbital bombardment... this is it... there's no way to win this war for our races survival... if god exists may he have mercy on our wretched souls...
A young teenage girls voice filled with helplessness and sorrow came out from my walkie-talkie.
"Yea there's so little of us humans left that even children have to become a soldier."
Goddammit! If only humanity wasn't that stupid and didn't fight among themselves!...Then maybe...just maybe... we could have achieved great things... and somehow won this war for our races survival...
I muttered under my breath as I caught a glimpse of solid material warhead before my inevitable death fired from a gauss canon that pierced the radioactive dust covered sky over my head and made contact with the destroyed cities ruble covered ground detonating and vaporizing me into atoms with my fellow dead army grunts.