Addy sighs, but you keep pressing.
"There are answers, and I don't have them. I hate that feeling. I need to find a logical explanation so I can feel like a normal, rational human being again."
"Addy's right," Anuja says. Her tone is serious, almost mad. At whom, you're not sure. "This has gone too far. It's too much."
"Diego?" you ask. He never gives up on questions that don't have answers he's satisfied with, surely he'll back you up.
"I agree," he says to your surprise. "What you saw, it sounds terrifying. But what we saw, I don't know. I don't know. You just wouldn't wake up. We couldn't even tell if you were breathing at one point, and if you hadn't—"
Diego quickly wipes at his eye with the corner of his jacket sleeve.
"It would have been my fault," he says. "For pushing this constantly. For always wanting to find out more, for begging you to keep searching for answers."