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Chapter 11 - Goodbye, Zhang Zi Xuan

"I just haven't seen my father for so long." Shao Qian's heart trembled with fear. It seemed like he had to believe that he was under house arrest. But what benefits would Zhang Zi Xuan get from doing so? He wasn't any threat to him, right?

When he thought up to this point, Shao Qian inexplicably thought of the Zhang Zi Xuan's previous drunk and possessive kiss, but afterwards, he shook his head inwardly, chuckling to himself.

"Don't mention him anymore." Zhang Zi Xuan held Shao Qian's chin, staring him in the eye. "Baby, you just need to look at me from now on."

"You're crazy." Shao Qian was angry and wanted to get rid of Zhang Zi Xuan's hand. However, just like before, he couldn't mobilize the power of his soul no matter how hard he tried. Furthermore, the Original's strength was simply incapable of shaking off Zhang Zi Xuan's hold. Furthermore, the body that was still in the middle of recovery at the moment wouldn't fare any better.

On the contrary however, his actions seemed to stimulate Zhang Zi Xuan. The originally gentle action suddenly became rough as his hands suddenly gripped his two cheeks, forcing Shao Qian to open his lips as he completely ignored the struggling youth…

"Wu…" After a moment, Zhang Zi Xuan covered his mouth as he backed away. He glared angrily at the youth before helplessly wiping off the blood on his mouth. "I'll go prepare dinner."

Shao Qian looked at Zhang Zi Xuan warily as he left. Zhang Zi Xuan was really an overbearing dictator. He was totally the kind of person who once they had set their minds on something, they would definitely not give up. This kind of people really caused Shao Qian to have a headache.

Zhang Zi Xuan didn't take long to prepare dinner. Shao Qian absent-mindedly ate before going back to the room, and of course, he didn't forget to lock the room's door behind him. When he laid down on the bed however, he couldn't seem to fall asleep. He felt as if there was a fire burning within his body, this kind of scorching hot flame that seemed to burn chaotically and without conscience, overwhelmed him.

The room door was opened from the outside and Zhang Zi Xuan slowly walked into Shao Qian's room. Switching on the bedside lamp, he saw the sweating youth whose entire face was red and caressed the youth's cheek, watching as the youth unconsciously nuzzled into his hand. "Baby, is it uncomfortable?"

Shao Qian had experience many worlds, but he had never encountered this kind of situation before. It was as if the system had never let him touch this kind of things. However, even if he hadn't experienced it before, it didn't mean that he didn't know what was going on.

He couldn't have just, suddenly felt an upsurge of lust without reason or rhyme. This kind of situation only showed that he had been drugged. Shao Qian used his soul energy, wanting to extract the drug out from his body, however his soul energy didn't listen to him as it moved by its own. He felt his face being touched by a cold object, and all of a sudden, the soul energy that didn't listen to him, retreated back into his body in a blink of an eye. The uncontrollable lust engulfed him.

Then he felt himself being embraced by that cold object and something was kissing his neck little by little. Shao Qian who was muddled due to the drug, unconsciously let out a moan. As for the person who was wrecking his body, they seemed to be encouraged to act more presumptuous…

After a while, the place where no one had ever touched before was opened, and then someone entered…

In the end, just before he fainted, the man that was breathing heavily spoke beside his ear, "I should have made you mine earlier."

After Shao Qian fainted, Zhang Zi Xuan stopped his movements. After washing the both of them up carelessly, he carried the youth back into his room and placed him onto the bed, before turning on the bedside lamp. He watched the frowning youth in fascination. When he had obtained this person, he felt as if he was being filled up by something. The feeling was very mysterious, and furthermore, made it very difficult for him to restrain himself from wanting much more of little Hui.

It seemed like they were supposed to be one body. If so, then he didn't know why they had separated. For the past twenty years, he always felt anxious and panicky. It was only when he saw little Hui, did he feel as if he was actually alive. He would get jealous, get angry, get upset and would be happy. Therefore, he couldn't help but want to touch little Hui much more, he wanted to obtain much more…

Until today when he had combined with little Hui, he had never felt so complete before. It was to the extent where he greedily didn't want to leave little Hui's body. It was only this way that would allow him to feel complete and safe. He knew that this wasn't right, however he didn't want to restrain himself. From now onwards, he would follow his own way of thinking.

Zhang Zi Xuan didn't sleep, just quietly watching Shao Qian's sleeping face. It was only when his arm started aching did he move slightly, and when sunshine started to enter the room did he switch off the bedside lamp. Getting out of bed, he opened the curtains completely, letting the early morning sunlight shine onto the youth on the bed.

Zhang Zi Xuan laid down beside Shao Qian, hugging him within his bosom, his mind in a disorder as he kept thinking about how little Hui would react when he woke up. Would he do any drastic actions?

Towards this, Zhang Zi Xuan didn't take it too seriously. Little Hui wouldn't be able to escape this place, and if he was always present, he would gain his forgiveness one day.

Shao Qian had woken up the moment the sun shined onto his face. He had just wanted to move when he felt unbearable pain spike throughout his body, before he recalled the memories of last night. He had never thought that Zhang Zi Xuan would drug him, and even more, he had never thought that once his soul energy touched Zhang Zi Xuan, it would immediately retreat.

He didn't open his eyes as he didn't know how to face Zhang Zi Xuan, his mind imagining how a man that discovered he had just been violated would react. He wouldn't be able to throw a tantrum. In his memories, he had never had any sexual relationships with a man, no, don't even mention a man, it should be said that he had never ever thought about a woman before.

Therefore, after he had a relationship with Zhang Zi Xuan, his heart didn't have too much of a dislike towards him. On the contrary, Shao Qian questioned whether his moral integrity had been lost after he crossed through so many worlds.

Zhang Zi Xuan felt as if the breathing pattern of the person within his embrace had changed a little and held Shao Qian's shoulder with some strength. "Baby, if you're awake, why aren't you opening your eyes?"

Shao Qian still haven't thought of how to face Zhang Zi Xuan. Furthermore, when Zhang Zi Xuan spoke, he got severely frightened as he flinched and his body also couldn't help but stiffen. Afterwards, he was placed onto the bed by that person. "If you're awake, then open your eyes."

Shao Qian's eyelids fluttered, however he didn't open his eyes. He had to carefully think of his relationship with Zhang Zi Xuan. He even thought of reformatting himself, before writing a whole new program and placing it in in place of the old one. Would he be able to resolve the problem this way?

When Zhang Zi Xuan saw Shao Qian's evasive movements, it couldn't be said that his disappointment was false, but he was also relieved. The youth's reaction was not as bad as he had imagined?

"Good boy, I'll bring you to go cook." Zhang Zi Xuan picked Shao Qian up. As he didn't know what was going on in the youth's mind at the moment, he didn't dare to leave him in the room by himself. He must always be able to see him to feel at ease.

If the system's energy wasn't full, then Shao Qian couldn't leave. Shao Qian felt as if the moment he had met Zhang Zi Xuan, almost everything had spiralled out of control. This kind of feeling wasn't a good kind, therefore Shao Qian resolved that when he returned back to the system's space, he would definitely take a good look at this unfamiliar system.

For a decade, Shao Qian stayed in this world. And in those ten years, Zhang Zi Xuan was very strict about not letting him see anyone. Although at times, he would take Shao Qian out for a walk, it was only within the backyard of the villa. The food that they ate daily were also all sent by delivery to their front door as well.

Therefore, throughout these ten years, other then Zhang Zi Xuan, Shao Qian didn't see any other people. It was also fortunate that after crossing through many worlds, Shao Qian's mentality was strong. If it wasn't, then under this kind of situation, he would have went crazy and suffered from the Stockholm syndrome.

As Shao Qian was about to start coaxing Zhang Zi Xuan to take him out for a walk, he heard the sound of the system energy being filled up and wanted nothing more than to cry tears of joy. After waiting for so many years, he finally heard the system informing him that it was full of energy.

Far away, Zhang Qing jumped from the rooftops, a smile on her pale face. Finally... Relief.

Shao Qian looked at the system menu that was informing him of its full energy and already began to pull his conscious out from this world, before he looked up at Zhang Zi Xuan who was reading beside him. "Goodbye, Zhang Zi Xuan."

When Zhang Zi Xuan heard Shao Qian's voice, he quickly looked up. When he saw the person next to him had closed his eyes, he gathered him into his arms. Feeling that the body he was hugging was a bit cold, he took off his coat, before wrapping it around that person in a futile effort. "Baby, are you cold?"

However, one that no longer had a voice naturally couldn't answer him. Zhang Zi Xuan waited until the body in his arms had become completely cold before covering his eyes, transparent liquid slipping through his fingers and onto the ground.

Picking up the body that had already lost its warmth, he staggered back into his room. And placing the person on the bed, he took out a phone no one had used in ten years that he had hidden under the bed. After writing down his address, he threw the phone onto the ground before writing his and Zhang Zi Hui's last words on a piece of paper and leaving it on the bedside table.

Taking out two sets of suits that had all along been hidden in the closet, he put on the white suit, with a slightly smaller measurement than the other, onto the person lying on the bed, whilst he wore the other black suit. After that, he took out a bottle of sleeping pills that had always been locked up in the closet and swallowed them along with water. Enduring his blurry conscience, he laid down onto the bed and hugged the other person. Even in death, I won't let you leave alone.

Baby, we have lived together for so long. If you don't have me, you will definitely not be used to it. So don't walk so quick, and wait for me on the road. I will accompany you to walk across the Yellow Springs.

When the Zhang family broke into the villa, they found the two embracing men in one of the rooms. Right now, the weather was cold and the two people in the bed looked pale and ugly, but there wasn't any peculiar smell. The group of people that had hurried over couldn't stop their tears upon seeing this scene.

Who should they blame right now? Should they blame Zhang Qing, who at that time shouldn't have hurt Zhang Zi Hui? Or should they blame Zhang Zi Xuan who had hid Zhang Zi Hui for a decade? Or perhaps, should they blame the abnormal feeling that Zhang Zi Xuan had towards his little brother?

After all, the dead should be respected. Right now, those people were gone, so granted that they wanted to blame someone, who could they blame?