Kiel took her in his arms and walked out of the room. He had even not gone to see his mother but he knew his mother would want him to solve issues with his wife first. He went all the way up to his room and laid her on the bed. From now he was going to make sure he was not going to mess up anymore and he was going to explain everything. Once she woke up.
Mara woke up and felt a heavy arm across her waist. She turned her head slightly to see her husband sleeping peacefully while hugging her in a death grip. [Oh God, what is he doing here.] She tried to wiggle herself out of his hands but his eyes shot open.
"Water, please," she said weakly. She had been so dehydrated due to the vomiting and crying. He shot out of bed and poured her a glass of water and she gulped it down fast. She then stood up with much difficulty and went to the bathroom to freshen up.
When she came back she found him pacing. "Are you okay? You took forever," he said worriedly.
"I'm fine," she said quickly and coldly and moved to the closet.
"No honey, don't go. I need to talk to you," he said and he pulled her back to sit on the bed.
"About what your highness," she said disinterest written all over her voice.
"Mara, I know I have messed up really bad. I don't even know know how to start explaining about yesterday or about what Kia said but please believe me, I would never cheat on you," he said pleadingly.
"Okay," she said and stood up.
"Honey please..." he started.
"Why do you want to hurt me even more than you have huh! Why what did I do wrong? I am not the one who proposed this marriage, you did. You could have asked for anything else and let me live in peace, have a love marriage with someone else but you- you ruined it and now I'm just supposed to what?" She blurted out and started sobbing pitifully.
Kiel pulled her in to his arms. He hugged her tight but thought to himself that maybe this was better than her not showing what she felt.
"Tell me...sob...why do you...sob... keep doing this to me? Am I ugly that's why you... sob... haven't.... or you go to Kia?" She asked sobbing. She was going to ask all the questions today and get a full understanding of their relationship status.
"Why would I go to Kia honey. I'm not married to her but to you," Kiel said lovingly.
"Really what about earlier, what were you doing with women all over you in a harem if you are married to me then huh!?" She shouted anger consuming her.
"Honey I was investigating something. I know I messed up but trust me I wasn't cheating. I was too busy to notice them but yes I take the fall for that. I'm stupid and I'm sorry," he said and he moved closer to her.
"Also honey why do you think you are ugly. You are the most beautiful creature on the planet and my wife," he said tucking her hair behind her ears.
"If I am, why haven't you, umm why haven't we," she said shyly.
"Why haven't we what?" He asked, "Honey I cannot understand if you don't say it, why haven't we what," he knew exactly what she wanted to say but he couldn't help but want to hear it from her mouth. To hear her ask for it abandoning every teaching from that old hag.
[Why didn't we have our wedding night] Mara couldn't bring herself to say it out loud. No she wasn't that bold. But she still wanted an answer and she wanted to feel her husband and have him but asking it out loud was too bold for her. Kiel heard her and even if he didn't hear it from her lips, he thought it was progress and soon he would.
"That is why we didn't. That which you have shed is what I was waiting for," he said happily. Mara got confused.
"What are you talking about your highness?" She asked not understanding.
"I was just waiting for you to also want me and ask for it. It's just that I hate those lame teaching humans give to girls. They are just a recipe for a boring marriage and I hate them," he said.
"What?" She also sat up to look at him.
"First honey I would like it if you call me by my name which you never have. Also I hate how they portray sex as a chore that the wife has to do for the husband. How he is the only one who can ask for it and how it would make you look not pure if you do but sex, sex is a beautiful thing honey. it should be enjoyed and anyone can ask for it and I was waiting for you to as then it would mean you also crave for me," he said advancing closer to her.
"Oh I didn't know, I'm sorry your- Kiel," she said softly and blushing and immediately Kiel pounced on her lips. Oh God how he had missed those plump lips. She was so sweet that she was a drug to him.
"Kiel wait," she said in the middle of the kiss and he pulled away reluctantly. "But wouldn't that mean that I come off all strong and it would hurt your ego," she said.
" Oh honey you would never hurt my ego, actually you just built it higher. I have no problem saying that my wife can take control over me. It pleases me the more honey. When you sucked me before the party that day, I became your, submitted to you fully. That doesn't make me less of a man as it made me happy that my wife would actually do it without being forced. I was so happy," he said and Mara looked at him shocked.
"Really, that wouldn't anger you. I didn't know that," she said shyly with the thought of dominating her husband crossing her mind.
[Oh God don't think that!]
"Mara allow me to be the one to show you and teach you about this world of pleasure. Ask for anything you want from me and this humble servant will do. Oh God honey you do not know how starved I am. I've been waiting so long for this day," He said in a deep husky voice and kissed her lips.