I said I was single, so I was just about to ask her whether she is in a relationship or not.
"Okay, I hope you can help me out then", she said.
"But shristi, what about you ?", I asked her.
As long as I was unclear I'm unable to process anything in mind, but she refused to answer my question.
"What do you think?" she said with a sarcastic smile.
"Come on shristi it's okay to say it with me ", I asked her again.
"Of course, I'm single, but lately I was thinking, I could no longer be single.
Tell me why are you so curious to know about my relationship status?
Let me guess, you like me?", she asked.
"Yes, I like you but for now as a friend, and what does that mean you will no longer be single?do you also like someone?", I asked.
"That's the reason I wanted to talk with you", she said.
I was very curious but she was revealing it, she looked very nervous.
I think she is going to say that, she likes me in return.
"Whatever!, say soon, everyone is coming and what kind of help can I do?", I asked.
People started coming to the campus I don't like us to get noticed by anyone
"I think I like someone", she said with a low.
That was unexpected, she suddenly opened up.
"What?? Who is it? I asked her.
"I can't tell you now but I want to know whether he likes me too or not, I need your help in this", she said.
I told her why don't ask him directly but she said she was embarrassed to ask him directly.
I thought it was me, but I doubt it somehow. I almost forgot about the guy she talks with.
I don't know how to ask her.
"But how can I help you without knowing who it was?", I asked her again and again.
"I told you pritam I can't tell you now, why don't you understand, you will know eventually", she said.
"Okay, don't bother, I won't ask you again", I said.
"You don't help me either ?", she asked.
"Seriously?, what kind of help do you want I'll do", I assured her saying in a loud tone.
"I will let you know, but let's go, for now, we are running late already", she said.
After that, we went to the class, and I was in a dilemma about what was going on.
It was really difficult to find out who it was. There will be an ocean of secrets in a girl's mind.
I think now the real game has just begun. Sooner or later I'll find out what's in her mind.
Every step she made was precise, she was also asking a favor about finding out what she needs. she ain't gonna tell me the truth.
She was friendly with everyone, but it became difficult to figure out who it was, whether insider or outsider.
Days are passing very fast and Navratri is coming. there will be holidays ahead, before the holidays I should figure it out.
I thought I could, but something happened before I went home for the holidays.
We used to talk friendly daily and we became best friends in less time. we used to share things.
But I understood that there is a limit to that before I left for the holidays.
One day we were talking to each other in class, about some academic topics, and the guy she used to talk with, suddenly showed up. His name is Amith he joined us.
He started to make fun of me by defending himself by telling me not to take it seriously.
We started arguing, it was heating up and shristi stopped us and also asked for my notes.
While I was bringing my notes, I saw them talking, laughing by cracking jokes.
I can't sense anything around me, I only hear them laughing besides I noticed a spark in her eye.
My hands were sweaty and cold after seeing them like that, I realized that was the limit, but the way she treats me cannot define them, they like each other.
That was an awful day but I couldn't figure out who she likes, but after seeing that spark in her eyes. There is an unsettled feeling in me.
With that unsettled feeling in my chest, I went home for vacation. All negative thoughts drove my mind crazy.
When I was at home, there were a lot of changes in my actions. No wonder if my mom finds out what I'm up to, before that I should find out who shristi likes.
I thought It was not a good idea, to hide things like this from my family. but later I realized people do have some emotions which cannot be shared with family.
As we are getting older we always learn from our mistakes and we realize, time is an important factor among them.
Some people and feelings are worth that specific time. After a few years, we may not feel the same way, as we have felt in the past. Time changes the human ideology from a child to a parent.
There is nothing wrong when you like or love a girl by respecting her and treating her well, but a boy should be able to take care of her if he loves her, there are certain complexities in this.
Maybe this is why Indian parents oppose this very badly because they don't like their children getting into a complexity like this.
I spent all the time with my mom and my little sister at home, I started to find every quality in mom. That made me start to fall in love with her.
It has been six months since I saw her for the first time by colliding with her unexpectedly. Now I fell in love with her.
My mom started to notice my weirdness, besides I messed up with her stuff in the kitchen one day.
"What is wrong with you?", my mom yelled at me.
"Nothing mom ", I said. I was distracted, and it is not good with a mom like this.
What is wrong with me, that girl invaded my mind, and my dreams also she snatched my soul with her. luckily the holidays were completed.
After I went to my place, I decided that I should confess to her that I love her to clear the unclear things. I was just waiting for a perfect moment.
But I learned a lesson, by knowing not to wait for the perfect moment, so I decided to create a moment.
One day I asked her to wait at the library after classes, as I asked to wait that evening for me at the library, and she did wait for me.
I visited the library and approached her
"Thought you would have left already", I said.
"Ok then I'll leave, see you tomorrow ", she said.
she said sarcastically
"Hey sorry, I was joking", I said.
"Ok shoot it fast or else I'll be late for home", she said.
"Yes, I will straight up to the point, you are not going to tell me who you like right ?", I asked her.
"You have a problem with that ?'' she asked.
"No, but I have to tell you something really important, I don't know Whether I was ready for
this ", I was trying to tell her with little blush.
"What is it, say soon ?", she asked.
"I don't know how to proceed with this but I have to say this, I'm afraid of your reaction", I told her.
"Okay, I'll text you tonight bye! Sorry really I have to go if I was late dad might be angry with me", she concluded.
she left in a hurry, I was upset about her behavior
I was unprepared and I'm not ready for her response so I thought I should have texted her instead, and waited for her text that night.
later she texted in the night
After having a regular conversation she asked about the evening.
"I remember you want to tell me something.", she texted with curiosity.
"Yes I do, It is a complex matter.", I replied. Then she asked me " how complex it is".
I was waiting very badly for that question, so I started to confess.
Then I confessed to her by stating, "it was like giving ourselves completely to the special one we trust the most, it was like turning ourselves into a temple of purity to offering our soul for the special one".
"It was like filling the complete heart with happiness by enchanting the name of the special one."
"You got it now?, that complex it is", I asked her.
"That is something about the special person, who is that special person?", she asked.
"It was you! I fell in love with you", I said.
"Now I see, that is the reason you are always curious about my relationship status", she said.
"Yes, I'm worried shristi, what is your response?", I asked her.