....pov
I can't explain how awkward and uncomfortable The Silence is at this moment. she keeps opening his mouth as though he wants to say something and then a couple of seconds later he shot put and remains quiet. I'm not necessarily going to be the one asking questions. I'm not going to attempt during a conversation between the both of us. I hate him or at least that's what I tell myself. but the emotions that I feel for him and not something that I'm ever going to let him know. not in 1000 Years. not in forever actually. I have seen first-hand what confessing my feelings to a man has done to me. the kind of damage. the way he is really robbed me of my sanity. my peaceful stop the way he used it against me.
