Being tainted by a trusted friend is the most painful thing in life. Yes, Selva felt the pain. He really can't understand why Rafael, who is his model friend, now has the heart to seize Selva's chastity.
But, on the one hand, Selva also feels that everything she has experienced is a form of lessons that God has given because Selva did not allow the marriage between Arseno and Jingga, instead openly dating in front of Jingga herself.
Yes, it's as simple as Selva's thoughts in her life. Even being angry at fate feels useless because it will drain a lot of energy. God's decree is already very beautiful, so never doubt it.
'What? You said that you really love me? You didn't say it wrong? If you love me, then why do you destroy me and even stain me secretly without me knowing it? Haven't you liked me for a long time? Why would you hurt me then? you should protect me not destroy me,' Selva thought.