The life of the one true Queen

Waking up in the morning and feeling like the world belongs to me. Seeing my five cousins every day brings me both joy and sadness. Everything that has happened to us from childhood till now. I look towards the sky but I can't find any solace. Where do I truly belong, how am I still alive, do I deserve to be free, is it possible to make people feel the pain that I am in, what a bright new day to conquer the world.