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'… He mentioned marriage…' — I thought again… after a while had passed since my eyes opened to welcome morning as if the ponder in overflowing rejoice did not happen last night. Feeling thrilled as I felt my being as odd yet natural after waking with one soul composed of two. Experiencing the warmth of what awaited once this day allowed the crown prince and myself to meet… without a need to conceal happiness in useless caution for a destiny I feared was ultimately avoided by my survival and now all that mattered was to craft different days to those I learned in my past.
'… A speck of me wants to say "our survival"… yet I am no longer two…' — "How odd it is…"
The complexity of my present self had yet to be fully grasped for only a night had traversed in time. Certainly not being enough for myself to fully understand this sensation running throughout what I am now as if I have yet to develop this new soul I am.
