"The destined slave of Alpha Winston is me. No one else...."
The thought continues to surround me, making me not sleep all night. At least, I have decided not to leave the pack because of safety reasons. I am only thinking about what just happened.
Other creatures surround and might kill me.
The pack soldiers have formed a line when I was passing the hallway. They are half naked, just wearing jeans and abdominal muscles can see anywhere, made me want to stay in the hallway to see them know I was free and was not working as the house cleaner.
"They are hot!"
"The guy on the left is mine! So, just find another guy you wanted to dream to have with!"
Those are what I have heard from the other girls in the pack who were watching the soldiers doing their exercises in the preparation for the sudden attack. It might be because of my father's threat, which is why they are alert since the days that my father told me to get me were about to come. Thus, this makes me nervous.
Since I was tired of watching them and afraid that Alpha Winston will scold me, I went back to my room and wore the uniform. I marched to the library to clean the books that left untouched.
No one was there when I arrived, only the lonely books left, and no one ever dare to touch them again. The books I have cleaned were older than me. Others written in a language that I did not understand and written in English, which is understandable to me. There are spells from the witch which I did not dare to read with in order not to summon demons to be here. They might blame me again and that made me cry again.
Never again.
In the minutes I was cleaning, I heard the old library door cracking like an old door forced to open. Even when I was opening it, it feels like destroyed. Then, I have seen that Viola had entered. I thought it was Alpha Winston already and makes me sad again. He was hating me like I can understand it by how he treated me.
Not to mention what he did from the past days that makes me off, hoping that destiny had decided not to mate me with the other Alpha, who is more deserving to have me.
"Hey!" Viola called me. "Let me help you here!" She added.
"No thank you," I said and put the book on my back and face her again approaching the table.
"Yeah, I should. Alpha Winston had called you and was scolding me for why he did not see you working," she explained that Alpha Winston had a hothead. It needs me to be there in the hall where he located and she can proxy me here, wiping the books. "For him to shut up, you know you shall be in there."
I have no choice but to nod. "No choice. I will go," I replied, wiping my hands to let them clean.
"But before you go, I heard they bullied you, and someone hurt you. Do you know what the Alpha did to them?"
I nodded again. "The Alpha did not punish them. Why would he? He was even watching me bullied by them. He was at the window!"
"Oh, I see, but Alpha Winston imprisoned them! You must be incredibly lucky since the Alpha almost acted to care for you secretly."
I faked a cough. "Seriously? You are joking again?"
"Girl, I am not joking. Anyway, let us talk again and go there faster. The Alpha needs you!"
I bid goodbye to Viola and thank her for cleaning the books for me, even if it was not her job to do. In the minutes, I have arrived in the hallway. It was well guarded and when I asked the guard; they told me he was inside.
As I entered inside, I have heard a woman laugh. Like there was having fun inside with the Alpha. It heard throughout the hall as it was full of silence and no one can enter, except for the Alpha and his guest or his girlfriends if he also had.
My eyes had landed at the dinner table. Seeing two women laughing while they seductively move like they want Alpha Winston to play with them made me feel something painful in my head. The inner wolf had reminded me. It is hurting me seeing another woman with him, even if I destined to have him, yet he rejects the said fate.
"And who is that bitch? Is that your new Luna?" The gorgeous girl who has a voice that can irritate me has made me back to reality.
I blink and move near the Alpha and did not let my stare goes up in order not to see them, for it hurts me.
"She is my slave, not a Luna." The Alpha announces it with them as loud as he can, which made him enormously proud.
My head went down, cannot look at them as the disappointment was with me. It feels like I regret I heard what the Goddess had told me. If I can just revert the time again, then I should have not gone to the forest and just stay in the room. It hurts emotionally and mentally.
The two women laughed at me again. I wanted to tell them to stop, yet I do not have the courage and strength to do that. They are more powerful than me here in the pack.
"Darling, it was boring. Shall we play?"
"Yeah, or shall we massage you?" Said the other woman.
I cleaned my throat, and time to break the silence I have made.
"Excuse me, but what do you want me to do here, Alpha Winston?" I have asked him so that I would not keep on hearing all those words that were cringing.
"Why do you ask the Alpha about that? Are you stupid for not knowing what you need to do?" Said the woman with strong hair, at the left side of the Alpha. She was holding the spoon and about to feed Alpha Winston like a baby, yet she stopped just to tell me about those. "Better you go away, slave."
"But Alpha Winston wants me to be here. Yes, I am a slave, but he needs me sooner, not the two of you, fake Luna." I hid my smile.
Only they saw physically was me who stared at them like a scared wolf, yet I was also strong. The feelings that I have felt made me do this.
"Are you jealous seeing Alpha Winston had two Luna while you a Luna, who only became a slave of a sudden?" Asked the other woman, who have small hair that did not reach the shoulder.
Even my inner wolf had told me I was jealous.
I just shook my head. They might be wrong about it.
I am not. Why would I?
Alpha Winston is acting like a heartbreaker, like Alpha Dethan.
Both do not deserve to have me, yet still, I have felt Alpha Winston needs me. Like if it will not happen, destiny shall make it happen.
Oops! I do not know. This was making me crazy.
"There will be no way that I will be jealous of him. No way!"
"I do not even need you. You are just forceful," said Alpha Winston.
"Because I need to," I explained and could not tell it all because of the presence of the two fake Luna's.
I know they are just ordinary Werewolf who does not have special blood and others. No blood from a family of the breeder, daughter of the Alphas, or others who have a supreme strength that can be one of the first ladies of the Alpha or a Queen. They are not qualified. Do I qualify?
Maybe.
I sighed. "If you have nothing to tell me, then I shall not be here in order not to see the three of you who are too sweet," I have said, having bitter feelings at them.
"Kill that bitch. Besides, she was just nothing to you or return that to her father. Let her marry Alpha Dethan. The Alpha who will make her a slave and will hurt her physically and emotionally," suggested by them.
Alpha Winston smiled. "Great idea," he said and was staring at me. "What do you think, Mirabella?"
I bit my lower lip, move backward as I have felt that Alpha Winston will listen to the two bitches and will let me go back to my father. He could not coin that idea if that were not because of them.
I shook my head. "No need for that. We have dealt you will not let me go out from the pack even if my father will claim me or Alpha Dethan. That is the deal," I said and did not let the nervousness will see by him. "It is a fixed decision. Blame me all you want if something happens, but I will stay in the pack. It will not change, period, even if you, the Alpha of Odeta, cannot force me."
Alpha Winston eyed me angrily. He stood from the seat. I was waiting for what he wanted to tell me. Other words that can hate me, yet he continued to be silent, which I did not know that he did that.
Here, he was already hurting me or raising a voice.
"Walkout. The best that you can do, Mirabella," the wolf inside me said. "No need to prove your worth to the worthless Alpha. You deserved others than him."
'I know. I will not let him fall for me. If he continued to hate me, then let him be. I do not care.'
"Yes girl, do that. But please, Alpha Winston is too hot to have that two fake Luna. Let them go away," it replied.
My attention went back to them.
"You have nothing to tell me. I need to work as your slave, as you wish."