Three days have passed. I have still the courage to stay here longer in the pack.
Of course, I should.
Knowing that number of werewolves dislike my presence here. They are afraid that I might be the reason their peaceful pack went chaotic.
Every pack has its enemy. Thus, it shall be chaotic. Even in the pack I belonged to, there are enemies we are facing. I hope they will not be blaming me since I did this for my protection, and I was even serving here! Gosh!
My feet had been stepping down to the stairs, going to the garden, at the west side of the mansion. The garden was full of flowering plants and green leaves that can stand up without even the flowers. Still, I am wearing the uniform house cleaner they give me. It is dirty and smelly for it is what I gained by working harder. But I know no one will smell me. No one is near me unless Viola will approach me.
"That woman is the only reason this pack went too chaotic. You know, her presence gives a bad vibe, making us afraid to be on the other pack, for the enemies might hunt us."
"Yeah. She was a bitch and I have a gut that he was in love with the Alpha."
"No way!"
"I do not mean them to be. As I have heard from the seer, the Alpha was destined to a Luna coming from here in the pack."
That is what I have heard when I went near to the fountain, seeing three female werewolves, same as my age. They are talking and referring to someone, which they are having a conversation about me.
For seconds, they have stopped talking as they have sensed my presence going near them.
I do not have any interest in breaking their conversation. Even though they were talking about me, I was here to breathe fresh air. I do not care. I will pretend that I heard nothing from them.
"The bitch is here, so I guess you know what we need to do."
I have heard again. The tall female werewolf said as she was staring at me. It made me shake, making me stand and could not continue to be near them or even pass where they have stayed.
Do I just need to run away? But it made them think I am scared and not strong enough. I need to prove I was wrong.
Three of them moved towards me like I had seen a dark cloud through their face and thunder was ready to hit my body and hurt me. One girl was closing her palms as if she were ready to hit my innocent face, begging them not to do any move towards me. The shake continues in my knees and my hands, making me hide my hands in order not to be seen. In that case, they will not bully me.
"So, you still dare to roam around and show your face with the pack?" Asked the tall girl as they showed in front of me, raising each brow, acting like the bully. "You know what?"
"I did not know. Why would I?" I asked her back, just to be sure that I was not acting weak the moment they came near me.
"Shut up. This supposes the right punishment that the Alpha should give you!" shouted the short girl.
The time she said that, her eyes suddenly transform into a wolf and hit me at the side. While the other two were already holding my arms, their other hands were messing with my hair.
I could not fight at them. They were three while I was just one. My wolf's strength inside me was a shock at their aggressive actions that I did not predict, so I can run away from them. My body felt the pain as their hands approached, punching, slapping, and is cursing me around.
I shouted for help, but no one was around. No one can hear me, but I know the Alpha can. He had an intense sense and might hear me shouting for help, but he does not care. I was nothing here in his pack.
"Stop messing me! I would not fight back, for I know it was my fault why the pack went messy! No need to hurt me. I am serving you all here!" I shouted as I stop all their hands from approaching my body.
"We do not want to care about what you tell us!"
"You should, for I did nothing to all of you!"
"Stop it!"
The tall girl werewolf was letting me kneel in front of them. Blood from the side of my mouth flows down from my body. I wanted to tell them what they did was wrong and was not a punishment. Alpha is the only one who can impose what I deserved, but they are already acting as if they are superior.
All of them continue to mock me, laugh at me, and do whatever they think was right, even if it hurts me physically and emotionally. They should know their limitations as part of the pack. Damn them.
I roamed my gaze around, as I cannot hear what they tell me now. My ear hears only a beep from something I do not know and as I continue doing it, my gaze paused at the window I believe coming from the room of the Alpha.
I saw a shadow there. Later, I found out that the Alpha was watching, smirking at his lips as he stared at me.
"Help me," I murmured, about him, even if he cannot hear it. But the formation of my lips can tell it all that I need his help, as the Alpha of the pack.
Yet only I received was a continuous smirk on his lips, stood quietly, and pretend that nothing happens.
"The Alpha is watching. We should run now."
"Yeah, we need to run."
"And hide."
"Shoot."
They rubbed away from me. All their shadows are gone. Only me who tore and kneeled as I saw him did nothing to them, or even me. I am afraid he was telling the three werewolves to do it for me. Just for him to see me suffering in his pack.
"Why did you not do anything?! You are the Alpha!" I shouted, about to stand, but I could not, so I continued to kneel.
I wiped my tears and nodded, even if he did not tell me anything or show me expressions for me to understand. Slowly, I close my eyes and continue to cry. It feels like I am regretting going to this pack. All of them seemed did not accept my sudden presence here. Expectedly, it was, but I did not think it goes like this. This is too much for me to feel.
As I open my eyes again, I did not see the Alpha at the window. The windows covered it and hoping he was still there, watching me kneel in the garden.
Raising my eyes above, the clouds covered the sky. It darkens, and the rain is already falling on my face. Like mother nature had felt that I was sad. Then, I just felt the rain continue to fall until I was wet.
Someone from the pack pass with the umbrella, yet no one offered me their hands for me to stand. Like the three girls, they just smile and feel like I am just overacting for them to give their sympathy to me.
No! They are wrong. I do not need it. I just want them to accept me, prove that the mess will have its end, and prove that my presence in the pack has a purpose.
"I feel it! The destiny lends her hand and guides me to this pack. My feelings would not lie. Even the inner wolf in me agreed to me."
"Hundred percent agreed. No one feels it, the same as we felt it." The inner wolf I have heard she said. It was what I have heard in my head.
My father raises me not to be weak, yet I am now too weak to fight the bully.
I stood immediately, running towards the mansion to hide inside the maid's corner. To continue to cry in there and think if I should go out from the pack to be happy or to stay until the pack members accept me? This is hard to decide, knowing my father was monitoring me. Surely, he will find me.
But I will do my absolute best for him not to let me go back to our mansion.
I went inside the main entrance, past the pack guard, past the members who stare at me, and I heard them call me 'bitch' and a 'weak Luna' that makes me cry again. Later, I entered the room of the house cleaner, and thankfully, no one was there. Viola's presence is somewhere or working on the second floor. I do not know where she was now.
Then, I was sitting at the side of the bed, wiping my face so that my hair would not be sticking in my cheeks because of the wet I have gained in the rain.
The decision pops up in my head. Thinking if I was now going or still staying. Still, I have not yet decided what I needed to do since I was afraid to create a tough decision when I was sad.
It was sad. Seeing the Alpha rejected on helping me makes me sadder.
"Why am I affected? I was nothing to him and what he did was right," she said. "Then I think the best thing to do was to leave his pack alone."
Is it the best? There might be others I can do aside from that, yet still, I thought it might be good.
For the betterment of everything.
Shoot.