She could only respond numbly, "You're free to whisper all the sweet nothings you want. Come to think of it... indeed, John Fame, I've lived under your shelter since I was eight. Until today, every single thing I possess is given by you. The day I leave, I wouldn't be able to openly take anything here with me, because nothing here belongs to me."
If she didn't feel like her heart were dead ashes, she wouldn't have become so rational today.
Everything has a cause and an effect.
There is a saying that describes it: 'Thrust into death, then come back to life.'
In her pursuit of John Fame, she suffered countless injuries and failed to earn his love. Now, she has a sudden realization, and she has become indifferent to everything, hasn't she?