She repeatedly emphasized, 'I', anxious to dissociate herself from him.
Since he had chosen Skye Turner, what more was there to say?
She, Lissy Lock, would absolutely not beg him to stay, beg him to love her.
With her personality, she already swore to never degrade herself ever again for love, after doing it only once!
She cried in front of him, declaring her love, and he only wanted her body.
That was the most humiliating moment in her life, Lissy Lock's.
Even before the age of eight, in the orphanage, when she was all alone, she never abandoned her little dignity she had left.
But for John Fame and her love for him, she did.
Now if you ask her if she regretted lowering her head to John Fame first, declaring her love for him first, she can say that she has no regrets.
Some things, once done, are done. What she regrets is that she should not have gotten involved with John Fame in the first place.
At least then, she could make her own decisions, struggle for her own future.
