"Hmm...." I answered.
I don't know what to do. My mind is stuck with all of this. Knowing Ricky's sad reality. However, now knowing something like this.
I really don't deserve to judge Ricky with his past. Moreover, in the past he has not met me. It's just that Ricky's nature makes me unable to fully trust him. In the past, he was able to cheat on Nilam, the girl he loved so much. Then, with me surely he can do it any time.
"We are boys, Nilam. At that time we were teenagers, the curiosity about the chest-burning passion was strong. Moreover... the curiosity about love and girls. Curiosity, and—"
"I know. I want to go home, yes, Ar. I'm tired."
